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2009-12-15T09:58:00.000-08:00

hey people[:

i've changed to tumblr now.
i wont be updating here anymore

so do relink me yeap.

http://www.geminigal.tumblr.com

2009-12-11T08:37:00.000-08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
You know that i love you so
Love you enough to let you go

That was meant for you my friend.
I don't even know what it is that i feel for you now.
So this is the end of the friendship we built for so long.
Now the trust and comfort i used to find in you is no more.
That makes me sad but i want to move on.
Thanks for the memories. They keep haunting me.
Goodbye

2009-12-06T04:19:00.000-08:00

went out with my family ystd in the middle of the night.. ahahas. didn't really go anywhere far. just went out for fun.. ahahas.

and i got my allowance:D heehee. so gonna watch new moon with friends tmr[: cant wait. idk how long i've been waiting to watch it. hee.....

hmm. im almost done with my hmwk but i gotta admit, my brain really cannot rmbr alot of stuff!

i bought a new dress.. think im gonna wear it tmr.. was thinking of not wearing leggings coz the dress was not that short but mum die die wants me to wear it! OMG! ahaahs. haiz, parents.

okayokay. stopping here. nights people!

2009-12-03T06:24:00.000-08:00

My Granddad[:

actually, i don't know why he so wanted to wear that thing on his head. that is for the malay ladies to put on inside their scarfs. ahahas. ohgosh. he's just totally full of nonsense so i just had to take the pic. heehee!

okay. so the week was spent sleeping over at grandma's house again. but it wasn't boring at all. and i brought my homework along okay! and i did it. hehe! i liked staying there[: all my cousins are there.. but if i stay there too long, i will confirm 100% gain weight! coz grandma cooks alot of food. haha. and my grandparents actually force us to have breakfast! ahaahs.

followed bro to buy a new hp... he got a sony ericsson cybershot. dammit! i wanna change my phone... heheh. can i? please!!!!!!!!

hmm. my eyes are starting to hurt again coz i havent been using my specs. ahahs. so will have to start using them again. haiz. i just look so ugly in it. ohmy. im thinking of making new specs[:

alrighty. stopping here.

and erm. to end this post. i just wanna say this. i love jay sean! hah!

ohyeah. im watching new moon this mon. yeay!!!!! and i wanna watch it at bugis. teehee!

2009-11-26T18:36:00.000-08:00

i'm beginning to think that i look more and more like a chinese these days!!!!!!!
wadahell is wrong with me??!!!

2009-11-26T18:14:00.000-08:00

Okay. before i forget....
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!
HEEHEE! GO TO THE MOSQUE.
GO SEE THE SHEEPS!
WELL, NOT NOW! LATER!
[:

there ya go. just some pics taken at terminal3. went to the airport on mon to send 2 aunts off for their haji. but they went at different timings. my first aunt went at 7.30 so i had to wake up at 4.30 just to bathe! cause there were sooo many people in grandma's house.. ahaahs. my second aunt went off at 12plus i guess. so since there was sooo much time in between, me and my relatives went to visit terminal3! heehee. its still freaking nice!

okay so had a sleepover at grandma's house from sun to tues and after my aunt went off for haji...... there was a free bedroom! haha! so me and my cousins slept in that room. and it was freaking cold!! i had to sleep on the floor coz the bed was full. ahahas. but it was okay. coz i got the blanket!. and they had to sleep freezing. muahahaha!

i'll post up some pics of the sleepover. here and at facebook.

hmm. im thinking of moving over to tumblr. but i will need some help with it. so who do i turn to?.. hmm. MARYJO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heehee.

i still dunno where to go for class outing. coz some people dont seem interested to go and our budget is quite low at the moment. hehehe. see first lah. you guys give me ideas lurh and i'll work on it... okay? set! ahahas.

alrighty. stopping here. i wanna quickly post up the pics and get ready to go to my grandma's house! byebye! selamat hari raya aidiladha!! :D

2009-11-20T09:30:00.000-08:00

okay. so this week has been tiring. heheh. the band went for archery on monday. it was super fun okay! ahahas. then they went bowling on wednesday. but i didnt go coz.... they say we had to pay for our own games.. and also aqilah didnt wanna go. thats why. i dont wanna look like an idiot standing there alone. ahahas.

today there was stocktake with mr yip. not my first time so... it was okay[: after that, went down to the canteen. saw my seniors. but couldnt talk to them much coz someone kept shooing me away. grr! but i understand why you did that..... so well..... thankyou[: thought you didnt care about me anymore. heheh. went home with pei shan.

idk why but....... these few days i like being by myself, heh. so i always go jogging in the evening just so i could be alone. sounds emo right? ahahas. yeah well.. haiz. maybe i just needed some time alone which i wasnt able to get for a long time.. hahas.

im thinking of changing my blogskin. should i? hahas. and also my song. im tired of paramore-ignorance. so im thinking of changing it to....................
paramore-here we go again! haharx!

okayokay. stopping here for now. nights people[:

2009-11-15T05:54:00.000-08:00

check this out.. its funny
cheered me up today..

2009-11-14T08:29:00.000-08:00

i went to NUS with the rest of the band to watch this performance there. i would be lying if i said that i wasn't bored. hahas. but when the performance was going on, theva kept pointing at this one man in the front row. that man so weird one ehy! he kept shaking his head front and back side to side. ahahas. might as well stand up and dance to the music right?. hahas.

than i THOUGHT the guy playing the flute was quite cute. i THOUGHT so only cause i sorta only had a glimpse of him when he was standing backstage. so i kept telling aqilah ' ehk, i think the flute guy quite cute you know!!' idk how many times i said that to her. that when it was his turn to come out and play his flute...... the way he walked.. the walk he dressed....................................
I TOOK BACK WHATEVER I SAID ABOUT HIM! hahas.

texted mj bout him this morn. and i'm glad you told me not to feel hurt coz he did text me in the end. heheh. and thankyou! iloveyou!

friend went for camp today. its for 12days. wished him goodluck. and i told him to take care... which i know he wont. hmm. ahaahs.

today mum and dad went to visit granddad in the hospital.. hmm. news werent that good. granddad fell down and had this injury in his brain. hmm. now he's having a bit of memory loss and he has a phobia of standing up and walking again. ohgosh. he wont be back for atleast a month. im sorry i cant visit you. shit the rules in the hospital. haiz. but please take care and i will be praying for you. iloveyou(:

alrighty. there's gonna be this doa selamat at aisyah's house tmr. will be going there with family. so now have to go sleep. hahas. stopping here for now. nights people[:

2009-11-12T05:28:00.000-08:00

if im not wrong, karel took that pic. hahas. idk why but i kinda like this pic(:

okay. so finally, today i didnt have to go to school. it's a first ever since the sch hols started. ahaahs. so i got to wake up late!!! man, it felt nice! haharx!

spent the day clearing away all of my old books.. wowee. seems like i dont have to spend much on books for next year coz sis has them:D

i'm done with eclipse and i am not gonna continue with breaking dawn at the moment. heehee. i've started reading on khaled hosseini's 'a thousand splendid suns'. the book is quite nice. and tho i've only started reading the book, the first half of the book is already so saddening. ohgosh.

okay. i'm starting to fall in love with paramore:D loving their songs. and i'm starting to..... not like rihanna. hahah. i dont like it that she dyed her hair. i mean the colour is just so bright! heheh. okay i noe im being v bad so, sorry and i will stop here. ahahas.

have you heard demi lovato's here we go again? GO HEAR IT!!! RECOMMENDED!!!!! heehee!

alrighty. gonna go surf on celebs now. ahahas. byez!

2009-11-11T08:31:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Carel Kate Flordeliza Babagay! (:
You're a year older now! 17 yeah:D
okay. i've known you since.... erm, let me count.
OMG! 6 YEARS!
having you in my life has been totally awesome
you never fail to make me laugh
with all your nonsense. ahaahs(:
just know that i will always be there for you
no matter what happens friend. heehee!
happy birthday again!
enjoy the fox tee!
Love ya! [:

alrighty. had band prac and then went to carel's house after that to celebrate her bday(:
well, we came a weee bit too early but im glad i came anyways. hahas. ohgosh. the house was so noisy but i like it that way. hahas. i got to meet mhikey and agar[: and i got to see a video of carel when she was younger. haharx! and her family all look the same. ahahas. her mum cooked spaghetti, baked pasta and brownie!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! DOESN'T THAT DESCRIBE HEAVEN?! my mum never tried to make baked pasta and spaghetti. ahaha. i was so full so i didnt eat the donut that V bought:D then homed with jonelle and V.

met mum and sis at shengsiong. sis has OFFICIALLY completed her 'o' levels! ahahas.
well done:P hmm. got to know that now granddad is in hospital. haiz. illness comes with age. wow. that is so true. ahahas.

oh yeah. pictures of the sc camp are all on my fb account. go look at it! heehee!

alrighy. stopping here. i still haven't got enough sleep. so goodnight! (:

happy birthday again CKarel[:

2009-11-10T05:15:00.000-08:00

okay. sc camp was abit hectic but.... it was fun! [:
tho i dont think my ONE good friend agreed with me
but heck cares! cause other ppl enjoyed it=p

anyway, 1st day:
games in the morning.
my station was the..
POWDER BALLS!! (:
The SC had to take out a few... well, lets not say a few.
they had to take out 9 marbles from a bowl filled with FLOUR.
ahahas! OMG! it was super hilarious okay!

Here is a picture of the disaster i made of my SC(:

In the afternoon was our training session with Coach Ernest,
OHGOSH! he was simply.......
FABULOUS!
i just cant use the right words to describe him!
He's.............
INDESCRIBABLE!!
or...
UNDESCRIBABLE!!
whichever goes with you..

2nd day:
training session with Coach Ernest again(:
When he finally went,
he REALLY did left an impact on me.

Hmm. lets just say that i got really close with my sc in this camp. i actually managed to sit down and talk to those that i've NEVER talked to before. like..... HUI LING! hahas. and for those that i already know, this camp really made us closer(: and some of them really made my 2days in camp meaningful and worthwhile. cause when i get a bit worried about something, they can still crack jokes with me and im grateful for that. thankyou(: ESP MANTO and ARIFF:D

watched night movies ystd. firstly was about the korean singer, rain. ohgosh. his life story is so touching. and then we watched 'take the lead'... GO WATCH IT!!. it was............. TOTALLY!!!!!!!!!...... TOTALLY!!!!!....... AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!.

ohyeah. i had a moment with aisyah, germ, aqilah and rel ystd before the movie. told them about smth and i dont know why but...... i broke down for awhile. but i swear it was only for A WHILE! ahahahs. so just wanna say thanks to you guys for making me feel better(:

alrighty. this will probably be the last sc camp that i am planning coz next year im gonna be stepping down. sad? hell, yeah. but what else can i do?. heheh.

alrighty. im stopping here. cause i wanna go watch The Mentalist!. then its nightynight.
hahas. bye people!

2009-11-05T07:28:00.000-08:00

okay. i love chace crawford. i have a new pic of him which is totally hot! haha. but i guess its pretty important that i introduce the latest boy that girls have been crazy about. and also some other thgs.

Justin Bieber!

well, he is sorta cute(:
but im just not into him much. hahas.
he's been getting really famous nowadays.
and he's gonna appear as special guest
on Jackson VP Star[:
so.. hopefully..
he'll grow on me someday:P

and....THIS!
Is the bag i've been waiting for all my life.
Ain't it beautiful?
And its.... CONVERSE!
heheh.
ohgosh. i just like it man.
(:

I was surfing the net
and these two high heels caught my eye.
Look at the black metallic heels.OMG.
IT'S LIKE WALKING ON YOUR TOES! HAHA!
Look at the grey heels.
It's simple yet elegant.
Man, its cute. ahaahs.
BUT!!!!!!!
This was the heels that REALLY got my attention.
Firstly cause its blue(:
Secondly cause it has polka dots which are also blue.heheh
And the design just seems me:P
I love this!

okay! im done introducing new stuff. ahaahs.

i just did it to ease my unhappiness today. haiz.
today was like a......TOTALLY bad day for me.
She just had to destroy my mood urh.
and since i couldnt take it anymore,
i told dad. so.......
she is soooo in trouble. heehee.
serves you right.

2009-10-29T05:55:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAH. i've heard many complaints from my friends bout my new blog song that almost made them deaf. ohmygosh. im so sorry for that but i love this song but i'll change it soon.... when i find a new song. heheh.

sch has been......... normal. ahaahs. had marketing ystd and it was mum's birthday ystd too. happy belated birthday mom. iloveyou(: i also had stocktake w mr han ystd too. we'll be continuing this mon. haiz.. and he told me to edit the stocktake list during the weekend. hmm. i wonder how am i gonna do the editing when i dont have microsoft excel? hahahas. wow izza. you're so smart.

i was supposed to go to the stadium w sur. but it rained and i sorta dozed off while waiting for the rain to stop. i am soooo sorry sur! i'll make it up to you..... urh somehow. heheh. sorry.

hamz was sick today. ahahs. woohoo. this was the first time i saw her so sick. wowee. hahas. but get better soon alright? (:

alrighty. stopping here for now. have to iron my sc uni for tmr's ptm. haiz. im gonna go sleep right aftr tht coz today i just felt so tired. ahaahs. goodnight[:

2009-10-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

alright. i changed my blogskin! heehee. i just bored of seeing grey all the time. ahaahs.
tmr is school. hmm. not looking forward to it. heheh
coz tmr will just lead to more conflicts with a certain teacher. ahaahs.

wanted to print smth that ms anne sent me but i forgot that i didnt have microsoft excel anymore. hahahs. what a bimbo! haiz.

nvrmind lurh. im going off. heehee. bye(:

2009-10-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

heehee(:

2009-10-23T05:27:00.000-07:00

okay. so today came to sch early to finish up on the deco for sec4 graduation day. now that its over, i feel abit sad. will miss the seniors and i cant disturb them till their o level finish. ahaahs. geez. this sucks. haiz. heee..

miss wang talked to me bout my bio. i got b4. hmm. i dropped one grade. she asked if i felt sad coz i didnt say anythg when she showed me my marks. wahlao! ofcourse im sad right! i dropped a freaking grade alright, dont you think i feel bad?! geez, pfft.

so far i've passed everything. but i haven't gotten back my MT results. mr ishak is away on re-service. im getting more nervous waiting for the results. i need to make sure i dont fail anything! ahahas

my grandfather called just now. he asked how i did for my exams. he asked if i got any distinctions. erm. im REALLY not sure so i told him maybe i did.:D ahahas. gosh, im so touched he actually called to ask how i did. *touched* hahas!

there's gonna be marketing tmr and i havent even ironed my clothes. ohgosh. heehee!

alrighty. im stopping here for now. gonna watch nur kasih later on. nights people(:

2009-10-21T05:45:00.000-07:00

today got back some more results. overall, i didnt fail anythg. and for that, i am thankful[: hahahas. but then i was really disappointed with my bio results. tho i didnt fail but i seriously couldnt take it. that wasnt the kinda marks i expected to get fr bio. my hand kept shivering when i was doing corrections. hahas.

i&e carnival today. haunted house was cool. alright. i'll just take this opportunity to say that 3e4's haunted house was totally cool. damn scary till erm... my fren accidentally sat on one of the ghosts and i erm... accidentally slammed the cupboard door in the ghost's face. haharx! well, that part was funny. overall, i enjoyed myself(: okay, so happy now afif, hamzilah and sur? :p

had band prac after sch. haiz. my body told me not to go but.. i did in the end. hahas.

went home with sur, aisyah and aqilah(:

alright. stopping here. bye people(:

2009-10-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

hmm,so.......... we got back some of our results today. started off with ss. erm. didnt do that well. i just passed. my section A was alright except for my section B. heheh. after that was eng. hmm. let's just say my marks erm... dropped? but i DIDN"T fail,okay? ahahas. but i was so not satisfied with my eng results.

after recess was maths..................................................... mr aziz is getting on my nerves.
he took his own time giving me my ppr1. still had to time to drink and stretch you know! wahlao! people feel so scared but you act like that! haiya. actually, i aint angry. just.........erm. expressing myself?. hahas. sometimes i dunno whether to like him anot. but i passed lurh(: okay, i'll admit it! i was happy with my marks. hee... but there's still ppr2 to worry about. i really hope i get above 2o coz then, that means i'll pass! heheh.

after that chem and phy. hmm. chem. should i even say anythg on it? heheh. but im gonna admit smth else! im quite happy with my phy results. suuuppper happy[: but i have a strooooooooong feeling my chem is gonna pull down my entire combined sci. hmmm. pfft. forget it.

went home w mj,v and iffah. ate lunch, watched growing up then continued reading my book. im addicted to it. seriously. hahahs.

alrighty. stopping here. goodnight(:

2009-10-15T06:17:00.000-07:00

okay. so had sch today. didnt get to see my friend today so my mood was like on and off. 'o' levels are coming. the more i wont get to see friend. haiz. still so many thgs left untold.

so didnt study at all today. mj didnt come t sch today coz she________________. hehee! i aint telling you! :P i KNOW i didnt do well for my exams this time ard. i alrdy told my mum not to expect high marks from me. heheh. she just said "haiya" :D went home with iffah and hamz. before that we went t jp. got ice-creams and followed iffah go chewy junior. yes yes, this time ard iffah didnt go to ntuc fairprice. haharx! she always need to go there. heee.... somehow, aft sch, i felt much better. ahahas.

i just told yi xin to help me text that guy and tell him to stop texting me. its freaking irritating! and scary....... like a stalker... like erm.. you know?. hahahas. whatever.
anyways, thankyous to yi xin:D

alrighty. im stopping here. goodnight people(:

2009-10-13T20:15:00.000-07:00

okay. so... i just wanted to share this video with you guys.
basically, my cousin was singing abc..
and it was cute.
heheh(:

2009-10-13T09:53:00.000-07:00

my darling gal(:

alright so whoever took the pic above when i wasn't looking, i just wanna say i love it! ahahaas. so thankyous! :P

so.. today is the last day of exam!!!! Yeah!!! Cheers everybody!!! wadahelll-_-" ahahas. but........ thats not the end. there's still the freaking results): ohgosh. I KNOW that my results will not be as satisfying as mye. its always like that. SERIOUSLY! idk why.. AND... heheh. maybe i can just say goodbye to my combined sci for eoy results. the paper was DAMN difficult. phy was do-able but chem ppr rite, woohoo................. erm. and this morn, before bio ppr, miss lin told me and ________ that we didnt do as well as she expected for eng. wahlao! I WAS GOING TO SIT FOR A PAPER!! A DAMN PAPER! haiz. couldnt you have like............ told me AFTER the ppr? heheh. not that im angry. i suddenly feel like typing capital letters. ahahas. typical izza(:

okay. so aftr MT LC, went for lunch at jp with iffah, hamz, afif and sur. hahahas. they all wanted to eat at banquet at first but then i wanted to eat at ljs coz i had the coupon!:D haharx! so we decided to go ljs and saw a few of hamz's and sur's frens. ljs was full and we went to banquet instead(: but then banquet was full so we went back there anyway. ahaahs. im guessing we spent a long time just choosing the place :P

aftr lunch, went ard jp with them. oh, did you know that you can trade in your desktop at Nuiibox there and get a damn new APPLE desktop?! i didnt know ehk!! wahlao. im so gonna ask my dad to change it lurh. hahahah!

reached home at ard 4plus. mum was nagging why i came home at 4plus when the ppr ended ard 12pm? did it? idk... haiz... but what to do.. she's my mum.... and mums nag......... and thats life. ahahahas.

hmm. ystd went for study group. got to know smth that was.... erm.... expected but it was still shocking anyway. heheh,

wokay. its getting late. sooo. goodnight people.

stop texting me..
you know i wont reply..

2009-10-02T07:45:00.000-07:00

1st Day(:

2nd Day(:

Extra guy at the back. Find him:p

TorreD & Muzz:p

there's still many more pics not posted. will post them up next time coz now blogger sucks. only only pic at a time. wah, like tht i might finish tmr morn urh. hahah. well, i enjoyed myself alot during jalan raya-ing with fwens(: they made my day. but i always didnt get to go to the very last house coz mum always gave me a time limit): but nehmind. ahahas. and i have to admit that my new hobby nowadays is to disturb torreD. ahahas. he makes a good victim:p

okay. so now i wanna talk about the exams. heheh! had eng ppr on tues followed by MT ppr on wed. erm.. urgh... i have no comment. everything just gets harder. ahaahahs. next week there's SS and Chem ppr on tues followed by all other pprs. ohgosh. im freaking scared,

as per usual.. my mornings are ALWAYS destroyed by Mr _ _ _ _>:( come on lah! no other ppl to pick on issit?! WAHLAO! okay. before i start saying vulgarities, imma stop here. heeee........

my new friend is getting more irritating. haiz.. i think twice before replying his texts nowaday. those who know who... Sshh... hehe!

ohyea! forgot to say. i finally realised what a true gentleman is. Coz i FINALLY met a true gentleman. ohgosh. why arent all guys like him? haiz..

wokay. there is gonna be survivor at 12.30am. i aint gonna miss it this time around. so will stay up till it starts. wowee!

and before i sign off, i would like to take this opportunity to give a speech to MJ and Dani.
Ehem! * clears throat*
" Yalah, yalah. i look like chinese lurh. alurmak. thats why ppl call me Cinonet! heehee! wah, i got potential to be chinese man... ahahahas. Zaak! Jk!" Thank You(:

ahahahas. alrighty. stopping here. goodnight people(:

if it wasnt for them,
would you have........

2009-09-27T00:35:00.000-07:00

okay. so ystd went raya-ing with my relatives. it was quite fun although i was having a flu. heehee. ahahas. i enjoyed myself(: after that, went to grandma's house coz we heard that grandpa fell down and he got like a huge blue-black thgy on his back and grandma was feeling abit unwell. get well soon okay?

so now back to the present. relatives are coming soon so now have to go and help mum get ready the food. so....byebye!:D

2009-09-25T07:15:00.001-07:00

2009-09-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

okay. so we had sc duty today. hall duty was chaotic. forever not enough chairs man, but managed everything in the end. hahas. with the help of many ppl(: i feel like its so long since we had duties on an official event, so today sorta brought back memories of when the sec4 sc were still around. it was so random. i suddenly thought of them. so what does it mean? imissthem): ahahas.

this week has been test-week ALL THE WAY! everyday confirm there was gonna be a test. ahaahs. but i cant complain. lucky there are tests so i can test myself if i can rmbr all those old topics or not. ahaahs.

early in the morn, mr _ _ _ _ pissed me off. then just now sc duty also he did the same thing. OMG! i aint the only councilor in the hall or at the reception area what! why must u always pick on me one?! and today wasn't the first time okay. dont like me then just say lurh.. alurmak! GRR!

today had prac exam. erm. it was okay lurh. ahaahs(: i think i spent more time on physics then on chem. heehee! aftr that we got quarantined. ahahas, it sounds like we got H1N1 like that, haha!

Will be going raya-ing tmr, heehee. yeah! since sch started, we havent gone anywhere urh. ahahas. ohyea, the raya photos right.. i'll post it up after this okay?. hee..

okay, im stopping here. im tired. i wanna sleep and then wake up at 11.45pm then watch Survivor! hahahas. Nightynights people!

2009-09-18T09:08:00.000-07:00

teehee, i know its been long since i updated:p

been busy with school stuff and exams are just around the corner. ohgosh. this is freaking scary man. ahahahs.

hari raya is coming. my mood for raya-ing is coming back. cant wait for tmr. i just love hari raya eve and i dunno why. heheh. so let me take this opportunity to wish all muslims... selamat hari raya!.. i know its abit early but...heck cares! =p haha

had sc duty with aqilah. and i got to talk to my new friend(; i felt v happy aftr that. heehee!

aft sch had a short meeting then went home with mj, nelle and v.

tmr is huda's birthday., sowie. i lost your number so i'll say it lurh, okay? ahahas

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NURUL HUDA!

ILY FOREVER!(:

alrighty. stopping here(:

2009-09-11T08:17:00.000-07:00

alrighty. soo today had band practice. nonsense ehk the teachers. know today got band. START AT 1.30!!!. then can still go for lunch first. wahsey!. then i called mr kumar coz jolyna cudnt get the keys then he told me to go to the G.O. then go there mdm aisyah said miss cai took the key alrdy. then go back there, room opened alrdy. the teachers happily sitting there like innocent like that!!! WAH!!! NO COMMENT!

didnt play much coz i had ulcerSSS. at the same place some more. pain like hell man! heheh, so most of the time, had to sit there and do nth. Zzz.... bored. thankgod jingwen was there. she kept spamming my hp! sent me nonsense texts. ahaahs. then went home with sur, lah, and some others[:

sur still hasnt told me smth. he said he'll text me at 1am today. u say one ah? if i wait and u didnt text me, ure DEAD!. heehee!

did some net surfing. found out that noh alam shah is leaving singapore! *sad* he said he's playing for some team in indonesia and some other reasons. got read yourself lah. lazybums. heheh =p and yeah.. guess what? i still think that indra sahdan is hot. ahahas! he's so cute lah. ohgosh. okay. stop.

my ulcers are really painful right now. i cant talk much but i want to. ahahas. when isit gonna get better? aye, shit. get better soon can? if not, well...... there's nth i can do but wait for it to get better right? ahahas.

alrighty. stopping here for now. i wanna go and watch my csi miami. hehe. nightynights peeps(:

2009-09-09T07:36:00.000-07:00

okays.. so 3e2, if u want the pic that we took with miss low, find me(:
sooo, today had band prac. it was okay urh. the fun thg was we played high school musical. heehee. boring part was when mr han practise with other sections. wow! then i sit there and almost rotted did you know that??!! heheh.

went home with a bunch of people. im lazy to name them. ahahas. went to buy food to break fast first then headed home. mum's making kuih makmur till now. im gonna go help her soon.

today i had alot of shocks of my life. ahahas. especially about.... i cant believe u nvr told me. hmph! heheh.

okay. so stopping here. goodnight people! (:

2009-09-08T07:45:00.000-07:00

i got a haircut today. its still long. only abit short.hahas. i just had it trimmed and i cut my fringe! heehee. im super happy with my hair now(: *big smile*

i dont like sitting at home during the fasting month. makes me feel hungry urh. ahahas. so thats why kept my time occupied with hmwk. im done with hmwk alrdy! ahahas. and then helped my mum make pineapple tarts(: i tried them during break fast. nice u noe! ahahahas.

hmm. tmr there's band prac. HAIZ.. and aliyah may not be cumin. its gonna be freaking boring urh like that.. u imagine ah. sit there from 1.30 to 5 ehk!!!.OMG. somemore that freak is coming tmr. will have to bear him talking shit bout me again. tmr is gonna be a frustrating day for me. haiz...

alrighty. stopping here! byebye!

2009-09-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

okays. so ystd after break fast, dad took us to geylang bazaar. i enjoyed myself. i didnt wanna go home but.......no choice. heheh. but have to admit it lurh. it was super crowded okay! ahaahs.

we bought a new carpet and new cloth for the sofa. yet to buy new cushions. im thinking of getting smth for myself but i dunnoe what to get. i think i wanna get new shoes. went home at ard 12 i think. heehee,

hmm. karel said she wants to break fast with the mlys this comin week but she didnt give a date, heh.. so imma take it as in its cancelled yea? heehee! and erm..im thinking of getting a haircut. my hair is getting frustrating again. ahahas. im gonna cut my fringe again. and shud i cut my hair short or just trim it? hmmm. see first urh. hehehe.

almost everyone is away either for camps or overseas. so no text messages till tues. haiya.. its boring man. ohya! i helped mum make suji today(: so one kuih is done. tmr we're making almond choc biscuits.. yeay! i cant wait.

but that doesnt mean i didnt revise okay.. i revised my maths today. tmr will be geog and eng. im sucha good gal okay=p

and now, im still in love with chace crawford...ahahas! and i love lady gaga-paparazzi too.
its nice:D

alrighty! im stopping here(: goodnight ppl[:

2009-09-01T07:38:00.000-07:00

Chace Crawford(:
My latest craze!

okay. so today was off-day for me[: heehee! i slept till 10plus. didnt feel like waking up but.......no choice. bathed watched tv then fell asleep again. ahaahs. woke up at 2 and did my hmwk and revised bio. im such a good girl(: heehee!

waiting for csi miami to start on channel5. ohgod why must it start so late? i wanted to watch the mentalist now but sis is watching tv in the room so no hope lah wanna watch the mentalist!

ahahas. nth much happened today. oh, yea.. i suddenly thought of the old times with mr bangs. haiz. wonder when the three of us can go home tgt again and laugh like old times): i have lotsa stuff to tell you.
when are you coming back fren? )':

alrighty.stopping here for now. gonna surf the net for..........anythg. heeeeee(:

i miss mr bangs
when are you coming back?
i miss my dearest fren..
when are we gonna be okay?

2009-08-31T06:16:00.000-07:00

okeydokey!. wow, teachers' day is officially over! whew! omg. this is a very emotional moment for me. *cry* heeee. Zaak! all our hard work paid off. tho i heard from ppl there were some cock-ups backstage, i dont think it affected the concert at all. coz i was taking videos and pics in the hall mah.. and there didnt seem to be any probs what. i liked the concert(: im super happy!

okay. sooo went to sch with yi xin. walao ehk. had to reach sch by 6am and get the decos ready. aiyooooo. ACES day was in the field. i took 4e1. and i got to talk to fwen(: heeee. fwen noes alot bout me. i dunnoe where he gets his sources from. ahaahs. after that joined back own class. heeheeh. lets just say most of the sc were standing at the back of 3e2. it was fun lah. we did aerobics. ahaahs. followed the lady's moves but then we added our own. heeee! but then after that, very thirsty ehk..heheh. but i still fasted orh! :D

miss lin was still feeling sad. so back in class, had an mini concert for her. hoped that cheered her up:D

after that was TDC. preps was v hectic. ended up scolding the sc): sowie. but u guys put up a good show. heheh(: i felt very paiseh standing at the centre of the hall and taking pics. ahahas. but had to so..........heheh.

saw some of the seniors just now. heehee. i saw shafiq....hajar..rosniah...edwin! heehee. edwin is still adorable(:

heehee, now i can go home early every day(: im v happy. first thing i did when i reached home was sleep. and im still not done yet. i wanna sleep again. ahahas. tired urh..

okay, so stopping here. byebye people(:

2009-08-30T08:19:00.000-07:00

there ya go. dont bother increasing ure comp's volume. it wont work. ahahas. there's one part with haran's head blocking the camera. ahahahas. nonsense ehk you..

so today met the sc at the multi purpose hall. only a few came which is okay. they wud just play around anyway. ahahs. so aliyah and sunny were the first to come, followed by me! heehee. did the letters for happy t'chers day. completed all deco. whew! gifts are half completed. hope to get them back from the other sc tmr. *fingers crossed* heheh,

met miss azeanni at 4. completed the quiz. yeay! i cant wait for the quiz tmr urh =p

hmm. all my microsofts are gone from my comp. and its lagging like hell. so couldnt do any sc stuff and just gave them to hui wen. i cant be bothered with it.

tmr's the big day! *worried* hope everything goes according to plan. aiyaiyai! heehee. have to wake up early tmr and be in sch by 6am.darn it. so gg to sch with yi xin. wahsey! so early, 6am i just wake up you noe! ahaahs.

okay.stopping here, nightynight people!

2009-08-29T07:59:00.000-07:00

okay. so im seriously tired! i wanna sleep but i cant. just thinking bout teachers' day that is just 2days away really scares me. and the fact that gifts are not done yet scares me more! ohgosh. im out of time.

doing some sc stuff right now. and dad freaking pissed me off just now.pfft.so, altogether im tired and im pissed. now, im eating maltese chocs to cool myself down. haiz..*munch!munch!*
fren just made me more angry. u dont wake up early then i what?! i also dont want wake up early right?! im also tired okay! walao ehk!!!!!!! pfft!

meeting up with the sc tmr at 10am to settle all deco and gifts. anthr meeting with miss azeanni ltr on at 4.30pm. haiz.. i havet had enough sleep. wonder where i get my energy from. ahaahs. and have to wake up early tmr to eat, aiya! and i dont think imma go back to sleep after that. need to get my hmwk done. ohgosh, my eyes! the eyebags are getting worser man! heheh,

alrighty. imma stop thinking bout TDC for awhile. what happened ystd?. Hmm. yst felt abit stressed due to some things. and erm..oh,band went to watch a drama on.....idk what dynasty at national library. hmm. it was interesting. i liked it. heehee. but it hard to concentrate coz theva kept talking NON-STOP -_-" ahahas. but it was fun:) atleast someone cheered me up abit.ahah.

alright. stopping here. goodnight people

2009-08-24T06:25:00.000-07:00

right after i break fast, had a quick nap. and now im awake again. stuck with work. pfft.

today had sl project. did admin work. it was fun coz of my friends. if not, i would be bored to the core. thought we could do some gardening. i bought fertiliser already you know! then in the end, we didnt have time for gardening! pfft! i dont care. im reclaiming my money tmr. heheh.

bestie is having some problems right now, don't worry okay? Things will be go back to normal(:

smth has been bugging me alot lately. wanna tell someone but im scared. haiz.. nehmind.
tell don tmr.

alrighty. stopping here. alot of work to be done. goodnight ppl(:

geez..
no words can explain..
how you're......
FRUSTRATING ME!

2009-08-23T04:08:00.000-07:00

Karel(:

that pic looks v cute. ahahas. alrighty. so flag day ystd. how was it? erm.. let's just say that its gonna be my first and my last flag day:D so waiting to break fast now. hmm. seems so long

went to grandma's house ystd. we had one hellavu feast. lotsa food to eat. ahahas!

heehee! okaylah stopping here. isnt my post today short and sweet?

byebye!

what if one day
i wake up and
find that im missing you..

2009-08-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

alrighty! im finally updating my blog. heheh. been really busy these few days with sc stuff. i've been sleeping really late this week just to complete some stuff. thought of going to sleep early today coz im dead tired but these eyes just dont wanna close. ahahah.

alot has happened this week. what happened ah? wait. let me rethink. heh, erm....sch's been tough. it never gets better. geez. my time after sch was always booked with band and sc.

ohya! i injured my knee again last tues during pe. since then, its not been feeling v good and every night i have to put on my knee guard, pfft. when the hell am i going to see the doctor? the polyclinic is never empty so.................thats why lah. heheh=p

been having some probs with the sc that i totally dunno what to do and how to settle it. haiz. should i or should i not?.. let's wait and see alright?.ahaahs.

hmm. tmr's the first day of fasting and i've got flag day. please keep me alive god! i will love you forever and ever and ever!

hey mj,u asked me what's pisces horoscope right? i found it for you! heehee!
i picked out those nice words for you only okay.. if you want the harsher ones, got surf the net. ahahas.

Pisces Personality:

"Understanding" is a most appropriate keyword for this gentle, affectionate sign. Easygoing and generally accepting of others around them, Pisceans are often found in the company of a variety of different personalities. Their willingness to give of themselves emotionally lends to an aura of quiet empathy. A Pisces is comforting to be around. While not likely to be the leader, this sign's presence is strong and vibrant in any cause they put their hearts into. Face easily shows emotion, can be lazy, likes to daydream at times.

alrighty. stopping here for now(: goodnight people(:

2009-08-16T00:42:00.000-07:00

wow. nice job(: ahaahs.

okay.im done with all hmwk. i'd like to say thankyou so much t V and komi for helping me with my eng hmwk. if not, i dont think i would have done it at all. hahahs. THANKYOU!

alrighty. so right now, my grandparents are at my house. my aunt went for t discovery centre fre smth so she sent them here. yeay(:

ohyea. just got to know that grandma on my dad's side got hospitalised. it was on fri but we were informed ystd night...... -_-" geez people. thankyou for informing us NOW. pfft.

hmm. some thgs happened last fri and i super cnt wait to tell mj bout it! its funny yet disgusting somehow. hahahas.

alrighty. stopping here for now. bye people!

2009-08-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

this week was tiring. bin busy with teacher's day preps. no offense teachers but i cant wait for it to be done and over with. heheh. luckily, the usual bunch of sc stay back to help at at times. Thankyou(:

had bio focused test last tues. erm. it was tough. yup. that's all i'll say about it.heehee.
then nth that exciting happened this week. or maybe there was but i was just too sick to notice. urm. okay, touchwood lah, but when i was sick on tues and wed right, i was really scared i get h1n1 u noe! i was super scared! luckily now im okay. ahahas!

today had maths focused test. there were 4 questions. 2 i noe how to do but the other 2 right.. my brain simply went blank. heehee!

okay. so im v sleepy alrdy. ahahah. so goodnight people!

i aint attracted to you..
get it?..

2009-08-09T06:37:00.000-07:00

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore!
when i come to think of it,
you have gone through a lot
and achieved a lot
so here's to you!
=)

okay.so nth much happened this weekend. there's supposed to be a meeting tmr but since the teacher didnt reply any of my texts, i'll take as no meeting. so movies with derek tmr. forgot whatsit called again. ahahas.

completed most of hmwk already. only left with bio paper 1 and maths. dont think i'll be doing maths till mr azis finish teaching me that topic. hahas. if not, i'll get a lot of wrongs. =p

okay so stopping here aite. byebye!!

2009-08-06T03:34:00.000-07:00

random picture(:

okay.so yeah! i finally changed my blogskin. and some thanks to jolene too(: i just got tired of the old skin.heheh. but somehow i don't really like this skin either. im thinking of changing it again. but not now. im so tired of editing already. ahahas. and i dont really like my font.hmm...should i? ah well! i'll change my font later on.

so tmr is NDP celebration in school. means there's only gonna be 2hr of school. woohoo! but mj they all have inter-class after ndp tmr. so might be gg home alone): i dont wanna go home alone. wait. tmr i ask aisyah. ahahs.

hmm. this week was the same. except till now, i have muscle ache in my thighs cause of pe last tuesday. this week was test week for bio. we've had 2 bio tests so far and 2 more tests to do at home. haiz.

hmm. i cried ystd coz of smth. ppl kept asking why but i didnt feel like telling and i didnt even feel like eating until aft sch. i felt so hungry lah! heheh.

today went home with derek. went to buy bubble tea first(: heehee. i forgot to brg extra money. so guess who had to pay? derek chua! hahaha! tmr i pay you back lah okay? (:

im starting to have mixed feelings. idk why... mj knows. ask her. hahah. im simply confused.

okay.stopping here for now. bye people! (:

everyone time we talk, i fall a lil harder
its hard to pretend that i dont love you..
when i do..

2009-08-03T06:30:00.000-07:00

i find the watches above very cool. okay.im quite busy at the moment. so imma make this a short post. erm. miss lin found out bout some of us who talk bad bout mr _ _ _ _ _ in our blogs. so temporarily, i'll stop. but i will continue again soon. so just wait ehy?. heehee!

will be v busy this week. so as per normal, wont blog(: had a talk with mr chian just now. told him what he wanted to know and maybe just a bit more.........................................................
............................................... okay fine! it was alot! geez you people!

as happy as i was today, somehow i felt abit down. dunnoe why.. haiz.

okay. fine. stopping here. nighty night people! (:

2009-08-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

there ya go.. that's a pic of my darling cousins.. one looks seriously anti-social while the other looks like one complete idiot. ahahas! but i still love them! (:

hmm. went to grandma's house ystd. grandma is looking better and better(: so as per normal, there is always more than enough food at her house so i just helped myself to it. ahahas.

ppl texted me asking me when is bio test and what chaps. well, guess what? i dont know! there ya go, that's my answer. hahah. so basically i just studied animal transport, respiration, excretion and homeostasis. i really dont know what are the chaps aite. heheh.

hmm. i just watched a debate on channel suria. madrasah aljunied debated with RJC. ohgosh. it was so funny. the guys from madrasah aljunied kept criticising the gals lah. oh course lah in a funny way! couldn't stop laughing. so the guys won in the end. good for them. they talked sense during that debate. sense that i couldnt understand at all. haha!

hmm.and i just realise that i've been slacking a bit in band. haven't been behaving as well as i did last time. have to start behaving again. dont wanna lose my position. dont wanna be a rotten egg. heheh.

okay. yeah. so stopping here. goodnight people(:

2009-07-31T07:24:00.000-07:00

oh hey.dont you think the clock above is cool?.heheh, ohgosh.wonder where i can get one of those. ahahah. and yea, i did notice that u tagged on my blog mr chian(: hahah. thanks for tagging! :D hmm. confirm you got read what i posted bout mr s_ _ _ _ right? should i feel embarrassed?. hmm. nah. im stating the truth yea.. i just hoped you enjoyed reading it. heehee!

hmm. sch this week was fine. was pretty busy with t'cher day preps. omg! can it get any harder just trying to get one freaking picture from the teachers? its so hard to find them around when i wanna take their pics and when i aint, they're everywhere in school. the whole bunch of them!. ahahas.nah i aint angry. just wanna make it seem like im angry. hahah!

today was ultimately the 'test' day. heheh, we had eng test..ss test..maths test and focused test. wow!. ystd i was like studying for evrythg like one mad woman okay!. had to keep my eyes open till i was done. and when i wanted to go to sleep, CANNOT SLEEP EHK!. all the notes and equations kept popping inside my head u noe=p

and in between lessons, kept reading notes here and there. ahah. cant believe i got away with it. ahahas. so finally,today's tiring day in sch is over! whew! but seriously ppl, do wish me luck for my chem ppr. *fingers crossed!*

i heard that my dear partner had been hospitalised. hmm. just get well soon and get your butt back in sch yea? hahas. wish you well(:

and i also suspect that something is going on between him and her. ahahas. im sorry.i just cant help noticing. wahaha!

hmm.what else happened? oh, i havent told bestie bout something. okay, dont worry. i'll tell you on mon aite?. heheh.

aite. stopping here.............WAIT! i have a confession. actually, the pic above is my house clock lah. ahahas!. okay. now i can say....goodnight people!(:

you pissed me off.
i was doing you a favour.
can you atleast appreciate it?
ay shit.

2009-07-24T00:41:00.000-07:00

okay. there is smth seriously wrong with blogger. ppl say that the box where you type out your post becomes v small. tho mine didnt, there is smth seriously wrong with the toolbox. i wonder what happened... heheh.

okay! so the pic above was taken during the chalet. ive still got more but i aint gonna post it all at once. later i got no more pics to post how?! ahahahs. this week, sch was fine. but wen chin hasnt bin coming to sch on a regular basis so im like miss lonely in class): haiz.. hahas! nah! just kidding. please lah. i walk around the class so much. i wonder if the teachers get
annoyed?.hmm..*thinking* ah well!

physics lessons are getting more and more annoying okay! im seriously seriously very very angry with mr _ _ _ _ _! he v kaypo. Until now, havent even finish the chapter on waves. wahsey! i tell you ah! mr chian would have finished it by now already. I......................dislike you.heheh.

hmm. today i think i pissed off _ _ _ _ _ alot of times and he also pissed me off alot of times. but in the end, i only acted angry then he REALLY think i was angry you noe. haiya! you're my good friend also you dunnoe me ah! pfft!.

so today karel was....... extra-ridiculous. she did this imitation of a councilor aka gangster. heheh.wadahell. and please lah! if im from grace orchard, you are also from there okay!.if not, how would i have known you? haharx! just now was 2-0. now its 2-1 okay! =p

erm. went home with hamz and afiq. met aqilah on the bus. guess what? i shouted on the bus coz hamz and aqilah wont let me get off. did ppl look at me? idk!.wahahah.

okay.stopping here, byebye!(:

2009-07-17T01:52:00.000-07:00

What do you see?(:

okay!.so what happened this week?.erm. monday was okay..tuesday was okay. on wednesday, a teacher pissed me off. not gonna say who.lets just say she is the most not understandable person in the world!.heehee.

erm.on thursday, was so pissed off with myself. coz somehow i just couldnt understand what the teachers were teaching.esp physics. i want mr chian back badly): the new teacher s_ _ _ _! fill in the blanks yourself. and he was so sarcastic and annoying. aiya!.i dont know if i can tolerate him.

today.just got back from sch. had maths focused test just now......HAIZ............. guess who set the paper? miss ho leh! wait.is it ms or miss?.okay.idk! the ppr was so difficult lah. somemore she is an Amaths teacher! *thumbs down* pfft.

erm. ive been going to the hospital nowadays. the new hospital rule sucks. only 8 registered people can go up to see the patients. tho i know its necessary, but i just dont like it! grr! i wanna see grandma. all i do is sit around and listen to my aunts and uncles tell me how is my grandma):

quite alot of work to be done during this weekend. hope i can complete it.heehee!

hmm. ooh!.karel told me her dream during recess.................................HAHAHAH! romantic mah the dream... where got weird one?.=p ahahah!

okay.stopping here for now. im going to the hospital again(: byebye!

2009-07-12T03:08:00.000-07:00

okay! the family chalet was fun! heehee! i had a great time there you know.. but i may have over-eaten ystd during the bbq. hahas. but to do... its not as if i get to go on a bbq every single week yea=p

cuzzins and i went to catch a late-night movie ystd.. it was a horror movie. its called 'the hauntings of connecticut' WOAH! the storyline is damn good lah! i recommend it to you... TO EVERYONE!. go watch it! hurry hurry! :D ahahas. ystd had breakfast at kfc and i ate the waffle meal again. ohgosh.i'm loving it(:

hmm. pictures are all with my cuzzins. imma try to get it from them and post it up aite..

today is the finals for the singing competition 'Mentor 3' on tv3. those who have this channel, go watch it.. Black has a sore throat so he cnt sing any high notes during the finals...pfft! im rooting for him.... he will win!.heehee!

okay.so cca starts tmr.haiz.. not looking forward to it. it sucks having your cca on the first day of sch okay): nehmind...

hmm. grandma's operation is this tues. she's checking in at the hosp tmr. wanna be there for her but thers sch and stuff... ay shit!.pfft!.

okay.so stopping here for now. goodbye ppl!!

2009-07-10T02:36:00.000-07:00

okay. guess what?. im done with my hmwk. heehee! yeay! when i reached home, mum hadn't cooked yet so decided to complete all my hmwk while she cooked.. so now i am full and hmwk-free!.wowee! so now i can go to the chalet later at night with no worries.ahahah!

erm. heheh. i purposely told afiq just now that i wanna watch harry potter and the half-blood prince..lets see if he will bring me to watch that movie..ahahas.

and after recess today was quite tiring coz i had to grab my class temperature takng file coz i hadn't taken my temp yet then rush down again...then i realise that jia hui didn take his temp also so had to go all the way up again..get his temp then come down again..

after that,mr gopal told me to get this guy from 3e5 then anothr teacher told me to give the temp-taking file to 1e2 at the dnt room.. wadahell! sometimes i feel like saying 'STOP' to all these instructions.. i also wanna catch my breath for awhile.. i also wanna relax for awhile.. geez!.pfft!.by the time i reached back class, my mood was spoilt.pfft.

eng class had to discuss with my group bout a storyline we have to write about.. hahas. they were v funny... so they kinda cheered me up abit(:

end of sch went to see mr gan w hamzilah. it was so freaking scary lah!. i didnt noe what to say that much. just kept on smiling.heehee! then, headed home with hamzilah.... a few hours later, here i am now:D

alrighty then. gonna stop here. i havent packed my bag yet. hahas. okay.byebye!

2009-07-09T02:42:00.000-07:00

okay.so im posting again.. and for a reason..! to tell you guys bout this 2 guys i met when i was on recess duty. ohgosh!. when i told them to come out of the classroom, one of them started saying out vulgarities.woah! luckily i didnt care it that much, i come across that too often already.. BUT! the other guy! WOW! he got on my nerves okay! he came up to me and said 'good doggy'. -_-" luckily enough, im fasting today. if not, i would have said &^$%^$%&*^(^^$$%% ! actually, nah..i would just show him my beautiful middle finger.heehee!

okay.lets move on t another topic before i get more angry. hmm. today sch was fine. ahahas. went for early recess but didn eat coz i was fasting so rel,aqilah and aisyah all ate not looking at me, it was v cute:D then after recess, was walking back to class and karel was hiding beside the door...so maybe u already know what she was trying to do=p scare me. i dont even wanna mention how i reacted okay!. pfft.

then mr seeto taught us phy instead of mr chian. but............... haiz.let's just say im too adapted to mr chian's teaching.. not v used to erm...mr seeto's yet. last period was maths. okay.so mr aziz scared shengjie till he injured himself i think.. haharx!

aft sch,went jp w mj and derek. derek bought a csi:miami book for me. heehee! thankyou derek!
now,im just waiting for 1hr and 10min more to breaking my fast. haiz... time is moving v slowwwww today.. oh,vaish lend me her eminem relapse album. thankyou so much lah! (:

alrighty.stopping here.byebye people!(:

happy birthday to grandma!
You're the best!
Get well soon
And i really miss your cooking):
And iloveyou!

Happy birthday to my dearest cousin,
Hadi!
You're a funny guy!
Hope u put on some weight lah okay!
Heehee!

2009-07-06T02:30:00.000-07:00

alrighty.i was just being crap in the picture above. hahah. okay. im posting again(:

first of all, i'd like to say a few kind words to the driver i saw on the road just now:D :
WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?! YOU ALMOST RAN INTO ME! WHERE WERE YOUR DAMN EYES DUDE?! CANNOT SEE THEN WEAR SPECS LAH! U WANNA KILL ME ISIT? I'M JUST 15 OKAY! IM STILL WAITING FOR MY SWEET 16! YOU COULDN'T WAIT TO DRIVE PAST ME AND GUESS WHAT? YOU STOPPED RIGHT BESIDE THE TRAFFIC JUNCTION. WAHSEY! YOU COULD HAVE WAITED FOR AWHILE RIGHT?! DAMN YOU!

aww.weren't those the kindest words.. heheh=p. okay.so first week of sch was okay. needed to run a lot of errands for teachers. so every morn and after recess,imma have to head down to the reception area and run errands. but nehmind. hahahs. had combined sci focused test last fri.erm....that's all i will say about it(:

i managed to watched NurKasih last fri too!.ohgosh!.it was so sad. i wont get to watch it this fri coz imma be away to downtown east! yeay!. there's another family chalet there again till sunday. and luckily this time aunt booked 2 rooms. hahas. so.....i can't wait!. hope there's no focused test this fri so i can go there asap(:

its only been the first week of sch and i've got to know a lotta gossips from friends. some were quite shocking aite... and i've noticed some things going around in sch too.. hmm....ahahahas.

i watched "smooth criminal" from mj's blog.it was quite nice.i liked the dance steps.so...if u wanna watch it, please dont hesitate to get the link from............................mj's blog:D

hmm.what else?.oh,have to go down later at night to get my thumbdrive from yixin. haiz..and i hope he didnt forget again.

alrighty.stopping here for now. bye people!

told ya he was a womaniser=p

2009-06-30T02:12:00.000-07:00

okay.so im posting again. ystd was the first day of school..hmm.it was okay except for the fact that the class got scolded twice by 2 different teachers.but..nehmind.ahahas. sur treated some of the slurpees to McCafe frappe.ohgosh!.it was freaking nice lah!.im definitely gg back for more....

then today had PE.we played floorball.heheh! it was fun. i did feel tired playing it but i just didn't wanna stop.ahahas.and i think there was a new NIE pe teacher.icd what karel and mj says but he is hot okay!=p after recess,had to check the temperature taking files again.so came back late to class.heehee(: got free period for maths.mr aziz wasn't in sch.then it was bio. tho i should be paying attention,i just felt so tired and sleepy.maybe because of pe?.ahahs.this is why i prefer pe lesson to be on a friday!=p

went to buy bubble tea with karel,iffah and vaish.i bought strawberry soursop.i dont think vaish liked it.heehee!.then walked home with aisyah.and now im at home:D

alrighty.stopping here for now.will be posting real soon aite!.bye!

2009-06-26T09:14:00.000-07:00

REMY ISHAK(:

Thursday:
went to the movies with iffah,sur and taha.watched drag me to hell.idk bout the 3 of them but i kinda liked the movie except that the ending wasn't that satisfactory for me.heheh. after the movie,went to popular and watson to get some stuff. had lunch. sur treated me to lunch.geez.thankyou!.hahas.after that walked around for abit then headed home.
oh,went jogging with sur.ahahas.his stamina aint that bad you know.and we saw afif playing kites too.(:

Today:
woke up late coz i slept late.duh...haharx.did alot of revising for geog today.i v happy with myself.ahahas.then sis wanted to try straightening my hair.coz i bought a hair straightener ystd u see.and i still have straight hair now although i alrdy bathed.hahas.mum did raisin bread pudding and it was seriously NICE!.heehee! i loved it!(:

i just watched my currently fave malay drama, Nur Kasih. ohgosh!. Adam is very hot. and the story is super touching. i almost cried when the adam's dad died.heheh,

tmr will be heading to grandma's house.grandma's operation is on 16 july if i aint wrong.sch would hav reopened already,meaning less time visiting her.haiz...nehmind!.

alrighty.im tired of doing 2 surveys and a blogpost today.so imma go off now.goodnight people! (:

ohya.before i go off,heard bout michael jackson.i was seriously shocked when i heard about his death): so just wanna say..

never has one soared so high yet dived so deep.

2009-06-26T08:35:00.000-07:00

of all the 9 people they must do this quiz unless he/she doesnt have a blog or rather(have already done it)

1.Afif
2.Aisyah
3.Maryjo
4.Chu Qian
5.YiXin
6.JunHong
7.Iffah
8.Guo Hao
9.Shahirah

what would you do if you and 1 never meet?
- Guess i'll meet someone else..
what would you do if you and 5 date?
-A big No-No from me>:(
have you ever seen 3 cry?
-Yeah.
would 4 and 5 be a good couple?
-ahahas.no comment!
do you think 7 is attractive?
-erm.gorgeous?=p
what is 2 fav colour?
-i dunnoe..
when was the last time you talked to 5?
- sc training?
what language does 8 speaks?
-Chinese!
who is 1 going out with?
-idk..he aint telling me=p
which grade is 2 in?
-Sec4
what would you like to tell 9 right now?
-erm.....Hi!
whats the best thing about 2?
- She's my dearest cousin!(:
have you ever kissed 5?
-whaddya think?!..NO
whats the best memory you have with 5?
- i dunnoe..
how is 4 and 8 different?
- easy!.4 is a girl and 8 is a guy!=p
is 6 pretty?
- *laugh out loud* Never in a million years(:
how do you meet 7?
-in sec1(:
is 1 your bestfriend?
- Nopezz...
do you hate 8?
- Nah. he's my friend(:
have you seen 4 the last month?
- Yeah
have you ever been to 9 house?
- Only to the front door.heheh
when is the next time you are going to see 6?
- When sch reopens?..
are you close to 8?
-hmm. okay urh..
have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?
- Nopezz...
have you gotten trouble with 8?
-i dont think so..i hope not.
would you give 7 a hug?
-hahas.definitely.
when have you lied to 3?
- hehehe.no comments.
do you know secrets about 9?
- Yeah
describe the relationship between 1 and 8?
- they dont know each other..
best thing about your f'ship with 9?
- she's trustworthy(:
worst thing about 6?
- he likes to tease me=p
have you ever had a crush on 8?
- Nopezz...
does 1 have a bf/gf?
- Dunnoe..
have u ever wanted to punch 1's face?
-Nah.
has 2 ever meet your mum?
-Heck yea.all the time at weddings=p
how do you get to meet 3?
-In Sec1(:
did you ever physically hurt 3?
-Nah.I hope not.heehee
do you live close to 7?
-Nopezz...
what is 8 fav food?
-erm..i dunnoe.
what kind of car do 1 have?
-dont think he has one.ahahas.
have you ever travelled with 9?
-Nah.
if you give 2 a $100 dollars what would he/she spend on?
-Drew seeley movies?.ahahs

2009-06-26T07:55:00.000-07:00

1. Besides lips, where is Your spot to get kissed?
- Cheeks.

2. How do You feel when You woke up this morning?
- Sleepy

3. Who was that last person You talked with?
- Mommy(:

4. Would you consider Yourself spoiled?
- Nope

5. Would You donate blood?-
-I have a heart of gold!=p heheh.heck yea(:

6. Have You ever have a best friend who opposite sex?
- Yupyup:D

7. Do You want someone dead?
- i know i shouldn't feel this way but sometimes yea!

8. What does the last message says?
- Derek: Is there any hmwk besides bio ass and eng? =p

9.What are You thinking now?
- what to write for this freaking survey..LOL hehehe

10. Do You wish someone with You right now?
- uh-huh(:

11. What time You went to bed last night?
- 12am

14. Who was the last person You texted?
- 2plus.heehee!

15. 10 people tagged to do quiz
1. Aisyah
2. Afif
3. Maryjo
4. Joan
5. Jolene
6. Shahirah
7. Anusia
8. Chu Qian
9. Guo Hao
10. Germaine

16. Who is 2 having relationship?

-geez.i dunnoe bout that:D

17. Is 3 a female?
- whaddya think?! of course a girl=p

18. If 7 and 6 get together,would it be a good thing?
- hahas -_-'' nope!

19. What is 1 studying about?
- F&N.hahas.

20. What was the last time you chatted with 5?
- During SC training(:

21. Is 4 single? [
- yeap(:

22. Say something about 2?
- I saw him playing kites ystd!

23. What do You think of 3 and 6 being together?
-Sheesh! NO! what would i be thinking??!!

24. What do You think if 6 and 7 fight?
- they don't even know each other.ahahas

25. Do You like 3?
- i love her......as my friend:D

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain water
2. Last phone call: My aunt
3. Last text message: Derek
4. Last song You listened to: My life would suck without you
5. Last time You cried: dont remember.heehee
6. Dated someone twice: Nopezz..
7. Been cheated on: Nopezz...
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nopezz...
9. Lost someone special: Yeah.
10. Been depressed: Yeah.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nopezz...

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Green
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: Yeah(:
16. Laughed until You cried: All the time.hahas:D
17. Met someone who changed You: Yeah.
18. Found out who Your true friends were: Yeah.
19. Found out someone was talking about You: Yeah.
20. How many kids do You want to have: I aint married yet(: haha!
21. Do You have pets: Nopezz...
22. Do You want to change Your name: Nope.
23. What did You do for Your last birthdae: Went to visit grandma(:
24. What time did You wake up today: 11am.
25. What were You doing at midnight last night: Watching tv
26. Name something You CANNOT wait for: For EOY. ahahas.
27. Last time You saw Your Mother: I'm still seeing her now...in my room-_-''
28. What is one thing You wish You could change about Your life: Learn how to cook. ahahas.
29. What are You listening to right now: Nothing
30. Have You ever talked to a person named Tom: Nopezz...
31. What's getting on Your nerves right now: Nothing(:
32. Most visited webpage: http://www.collon-gal.blogspot.com
33. Whats Your real name: Nur Izza Syafiqah Bte Jusaidi(:
34. Nicknames: Cinonet! Nyonya, Ika
35. Relationship Status: Single(:
36. Zodiac sign?: Dog
37. Male or female?: Feeeemale!
38. Elementary?: Corporation Primary School
39. Middle School?: JWSS
40. High school/college?: No idea....
41. Hair colour: -Black
42. Long or short: Long
43. What do You like about Yourself?: My.....SELF!=p
44. Piercings: Nopezz...
45. Tattoos: A BIG no-no from me!
46. Righty or lefty: My righty!.ahahas
47. First surgery: Nopezz...
48. First piercing: Not yet(:
49. First best friend(s): Nopezz...i treat them the same

50. First sport You joined: Geez.i dunnoe
51. First vacation: Genting Highlands
52. First pair of trainers: mom buys them.i dunnoe!
53. Eating: -Nothing.
54. Drinking: -Plain water.
55. I'm about to: Do another survey
56. Listening to: Nothing
57. Waiting on: Nothing(:

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids?: Not sure yet. heheh/
59. Get Married?: Heck yea=p
60. Career?: Maybe a csi forensic(:

WHICH IS BETTER :
61. Lips or eyes: Eyes
62. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
63. Shorter or taller: Taller
64. Older or Younger: Older
65. Romantic or spontaneous: Both
66. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.heehee!
67. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive(:
68. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
69. Trouble maker or hesitant: Troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER :
70. Kissed a stranger: -Nopezz...
71. Drank hard liquor: Hell no...
72. Lost glasses/contacts: -Nopezz...
73. Sex on first date: -_-" NO!
74. Broken someone's heart: erm.i think so?..
75. Been arrested: -Nopezz..
76. Turned someone down: -Yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. Yourself: Yeah
78. Miracles: Yeah
79. Love at first sight: Yeah(:
80. Heaven: Yeah(:
81. Santa Claus: erm.no
82. Angels: Yeah(:

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boifriend at a time: Nopezz...
84. Did you sing today?: Yeah.
85. Ever cheated on somebody?: Nopezz...
86. If You could go back in time, how far would You go?: When I was still a baby
87. If You could pick a day from last Year and relive it, what would it be?: To have accepted him
88. Are You afraid of falling in love?: Nopezz...
89. Posting this as: A....survey?
90. truths: Uh-huh
91. Love Yourself?: Yeah! (:

2009-06-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

my body is malfunctioning at the moment. i've got a stomachache that is so stubborn and doesn't
wanna go away!. i almost sprained my ankle when i was jogging a few days back and tho i didn actually sprain it, it felt so painful just sitting cross-legged!. and my knee injury is acting up again!.
haiz.. this is the life..

okay.ystd, i saw my first ever crush at gekpoh(: and he was staring at me like so scary. at first i was so angry lah.coz stare at me until like that.then i realised it was my crush!.ahahas. he looks exactly the same, abit tanned tho but still the same back in pri sch.. ohgosh.he is so much hotter now. i think he knew i liked him back then so he would smile if he saw me.let me tell you urh.. my sis had to drag me away so that i wont stare at him anymore.hahas. wow.im gonna rmbr ystd forever. hahas(:

okay.csi miami has started. i aint missing my fave show.so byebye!

2009-06-19T06:00:00.000-07:00

alrighty.so since no new pics are taken, old pics will be re-posted!.ahahas(:

okay.so today was the day of the week when i went jogging. and erm. i jogged for a longer period of time coz i ate quite a lot when i was at grandma's house. heheh. usually,i would perspire like hell when im jogging and i love it:D but then..this time round i didn sweat it out that much.i wonder why...maybe coz it was quite windy?.hahas!.whatever.

i got to know that those 2 girls will be tagging along for the movies next week. hmm. since they're gg,im having secondthoughts. can they dont go?!?!.its becoz i..................dont like them v much):
maybe i might not even go..lets just see bout that..

okay,so..there's a pasar malam downstairs and i wanna go!.but no one wants to go with me.and i dont wanna go down alone..heheh=p

okay.so stopping here for now.bye people!

ps:i dont like them.....AT ALL!

2009-06-17T07:30:00.000-07:00

alrighty!,im baack!.hehes.

okay.so sleeping at grandma's house was fun. i enjoyed myself. and since grandma was sick,we cousins had to do the housework u noe. so i did alot of work there. i was like the washergirl u noe!.coz there would always be dishes to wash!.i folded clothes,made sure grandma took the right medicines etc...and!.guess what?!. I COOKED MAGGIE!.omg!.do you know that was my first time ever cooking maggie?!.heehee.i finally did it=p

so now since im at home,will have to complete all hmwks. i brought some to grandma's house.thought i might do it there but....... i just did half of the papers that i brought along.heheh.
now i'd left with phy and bio. im so lazy to do these both. seriously-_-" haiz..but no choice. will start my phy hmwk tmr):

mum cooked my fave prawn cereal today.ohgosh,it was nice.ahaahs.and also Pais Ikan. today's lunch was like a feast!(:

i wanna watch 'drag me to hell' and 'night at the museum'. so planning to watch it with friends soon.

okay!,im done here.Goodnight(:

2009-06-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

okay.so imma make this short post.

just watched Nur Kasih on TV3 and it was awesome.so touching lah okay.i liked it(: heheh. will be sleeping over at grandma's house tmr until tues so wont be updating coz the comp there broke down. texted vaish bout the seashells she gave me just now.i asked if it was real....haharx!.

like i said,this is a short post.

that's all for now.byebye!.goodnight!(:

he's been de-promoted(:

2009-06-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

Thank you V(:

alrighty.so..ystd was my special day! i have some pics from ystd that are not yet uploaded.but the pic above are presents from the class and vaish.she bought me my fave sweets.hahas.thankyous!.got b'day wishes from my friends and some that i never expected to msg me.ahahas.

since grandma is back from hospital,went there to celebrate my b'day.and seeing her on my b'day was good enough for me(: but she was still v weak.get well,yea? so we watched a horror movie but only for a lil while..everyone was screaming too much to understand the movie.hahas.then wak yus and cik noni came to pay grandma a visit.so..i became the waitress.heheh.

today went to akira with family.mum was dying fr a new vacuum.aftr that headed yo ayer rajah for lunch.as per normal,i had chicken rice.ahaahs.then...blahblahblah=p

hmm.will be heading to and fro from granny's house alot this 2weeks i guess.i might lose some pounds from doing this.haharx!.kidding=p

okay.stopping here.goodnight everybody(:

you didn forget(:

2009-06-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

so far,there was only sc training session and band prac. i was shocked when i just got home ystd and mum told me grandma was hospitalised. so i quickly bathed,got ready and we left.when we got to the hospital,a lot of people were already there.and the hospital restricted only 2people to visit the patient each time.so imagine the whole bunch of us wanted to see my grandma and we had to wait to see her.pfft.and we had to show them ic and wear this mask that was like gonna suffocate me!-_-

okay.so while waiting for my turn to see grandma,had fun joking with my cousins(: and i felt so hungry coz i had no time to eat when i reached home.luckily there was mr beans nearby.ahaahs. when my turn finally arrived,went to talk to grandma.she was like so breathless till i was even scared to even ask her any more questions.it was really scary.ohmy.do get well soon okay?.
i love you(:

ystd's sc training was fun.the presenter was hilarious.there were alot of activities and whatever he said was very meaningful.so overall,it was worthwhile:D

today was band practice.mr han was very stressed.tho i dont really like him,it was very pitiful watching him in that state.hmm.hope the next practice will be better.haiz..

now is 12.37am.happy birthday to dearest hajar(: u're 17 now.hope u're doing well(: i wish u the best in everything that u do,kay?.happy birthday!

okay.so imma stop here.so...goodnight(:

birthday's coming up
in 2more days..
do you remember?.

2009-05-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

okay.so he is my latest craze.... Adam Rodriguez(:
from my all-time fave drama series CSI:Miami..

okay.so back to reality..
hmm.ystd was last day of sch.had pe.
played badminton.wanted to play floorball but.....i dont think it was allowed.ahaahs.
when sch ended,i rushed home..quick lunch and bath.
blahblahblah.reached sch at 3 for the mtp session.and stupid me didnt bring the sc room keys with me.i thought i might as well dont brg it coz i thought idayu came early to open the room..as always...BUT..turned out she cudn make it at the last minute.haiz..so rushed to her block there with atika,zul and afiq to look for her but we didn know which level she lived in so i was knocking the doors like some kinda idiot.wadahell.pfft.
no luck so headed back to sch.and i was sweating already okay.what was the point of me bathing in the first place?!.haiz.nehmind.

duty was tiring.had christel for company.we kept greeting the parents continuously with different sentences each time.hahas.bet they must have felt annoyed=p but thats our job!(: results were alright.satisfying(: hope to do better for my eoy.

alrighty.im done here.wanna continue watching videos at youtube.heheh.
goodnight people(:

8 more days....

2009-05-28T05:14:00.000-07:00

hahahs.i was bored so searched the Net for any cutey pics.hahas:D hmm.spongebob will always have his bestie,patrick by his side.so why can't i keep my bestie?): pfft.nehmind.

so just sent hui wen a copy of sec4 certs and i've finally cleared my hotmail inbox.hahas.
hmm.what happened at sch?.ohyea.watched movie..movie...movie..and finally movie..ahaahs.not saying that i didnt enjoy myself coz i did.its just that its the same routine this week.hahahas.

tmr will be parent-teacher meeting.ohmy.there's gonna be sc duty.gonna have to sleep and rest my legs alot.hahas.coz tmr it will be about standing all the way......(:nehmind.atleast i get to spend time with my sc.

alrighty.i haven't ironed my sc uni and pe tee.so stopping here for now.byebye(:

you're just fading...fading...fading...and eventually,you'll be gone

2009-05-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

this is Chris Pine.he starred in Star Trek as Captain Kirk and....he is hot(:

dad just made me iced milo(: its nice:D hahah.okay.so my results has been alright.i didnt fail any subjects YET..hahah.i passed my maths.whew!.tho it aint that high,but hey.i don't pass that often do i? =P im quite happy with my results except for physics.my results wasn't that good.i was expecting a higher grade for my physics.pfft.i got b3 for my bio!.wowee!.hahas.so miss wang gave some of us kinder joy as a gift.but.....if my mid-year marks were to be added up to my ca1 results,it'll bring down my bio grade to a b4.grr!.i hate this.

ystd night watched the s-league match.sengkang punggol vs albirex nigata.sengkang won 1-0.hahas.

and today,went to jp with family for lunch.ate at banquet,aft that,we walked around a bit.we went to Harris.ohgod!.i really want a new book.my mum promised to get me an Eoin Colfer book.im holding her to her promise.i love eoin colfer(: im thinking of asking my aunt for a CSI or Jodi Piccoult book.hahas.see first ah..=p

dad wanted to take us out just now but..idk..im just abit lazy.i haven done my bio hmwk and research.hahas.i tried doing the research just now but i couldnt find anything.try again tmr then..
currently watching elizabethtown.it aint that bad.plus orlando bloom is in it.hahas:D hmm.oh,im getting more and more obsessed with Fighting Spiders.its freaking nice! i just cant wait for the next episode.ahaahs.its quite hilarious watching the three guys.

alrighty!.stopping here then(: goodnight people!

13 more days(:

2009-05-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

okay,today my mood is quite bad from the moment i woke up.i did a very angry post which im not gonna post it up.imma keep it to myself coz it has alot of vulgarities.and i dont like being so vulgar,so yea..heheh.

okay.let me just tell you what happened today.we watched marley and me during chem lesson.during maths,mr aziz read out our CA1 marks.i scored 58.hmm.at least i pass but then if i don't do well for my mid-year,it might pull my marks down.oh,we were separated into 2 MT classes now.luckily,im in mr ishak's class.oh,thank god.ahaahs.then during eng,we watched Kallang Roar.it was very nice.seriously!.i was so touched by the movie.but didnt managed to watch it till the end.heheh.i think if i were to watch it till the end,i might cry.hahas.

went home w iffah,mj,karel,vaish and sur.long time since i went home with sur so i managed to do some catching up with him.woah.i just realised that im so behind in alot of gossips.hahas.wanted to go to gekpoh with vaish and sur to buy doughnut but then i didn brg enough money with me.haharx.homed then slept for quiteeeee some time.=P

hmm.did a history mindmap for atika.it doesnt have any pics coz i dun have enough colour ink(:
i think tmr i wanna go around jp for a FEW HOURS..hahas.i wanna slack for awhile.not in the mood to go home early.=p see first lah.

tmr we will be getting results for mid-year.i hope i dont flunk too many of them.heheh.

okay.so stopping here for now.goodnight people(:

2009-05-17T03:53:00.000-07:00

okay.so went to grandma's hse ystd.reached at 3pm then went w my aunt and sis to a nearby restaurant to book 10 tables for dinner.we wanted to celebrate belated mother's day for my grandma coz last week was exams so we weren't free.my other relatives came at bout 5plus.we watched a bollywood horror movie and it was quite good.hahas.thumbs-up(: and ystd was full of jokes.thanks to my dear cuzzin who had a lotta jokes to tell us.ahaahs.at about 7.45,went to the restaurant for dinner.except for the guys.joined us at a later time coz they wanted to watch the 1st half of the Man-U match.hahas.so when everyone was there,we dig in.the food was quite okay.and ohmygosh.they sold my favourite dish which was crispy squids.wowee!.hahas.

okay so aftr that,i followed my aunt to her house to borrow the 'benchwarmers' cd before heading back to grandma's house.hahas.i managed to play w lil baby qurratul.bin a long time since i saw her.man she's grown!=p had a chat with my cuzzins then ard 11plus,we all went home(: it was a great day..

okay!.so back to the present.haahs.my uncle gave me this adidas t-shirt ystd and i like it alot.altho its a bit too big,i still like it coz for heaven's sake!.its ADIDAS!.hahaas.and..hmm.ohya,the book that mj lend me is nice to read.i couldnt stop reading it just now.hahas.so thankyou mj(: im currently halfway through the book already.i wanna go to Harris and buy a new book.now that hols are coming up,i wanna keep myself occupied.hahas.

hmm.right now,im really in love with taylore swift songs.they are all so...........nice!.heheh.and hamzilah said she was gonna come meet me at 3.45 to get some sc stuff and guess what?.she's not even here yet!.wasted my time waiting for her when i could have gone to the shop w my sis.coz i was afraid she was gonna show up.thankyou hamzilah!.pfft!.]

its 7plus alrdy.i think imma stop here for now.byebye(:

2009-05-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

wowee!.exams are finally over.a relief yea..that pic was taken by my sis when i was studying.heh.
okay.so first things first(:

Happy belated B'day to Anusia(:
It has been a pleasure being your classmate for 2yrs.
you have been a great buddy.
your silly actions w/o fail will make me laugh,
hahas. i hope you'll get whatever you want in life(:

Happy belated B'day to dearest mr bangs.hahas.okay.Afiq:D
on 14 may,you turned 16(:
wow.2yrs have gone by real fast and it has been a real pleasure being your friend. You've been a a great source of support n comfort for me cause i know you will always find some way to cheer me up.sometimes,you might not even say anythg when im moody.and that was what i needed some silence.so thankyou(: oh, i don't mind being a blur sotong and getting into trouble around you coz you will always jump in to help.hahas.and yea.14 december?.heck,im never gonna forget that day.you liar.hahah.okay.so again,thanks for everythg(:

okay.like i said,exams are done!.whew!.finally,i dont have to stay up till late at night just to make sure i don't forget any facts or formula.hahas.hmm.im not really confident of my physics paper.chem was alright for me.erm.bio?.lets not say anything.heheh.the other subjects were equally tough.sec3 life is so different.sometimes i just want to stop time and move back in time.but i guess that's not possible yea?.

hmm.alot has been happening lately.geez.how do i say this?.hmm.lets just say we never knew we treated you that way.i thought we were the same like last year and that there was no difference.if you had felt that way since last year,why did you have to hide it?. we're not monsters.we're your friends.i really want everything to go back to normal cause acting as of everything seems normal aint right. They say that conflicts will only make friendships stronger. I hope they weren't lying when they said that cause i do want to believe it.

alrighty!.back from emo-ing words.ahahas.aft listening compre ppr,went fr meeting.waited fr 30mins and since hamzilah wasn't there and huiwen and i alrdy briefed them on certain issues,we dismissed them.rushed home,quick lunch,bathed then ard 1.40pm,went to boonlay mrt to meet vaish and iffah.hahas.i missed a bus when i wanted to go BL Mrt.cause there was this old man who came up to me exactly when the bus was coming nearer.he asked where he could get bus 242 or 192.he said he wanted to go Bl interchange.so i said that 243 also goes to there and then the bus just zooms past.haiz.so,moral of the story,i missed a freakin bus.heheh.ehy,but i was very polite to the man u noe!.hahas.and vaish was inside the bus at that time,bet she was laughing.

so met up w the 2 of them then headed off to mj's house.she ordered pizza.man,it was nice.hahas!.thankyou!.went to a few blogs including the person i hate the most in the world!.heehee,gossiped here and there then watched bruce almighty.ohmyosh.that movie is hilarious.it cracked me up.esp the part when bruce and the god said "Good!" at the same time w their funny expressions.haharx!.you should go rent it.its not bad.ohya,i borrowed another book from mj.its called "remember me?".hahas.thanks mj(: okay.so today was not a bad day for me.

ohya,i went to gekpoh just now and there was this wheelchair-bound lady who was like on her own and she bought her own groceries and everythg.woah!.thats what i call Miss Independent.haharx:D

alrighty.im stopping here(: goodnight people:D

hmm.seriously,i miss spending time w him.i miss hearing his stories.i miss him calling me sotong.i miss him teasing me.i miss telling him my stories and hear him say "your brain too small for you".smth like that.heh.and i felt guilty for not staying with him ystd.grr.nehmind.i'll see him on tuesday.and immal disturb him like hell.ahaahs.but im scared of one thing.im scared i might just__________him.

2009-04-30T03:59:00.000-07:00

okay.so..i lied.heehee.the previous post wasn't my last post.this post!.this one!.seriously!.i think its the last post before the rest of the exams start.ahahas.
erm.i have no pics to upload at the moment.all of it is inside me handphone.heheh,

okay.so yesterday was the start of the exam.it was eng ppr.this is the first time im REALLY REALLY scared that im gonna fail.pfft!.situational writing was on speech.i didn study on speech but i kinda had the format in my head.hehe.so i think i might do well(: the compo is a lil worrying for me.im starting to feel that i went a bit out of point.damn shit.paper 2?.compre?.erm.lets not talk about it...haiz.

today was MT paper.paper 1 was quite easy.i managed to complete it on time(: BUT!!!...I FORGOT TO PUT THE QUESTION NUMBER!!.fr both the situational and compo.pfft shit!.mdm aisyah told us that she was gonna penalise us for not writing the question number.ohmyfreaking.....nehmind.its over already.no point i think about it..

next paper will be social studies and chem paper 3.hmm.can't lie to myself.i am feeling very scared.somemore,the next day there's bio paper 2 and physics paper 2.ishq!.im really really scared.i swear!.im like so blur to study what now.erm.okay.sooo,imma finish mr aziz and miss ho's hmwk today so i can revise tmr.hmm.alright?.hahas.had maths remedial just now.we did graph.let me just say that i did not understand a freaking thing.geez.i dont like graph.grr!

okay.so stopping here for now.ahahs.byebye(:

my bestfriend is cutee(:

2009-04-26T03:53:00.000-07:00

okay. imma make this a very brief post. coz i dun have the time..
hmm.im guessing this will be my last post until the midyr exams are over..
so,dont bother annoying me for updates kay?.heheh.
i'll update if i've got the time(:
okay.byebye!

2009-04-18T09:33:00.000-07:00

mhikey(:

idk why she likes to do w her hand.heh,

going down the slide~~

pose mhikey!

mhikey walks the dog(:

goodbye mhikey(: iloveyou!

alright!hold Up!.pics of fri lil gathering.
a day out with mhikey(:
mhikey is jus totally cute aye.
alright then.karel,pics uploaded(:
and hey,i feel that adam rodriguez and jonathan togo are hot.wowee!
imma get a pic of them and post it up.if im free.next week.hahas!=p

ps: i didnt touch the dog okay.hahas

2009-04-18T08:20:00.000-07:00

alright.unfortunately,smth is wrong with blogger so i cant post the pics of mhikey.sorry karel. i'll try again later alright?.

hmm.ystd was a fine day.esp my evening.went to the playground near nelle's house with of crse nelle, vaish,karel and dearest mhikey.mhikey's already gone back to philippine urh:( so that was the reason for the gathering ystd at the playground.the girls wanted to see mhikey before she left.ohmy.we had such lil time with her.tho we spent a short time together,i already feel so attached to mhikey.ohmy.that cute lil toddler.hahas.she made me laugh alot with her lil actions and the way she speaks.ohgod lah.i miss her okay.hmm.karel said mhikey will be back in december.i promise to go to your house on christmas!. and i'll get to see her again(: imma get the pics up asap aite karel? :)

this week has been quite fine.busy with the stocktake and its finally DONE!.im proud of myself for completing that huge amount of stocktake.cheers for izza.but sadly,exams are coming.no time for relaxation.i think i did shit fr ystd focused test):

ohya.erm.smth happened to his phone.no matter how many ppl text me,it just doesn't feel right, ya know?..im so used to your msges that no one else can replace you.i wanna text you but i know there won't be replies): do smth bout your phone alright?.i miss you very badly): grr!,

alright.im also feeling quite confused and angry with myself.feel like im in a love web.too many guys at the same moment.shit.how did i land myself in this situation?.i didn't do anythg!.damn):<>

mj lend me this book.its called lulu dark.alright,so its awesome.i love it.thanks mj(:
ohya! before i forgot,ystd s-league matchs results.hahas.SAFFC vs super reds.SAFFC won.1-0.hahas!.too bad super reds=p
alright,stopping here.goodnight people(:

you msg me.
he msg me.
he can't msg me.
im stressed.
love web.
terrible.

2009-04-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

alrighty!.finally,im posting.i've been waiting for this moment for a long time!.ahahas.nonsense.im glad today is the last day of school fr the week.an extra day off.ive not been feeling well the last few days.luckily,i feel abit better(: hmm.not a lot of hmwk.thankgod!.i need to do some catching up on geog and ss.i'mma try to do it over the weekend.tho there's not much hmwk,lessons are becoming more and more harder): haiz.pressure from studies are finally getting to me.plus pressure from co-curricular activities.all these just keep adding on.idk how i managed this far.heheh.whew!.izza,hang in there!.

hmm.oh,today went for sl project.we went to erm..where ah?.okay,so i forgot.but its for disabled people aite.did some gardening.my group was at the back garden,clearing off dead leaves
-_- ahahas.junwei and pengsheng very funny u noe!they can sweep very fast then they purposely sweep beside me cause i sweep super slow one lah.hahas.but we didn get to do planting coz it rained halfway): but nehmind,while waiting for bus,some people kept me entertained.hahas.i don't wanna name who lah.too much to name.my fingers are too tired already lah.hahas.but they made me laugh a lot.tho i was sick,it didnt seem like i was coz seriously,laughter is the best medicine.hmm.aqilah told me a joke and it was a good one.hehe.sooo.im gonna try it out on other people!.hehehe(:

ohya.sur told me smth.abit sad and confused at the moment.now,idk how to behave around that guy anymore): i dont wanna care anymore.

alrighty.im done.im sick and tired.so goodnight(:

there was a problem this week.
tho its getting better,
im getting tired
of being the one
who always makes it up to you
and gives in to you..
im really left with no energy
my brain cells have died i guess
so can you please try to
make it right this time round?

2009-04-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

today was SYF.and our band got a silver!.yeah!.well done.*clapclap!* hmm.it aint that bad.but i feel abit sad): i really wanted a gold.not just me,im guessing others too.haha.i know asyraff is angry we didnt get a gold.i thought we could make a difference this year and get gold.damn!hahas.nvm.still,silver isnt that bad.atleast we managed to maintain our silver.and im very proud of that(: i guess it would be very embarassing if we were to drop our standard urh..
hmm.i will forever remember this day,2 April 2009,because its my one and only SYF. next year imma be stepping down so i wont be able to take part,boohoo): heheh.i appreciate today very much(:

so today,was released from class at 8.25.went off for band practice.at about 11plus,set off to Singapore Conference Hall.woah.there were like so many schools and their uniform like some quite nice some like weird one ehk.ahahas.we did some tuning then it was showtime(: heehee!.my heart was like beating so fast lah okay!.luckily i could still play.whew!.and i played correctly this time.all notes correct!.ohmy!.i was very happy.hahas!.

aft everythg,went back to sch and waited for syf results.and hey,i like Assumption Secondary School.ohmy,they played so nicely.they played till so detailed one you know!i like them.and i like the percussion playing.very nice(: and the SAXOPHONE!.ohmygod!.freaking nice lah!.i liked it very much:D BUT....they also got silver.ehy,not fair! they play so nice orh..heehee

hmm.went home with suriya,aqilah,wardah,atiqah and junaidi.woah.

and yea!i just finished doing bio corrections.woohoo!.i hate bio corrections.pfft.1 question the answer already super long ehy!u imagine have to do corrections for 1 whole topic.wahsey.i think i write novel already lah!.hahas. ohya!.i did quite well for my chem focused test.wowee!.ahahas.hmm.supposed to get back physics ppr today but since i went off early for band,i cudn get it): wonder how i did for the paper.heheh

alright.stopping here.goodnight people.

hey,im starting to dislike her..
im finding myself
more and more reluctant
to say hi to her
so how?..

2009-03-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

hmm.okay.first thing first.the s-league match last friday between tampines rovers and super reds was a tie.1-1.not that happy with the results.grr.hahas.next week will still be tampines rovers vs i forgot who..hahas.

so ystd went out with mj and vaish to the lib for bio project.settled it in about an hour plus.then followed mj go jp to buy lunch.vaish had to go home first coz she had tuition.wow.we saw him at jp and so i was very happy.ahahas.

hmm.oh,ystd was earth hour.i guess im like the only one at home who's supporting the idea.hahas.at 8.30pm,i was running around the house,switching off all the lights except for the tv.coz we were watching tv.wahaha.

then did some hmwk.around 9plus,went out with family.we went to the pasar malam at the boon lay interchange first..then after that,went to orchard and east coast(: it was very fun.dad was funny.hahas.we ate at burger king and it was like 12plus in the morn already.hahas.so reached home around 2plus and i slept all the way until 11plus.wowee!!.

hmm.mum won't buy me a prepaid card.i need one really badly.i cant msg ppl anymore.and i have work to do with my phone.i have to call alot of people!.damn!.grr.rawr!

alrighty.stopping here.goodnight people(:

2009-03-27T03:48:00.000-07:00

woohoo.today is the last day of school.had focused test after sch.studied with mj,karel,nelle and vaish.ystd i dunnoe why but my brain wasn't in the mood for studying so i just flipped thru the bk and went to sleep.hahas.so today,i chiong-ED all the way!aft sch,revised my chem and physics.i was very scared for focused test at first cause i didn study ystd.but the test turned out alright(: what i studied today came out.which was good(: hahas..

hmm.what else happened today?.oh,i saw him a couple of times today but my mouth just didn want to curl into a smile and say hi): haiz..what was wrong with me?! grr.rawr!.im very angry with myself.

the sec2 are already back from NYAA camp,that means zul is back!yea,been feeling abit weird not receiving any texts from him these few days.haha.it also means i'll get to see my sec2 sc on monday!.yeah!.so no more doing both canteen and hall duties in the morning and running arounf like maniac aite.i'll just stick to the hall.hahas.

erm.today there's another S-league match okay!.Tampines rovers vs Super Reds.i hope tampines rovers win.i don't like super reds.ahahas(:

alrighty.stopping here.i need a bath again.heehee.goodbye(:

fatal attraction?

2009-03-26T03:08:00.000-07:00

alrighty.soo today was quite a good day.except for the part the class got scolded by miss lin.and the part when karel is angry with me): ehk,don't be angry can!!.iloveyou okay?.hmm.stayed back for awhile.ate with derek and don.i told them some things that was on the verge of bursting out of me soon.hahas.finally got to talk to don(: i want to go back to the times when i would tell him everythg): nvm..

then walked to the interchange with afiq,sur,arif,syahidah,atika,wardah and junaidi.we went to jp first.but afiq had to go back first.heheh.don't wanna say why.so slacked at jp and then went home with suriya and syahidah.hmm.atika did smth.got me abit angry but now im okay(: ahahas.

got back my physics and chem test.i did pretty well(: heehee!.im quite happy with myself.
alrighty.so there's focused test tmr.will stop here for now.im going to study(: i wanna do well this time around.okay.byez!

2009-03-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

okay.so im blogging again.i haven't had enough sleep since sch re-started.but sch aint that bad for these 3 days..

what happened on monday?.hmm.oh,monday was a pretty busy day for me.started off the day with geog,which i spent doing other hmwk.heehee!.and we had bio too.very tiring lurh..finally,speech day.some teachers just don't know how to be polite and NOT rude.grr,rawr!

hmm.tuesday.my day was alright till MT lesson.that teacher really spoilt my mood okay!.even when i didn do anything wrong,she keep scolding me and disturbing me.pfft!.stop it can?!.i don't like it.yeah!.i really don't!.pfft!..luckily,sc were released early for hockey preparations.we went for the hockey finals.my throat felt like bursting cheering all the way.now,my voice is not constant anymore..sometimes its there..sometimes its not.ahahas.
hmm.our team lost): but nvm!.i don't care.coz i felt our hockey boys played very well aite.overall,it was a good game.

hey you..
i did cheer for you okay!.don't say you didn't hear my voice urh.i shouted your name until i lost my voice.hahas.im so good lah!=p

hmm.what happened today?.started off the day with bio.the class got a scolding from ms wang): nehmind.had band practice today.so stayed back with mj,karel and nelle.hmm.i had a good laugh with them(: they kept making me laugh.hahas.erm.mr han was in a bad mood today): and i felt really tired today..so i dunnoe how i managed to stay in sch until so late.hahs

alrighty.stopping here.im sleepy.heehee!.goodnight(: i want to know you better(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAHRAHYU!(:
wow! you're 15 already?
i can't believe you're older than me.
you're so much more childish-er.
hahas!
alrighty.it has been great being your friend for 3yrs,2months and 25 days(:
you can make me laugh very easily
with your nonsense and crap.hahas.
lets go on with this friendship and
i hope it will go on for years to come(:
if you're having doubts about anythg,
feel free to confide in me
im there for you 24/7,aite?
ahahas.again..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
iloveyou(:

2009-03-20T08:59:00.000-07:00

wowee!.i found another picture of benjamin yeo's.this pic is totally awesome.its so.....undescribable?.hehe.i simply love him.you see?.from his face,who won't?.hehe.alrighty.after this,no more benjamin yeo pics coz i dun have anymore.damn!pfft!.nehmind.i love him still(: heehee!

alrighty.so i finally completed my bio assignment.now im just waiting for a kind soul to help me print my assignment.ahahas.anyone?.don't be shy!.hehe=p anyways, so now im only left with eng summary.whew!.guess what? i planned to revise during the hols and i didn't even have the time for it.pfft!.damn my schedule.can you guys please stop taking up so much of my time?.grr.rawr!

hmm.tmr will be going to grandma's house.hmm.will have to brg along my maths hmwk.i left a few blanks questions.maybe those smartasses over there can help me?.haha!

there was anthr S-league match again just now. Tampines Rovers vs Geylang United. Tampines Rovers won 2-0!!.yeah!!!!.wowee!.you should have seen alam shah,sutee and ridhuan.woohoo!.they ruled the pitch aite!.ahahas.hmm.and im starting to think that hassan sunny and shahril ishak are very cute.so i will try to get a picture of them and post it up yeah?.heheh.

okays.stopping here!.goodnight people(:

2009-03-18T06:45:00.000-07:00

mr benjamin yeo(:day-out with jamaks and sur ystd(:

wowee!.so today was supper fun!.had band practice and guess who came down to conduct us?.mr benjamin yeo!!.ohmy! he is very hot! okay.he is sooo my new dream guy.he composed our choice piece and the song is nice aite(: okay.soo im gonna cancel out all the guys on my list and put benjamin yeo at the top of my list!.wowee!.heehee! he's just 23 you know.and he is already a composer and conductor and blahblahblah!.so took pics with him.his pic above doesn't look very nice.BUT I SWEAR HE LOOKS MUCH BETTER LOOKING IN REAL LIFE OKAY!SWEAR!.hahas. he might be coming down to see us perform for SYF.i hope he does.i WILL brg my camera and take pics with him again.ahahas.

after lunch,mr kuek(idk how to spell) came to conduct us.he is quite good.and he helped me take out my tuning slide which was halfway stuck.ahahas!.so overall,today was a good day..BUT!.im losing my voice.thanks to szeling.make us play the F major scale as warm up.the notes were all so high and its been a long time since i played those supper high notes.my throat almost burst aite! so now,im trying to restrain myself from talking as much as i can..hahas.

hmm.ystd was a day-out with afiq,aisyah and sur.gosh,its been a long time since we went out together.thanks to our own busy lives.pfft.so ystd did some studying and headed to jp.ate at burger king and had a good laugh.hmm.i miss last year.met up almost every week.boohoo:(

my hmwk is halfway done.yeah!.wowee.alrighty.stopping here(: goodnight!

i have a secret..
that no one knows at all..
it almost burst out of me..
but.whew!it didn't.
so,it will remain a..
secret(:

2009-03-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

hmm.just for your information,those two above are watches.ohmy.they are supper cool lah.is it possible for me to get one of those?.hahas.i want the blue one can?.=P

okay.so today had band practice.when i was walking into the school,i heard someone call out my name.then when i look around,there wasn't anyone around you know!.wahsey!scare me lah.then just now,yixin msg me and said he was the one who called out my name.ehk,you very bad lah you!.lucky i never kena heart attack,if kena how?!.you going to send me to hospital urh?.hahas!.jk only:D

hmm.so,today there was a conductor from taiwan.his name was mr wong.he couldn't speak english so it was fun tryna figure out wadahell he was saying.i ended up smiling to myself.people must have thought i was crazy urh.haharx! but he was damn good aite.all of his bands in taiwan won gold okay!.scareyyyy!.ahaha(:

lunchbreak,went to kfc with a bunch of frens.im lazy to name them out.and i saw my lovely ~~~~..hehehehe!.i don't want to say who.you guys figure out who that person is.muahahaha!

continued band prac after lunch.im gonna miss mr wong.he was good.thought mr han had to translate everything that he said.haharx!.the next time we will see him is on the competition day itself.i think he will be one of the judges...ohmy..*TENG!TENG!TENG!*.....next week,Mr Benjamin yeo will be coming to conduct us. he was the person who wrote our choice piece for SYF.i cant wait to see him.heehee!

hmm.tmr i might be going out with afiq,sur and aisyah.i hope he tags along coz i miss him like *toot*.hahahas.as you can see,i am in a very gooooood moooooood:D hmm,hmwk is halfway done.ive been doing my hmwk very diligently OKAY!.i don't want to have any incomplete hwmk anymore when school reopens.i hate it:( never happened to me before.but eversince sec3 life,my workload has increased.and sometimes i wonder if i shouldn't be ~~~~~~...hehehe.again.found it out yourself.

alright,ending here.im gonna watch horror movie now.woohoo!goodnight people(:

2009-03-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

okay.soo im not in the mood for blogging.but nehmind,i'll just blog for the sake of blogging.heheh.

im very angry with dad at the moment.he promised to take us out today but in the end,we're still stuck at home.im still not talking to him>:( im very bored at home and its been a long time since we went out.due to my schedule.and when im not busy,no one wants to go anywhere:( grr.rawr!

since i got nth to do today,decided to do my MT hmwk.and guess what?.i've finished all 4 sets of hmwk that she gave us.im pleased with myself.hahah.and that shows how bored i was till i had to resort to hmwk.argh!

anyway,i watched the s-league match ystd. Home United vs Gombak United. im a great fan on home united okay!.somemore,shahril ishak is in it aite.hahas.the match ended up 1-1. Subaru won the MVP ystd. he was good man..hmm.overall,it was a good match.i enjoyed watching it.next weeek, it will tampines rovers vs...geez.i forgot.hahas.just stay tuned to it alright?.ahahas.

hmm.no text msgs from him today:( whatever.i got to know smth from suriya.sorta lifted up my spirits.there's band prac on mon and wed.till 5pm.pfft.like i have no life like that.but since im a good girl,i will go for band.heheh.slurpees might be gg to mj's house to catch a movie.hope i can come too.haahs.i still have to choose a date for a group study with afiq and sur.damn.i just feel like sleeping at home.maybe i might as well just study at home?.hmm.nehmind.ltr the both of them angry with me again.haizz..

ending here people.goodnight aite(:

2009-03-08T03:42:00.000-07:00

okay.so the sign is not what u think it is.it came out the wrong way.my two fingers were supposed to be close together and there should be no gap in between.but the picture came out wrongly.and my aunt destroyed the nice pic! HAHA!

anyways,today i feel much better.no more flu but still abit in a daze.completed my sci hmwks and SS too.heehee.shit.i haven done my SS project.and its due tmr.so tmr aft sch,will have to go straight to the comp lab and do it.ohmy!last minute last minute!.heehee.

i have been revising for SS test but i feel like nothing is gg into my head.ohno! will revise again after this.and i haven even started on bio.ohmy!.i can't wait for the sch hols to start.i've got a lot of catching up to do.i think tmr we will get back our maths focused test results and im not looking forward to it either.haha.ive just done some editing to my speech and sent it to afiq to help me print.thx aye(:

well,stopping here.gonna bathe and then continue revision.haiz...this is the life..

2009-03-07T07:25:00.000-08:00

i couldnt resist posting this picture.ohmy lah.its so adorable.hahas.alrighty.this has been a very tiring week for me.sc investiture is FINALLY over.whew!all the stress was worth it aite..i dunnoe if i shud feel happy about it or not.seniors are no longer with us.

ystd was sec1 parent-teacher meeting.so as usual,we had sc duties.i cud really feel their absence.damn i miss you guys): and i miss nick teasing me everyday): and i miss telling afiq secrets when we are doing duty together): and i miss crapping with atiqah and teasing the whole bunch of them..all the sweet memories.ahahas.time is going too fast for me at the moment.

okay.ystd did duty with eva and desmond.they're okay but they aint fun to dirturb.heheh.the atiqah came and entertained me.hahas.then kendrick and his friend came.and then more laughter.i forgot his friend's name.ahaha.went home with germaine and aisyah.long time since i had a good talk with germaine(:

today stayed at home and slacked.i've got no choice.im SICK!.thanks alot hamzilah.i feel soo good=p did my bio hmwk.im starting to lose track of my hmwk.it just keeps adding up! have to start being more organised.i have to stop being busy and start revising.2 tests coming up next week.and i haven even studied yet.was gonna do it today but my runny nose prevented me.aiyo..
last but not least..(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG JIE!
you're 15 already buddy! hahas.
it has been fun being your friend.
you always make me laugh.hahas.
and i simply LOVE disturbing you.
since sec1 okay!.
so now that we're in separate classes,
you're the smarter one.hahas.
make sure you take care of yourself
don't stress yourself out okay?
you'll do just fine(:
and i wont be there to tease you all the time.heheh=p
again..
Happy Birthday!
the slurpees love you(:

okaylah.stopping here.goodnight people(:

i saw that pang of jealousy in your eyes..
it made me feel good(:

2009-03-03T05:22:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MJ!
you're already 15!.wowee!
pfft you.older than me.aiyo...heheh.jk
hmm.these 2yrs 2months and 3 days of friendship
has been very meaningful for me.
you're full of crap and nonsense
which i look for in a friend
so that they can cheer me up at all times.
and you have been one of those lucky stars.haha.
you've helped me out in alot of thgs.SERIOUSLY,alot..
i cant name all of it coz then the post would be 2 pages.haharx!
the slurpees will always be there for you(:
just give me a call if you need me aite
*call me*
*beep me*
*if you wanna reach me*
heehee!:D

a rose is a flower
that lasts for an hour
but your friendship has the power
that can last forever(:

okay.so once again...
happy birthday mj!(:
i love you!

im such a good friend rite?.i took time off my busy schedule to write for you this lovely message.Aww!.Ain't that sweeeet?!heehee.okay.im done.goodnight people.

2009-03-01T01:19:00.000-08:00

wowee!.im back people.hahas.i disappeared for quite some time rite.hahas! ive been busy with stuff.alot of thgs happened this week.good and bad thgs.but not that many bad thgs lah.ahahas.

i cant rmbr all the details that happened this week.but i do rmbr that aft band prac on wed, when i was about to pack up,asyraff took me out of the band rm just to see a rainbow.haharx!.and it was beautiful.omg!!.i was so high after that and i didn concentrate on my QM work.heheh.i tink mr kumar was abit pissed off.ohya!when i was walking out of the sch with jonelle and felicia, i was dancing lah.and mr kumar was infront of me.i happened to raise my hands when he turned to look at me and he thought i was showing him the middle finger.wahsey!.hahas.nvm

then friday was the best day of the week for me.it was filled with laughter.pengsheng,junwei and justin kept making me laugh.they really cant keep their mouths shut u noe..hahas!.and PE was fun too.aqilah is a superwoman okay.she tricked me many times!.i cover her then suddenly,she's on the other side of the court.haharx!.why youu..overall, it was fun.

but...i have alot of hmwk tis week.hven do my physics and mly compo.damn.lucky theres no physics and mt tmr.heehee!

ystd had sc investiture rehearsal.guess what?.mr yee lives very near me.i keep asking him,"where?where?".and he keeps saying "very near.very near".haiz.i was waiting for aisyah at the bus stop ystd and i was msging afiq when mr yee suddenly stand beside me.very shocked lah!
then i quickly stand up and look around.i asked him,"where you come from?".hahas,my sentence structure was soo wrong.hahas!.so rehearsal was okay.except that the AV/IT ppl didn listen to me.so i was very angry with them.and afiq is troubled): hahas.dun worry.we're gg through the same thing aite.we'll get through it together(:

im dying to know something right now.but aqilah keeps saying ,"tmr.tmr".i cant wait,ohmy.but its also freaking me out a lil too..haharx!.

okay.stopping here for now.byebye(:

2009-02-21T06:02:00.000-08:00

wokay!.lets start blogging people!.heheh.today had sc investiture rehearsal.guess what?.i tout the rehearsal was at 9am.so i came to school so happy-go-lucky at 8.50..then suddenly i saw alot of councilors in the hall.i was soo shocked lah!.since when did the councilors start coming early?.haha..then got to know from nick that it started at 8am.woah!heheh.sooo..i was late.heehee! luckily mr yee didn scold me.

nick bought for me breakfast and then he told me to pay him back $4!.pfft lah you! if next time you want buy fr me,tell me beforehand that its not a treat laH!.u stingy guy.no gentleman-cy at all. =p

aft tat,went to jp with hamz,idayu and yixin.had to wait for zul to come.so decided to walk around jp for awhile.woah.yixin was very high today.ehy,u okay anot?!.got fever isit??!.hahas.and we saw joan and jolene(: those cutey pies.hahas!.i seriously miss doing duty with joan okay!.grr!

aft everythg,went home with hamzilah.and i watched 2 bollywood movies today.both of it were awesome aite.what about u hamzilah?.hahah. i like the one called '36 Chinatown'.wooh!its nice aite.

mom just nagged at me coz i didn study today.i just felt so tired after the sc thgy lah.heheh.
just to let YOU people hear...i HATE two-timer boys.haha!

alrighty.stopping here.goodnight ppl(:

im falling for you?
nah..
not in a million years
stop dreaming boy..

2009-02-20T01:38:00.000-08:00

hmm.how do i start off my week?..lets just say it has been a satisfying week for me(: now one problem is solved!.and i seriously learnt my lesson okay.i aint never gonna repeat it EVER again..
hehehe.but....another problem has popped up): those who know,keep it to yourselves.its not worth it writing on the blog.i guess i should just come clean about it?.hmm..

okay.so today had combined science focused test.damn it was hard.there is this one question where my answer is completely different from most ppl.but i really think its correct!.hahas.aisyah gt the same answer as me too so atleast now i feel abit safe.ahaha:D

while waiting for focused test to start,studied at the canteen with mj,karel,jonelle and vaigsh.i realise that i alway write vaisgh's name last coz i still find it hard to rmbr.isit vaigsh or....vaisgh?.haha. it was fun.jonelle was supper funny lah!.aiyo.where got focused test can open book right?..haha! nvm.aft test was done,accompanied jonelle to lakeside for awhile then went back home.

omg! guessss whoooo i saaawww?!? i saw shahril ishak.ohmy! he is hoooooot.haharx!.

there's an s-league match today at 7.25pm.i repeat!.7.25PM!!!.watch it okay?.heehee.
sengkang punggol vs gombak united.hmm.okaylurh.not that bad urh the players.can get to see noh rahman u noee..hahas.i wont criticise them.im a good girl(: heehee!

alrighty.stopping here.byebye people:D

2009-02-14T00:41:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!(:

hmm.couples are out there everywhere and im stuck at home.blogging.hahas!.but...nvm.
like what nick said.
next year will be my valentine!.hahas!

today had sc investiture rehearsal.hmm.i dun wanna say what happened.it will be just make me sad all over again.he was there and he didn even bother to say hi.damn youu.grr.rawr.

aft that went to jp with hamz and nick.helped nick to choose a gift box for ehem!ehem!.do i have to say it?.heehee.bought sweet talk then headed home with hamzilah.

now slacking at home.went to miss wang's forum to do her online assignment.but..as soon as i reached the website,i didn noe what to do.hahas!.asked aqilah for help but she was just as blur as i was.haharx!.

grandma called jus now.grandpa's back from the hospital.whew!.idk if we're gonna go visit him today.but i hope we do.

okay stopping here ppl.goodbye(:

love is tough yeah..
so love a little..
(:

2009-02-13T04:47:00.000-08:00

someone isHAPPY BIRTHDAY BOON HUI!(:
wowee!.15yrs old already ah.hahas.
although we've been busy with our own stuff,
u never fail to give me a smile and say hi
without fail,u brighten up my day(:
i really miss sitting beside u.
up till now,ure my fave partner.
and i still rmbr bout the bladder thgy boon hui.hahas!
i wish i could i cud go back in time):
i hope we can maintain our 3yrs of frenship
sooo again..
happy birthday boon hui(:

okay!.soo today was Friday 13th!.ohmy!.seriously alot of bad thgs happened today.but it wasn't tat terrible..atleast to me lah.coz it made me laugh more than sad.haharx!.firstly vaisgh tripped and fell.she gt herself a bleeding knee.yeah!.=p aft tat..hmm.karel has an injured toeee..but that one long time already lah!.heheh.aft recess,all sec3s had to play this obstacle thgy aite.obviously,all of us had to go through the obstacles.it was quite fun.i enjoyed it.but then,in return..i got a wonderful bleeding knee.so did mj.so all three of us were injured.

anyway,pictures above are all the gifts i got today(: joan was the first to give me a toblerone in the early morn.ily!.since she was the first to give me,i tout of eating it last.but..i was so hungry so i ate her chocolate first.ahahas.im supper sorry.then a couple more gave me.wowee!.

vaisgh gave me a handicraft with my name on it.heehee.its nice.simple and nice.just the way i like it.i love it alot.and also some sweets(: thanks vaisgh.ily! jonelle gave me a heartshaped cookie.iffah gave me a packet of sweeties.heheh.w/o fail,karel will always give me a heart-shaped stick thgy.hahas.shi rui gave me a packet of sweets too(: chengyee,a lovely note.and suriya.thanks for the ferero rocher(: thanks you ppl! :D

tmr thers sc investiture rehearsal again.haiz.im very tired.but nvm.all of this is worth it in the end.alrighty.gtg.byebye people!

kawan sejati..
bersemadi..
dalam hati..
sampai mati..
kalau tak mati..
alhamdullilah!.heheh.
urhh.i forget the last line hamzilah.so i make anyhow.
but it still sounds nice! (:

i've bin noticing you lately..
and you've bin harassing my mind..
i want to noe who you are..

2009-02-06T07:27:00.000-08:00

alrighty.lets say that this has been one the worst weeks of my life.except for a few laughs here and there.the rest of this week has been stressful and just completely terrible.i feel like nothing is going right.evrythg is going left.hehe.nolah.everythg turned out so unexpectedly.

trouble has recently cropped up for me.woah.and i dont find myself at fault.before i see her tmr,i thought back about what really did happen ystd.and i called karel and i confirmed it with her.and our stories are the same.so how come YOUR story is different?.i dont recall saying what she thought i did say.now,im thinking of a way of how to confront her and not seem rude.haiz..life is going the wrong way for me at the moment.i just wanna get it done asap and i wanna get the situation right asap!.i dun like being accused.its wrong.

the next thg is, i find myself maturing faster than i thought i wud.i dunnoe how to say it lah.hahas,but im still immature in some ways.heh.but i noe im maturing.well,good.tats my goal of the year(:

atleast smth good happened today.band went fr syf rehearsal at singapore conference hall.asyraff managed to keep me laughing.kept hitting my head with his drum sticks.u ah..=p

i got to talk to him today and it felt so comfortable..i like the letter 'A' (:

alright.tmr nid to go back to sch again.will talk to her tmr.whew,wish me luck ppl.goodnight!.

im faltering in my step
but i cant afford to slow down

2009-02-03T03:14:00.000-08:00

okay.soo..today i was the blur-EST girl in school.hahas.its not worth typing it out coz it wont seem funny.if u wanna noe,come find me and i'll more than happy to tell you.haharx!.and to those who noe,shhh....(:

today in class,free eng period.miss lin didn come(: so sat with mj,karel,vaisgh and wen chin.discussed bout the eng groupwork.then after tat laughed ALLLLL the way until end of lesson.karel crap lah.and yeah.did some gossiping too.

had bio focus test.wahsey!.i almost died doing the paper.can it get any more harder?.miss wang set the paper and wah!.her words all so chimp chimp one.like my english a1 like tat ah.ahahas!.

a lot of thgs went through my mind when i did the paper.funny thoughts.cant wait to see my frens tmr.i reaallyyy wanna share this with people.heehee!.

aft focus test,went to jp with mj and vaisgh.bought smth for him and also some stuff for hca hospice deco.hmm.tmr is gonna be a wonderful day.many thgs will happen tmr.i just cant wait.haahs.still many hours to go till tmr.damn!!!!.

gt a msg frm zul.ouhk..so now i noe what time he sleeps.heheh.super early u noe!.he calls it his beauty sleep.and i tout that was only for girls.haahs.=p

alrighty.stopping here.byebye ppl.

if you don't like
how things are
then change it!
you're not a tree!
so change it!

2009-02-01T07:21:00.000-08:00

i just realised something.i really miss doing duty with joan): i can no longer hear crap from her again.and no more gossiping.ishq!.ehy hamzilah!.new duty list put us tgt can?!.grr.rawr!.

okeydokey.so today i finshed up all my hw except for mly.i always save it for last(: hahas.then revised for bio focus test.im supper scared.its gonna be the first focus test.bio somemore!.ohmy.haahs. but while revising,i did karaoke-ing with my family.wah!.long time since i did some karaoke-ing aite.very fun.anyone wanna go kbox,dun forget to include me okay?.hahah!

i learnt a new word today.it sounds smth like "zoolipidomintaminum".heheh.nice or what?!.it means 'you sux'.ahahs.so next time try saying this to someone u hate.tat person might think its a compliment aite.haharx!.=p

nowadays,im a david archuleta fanatic.i really like his songs aite.plus,he's cute.hahas.

okay.stopping here for now.goodnight people!

yesterday is history
and you are so yesterday
=p

2009-01-31T03:41:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUO HAO! (:
wowee! someone's already 15yrs old. older than me already. haharx!
i purposely put the pic of the joke above.ESPECIALLY FOR U OKAY! coz u are a joker.ahahahs!
so how was my msg today? nice or what ah!.haahs.
alrighty. 3 years of friendship and still going strong.
have a great time today before the clock strikes 12 :D
again,
happy birthday you! (:

alrighty. went to mj house with vaisgh and carel for CNY celebration.si yian joined us afterwards.
wow!.her mum's cooking is awesome lah okay!.hahas.esp the prawn thgy.tat was my favourite!. carel and i saw this sign on the kitchen wall.

Mum's Kitchen
Everything stirred
With a spoonful of love

hahas!.me and carel did somethg stupid about that sign.if i cud show u i will!.heheh. we played this guitar game on Wii.i think tats wat its called.woah.let me tell u.im super terrible at guitars lah!.hahas!.but it was fun.then watched a movie.its called the 'In-Laws" if im not wrong.wah!.damn funny lah that movie.cracked me up alot.aftr tat went home.mj sent us to the mrt interchange.talked about someone and i hate her.hahas.but im still kind enough to still talk to her okay!.=p

i got a hongbao.yeay!.and i just finished watching om shanti om.woah.it rocks aite!.ahahs!.

okayokay.enough.stopping here aite.goodbye people(:

2009-01-29T05:28:00.000-08:00

OMG!.look at that girl.so good ah study so hard.haharx!.okayokay.enough.soo,before ppl start complaining that my blog is dead,i better post.ive just been...lazy(: been busy with sch.i hardly find time for myself.haiz..izza izza.

im a much more happier person today aft making my decision.alrighty!.what happened today?.i think today was quite fun.teachers were all in a good mood today.esp mr chian.i cant believe he can actually joke.haharx!.he's good.. hmm.gt back maths test results today.i didn do that bad but i cud hve done better :( lucky i didn fail so i dun nid to go for mr aziz's 4E remedial.whew!.ahahas.

had to stay back for meeting today.i was SUUPER sleepy lah!.i cudn really focus.soo tats why tis time round i was more quiter..coz i jus wanna doze offff....haahs.while waiting fr meeting to start,stayed back with a couple of guyz.haahs.they were so funny.aft tat stayed with hamz,hilmi and rahman.omglah.rahman was crap!.he told us about smth that happened btwn him and mr bala.u wanna noe what happened?.go ask him lah!.hahas.i was laughing nonstop lah!.nonsense ah rahman.

aft evrythg went home with hamz.and that was the end of sch(: hahahaah!

my next post will be on the day im un-lazy!.haahs.no such word okay.byebye!.

balik kampung lah you!.hahah!.who's line urh?.

2009-01-20T04:26:00.000-08:00

i really love cats nowadays.thanks to hamzilah(: haahs.and the pic above is supper cute lah okay!.heheh,

alrighty.today not much stuff to do so im not that stressed out.so tats why i have time to blog.haahs.hmm.stayed back aft sch to complete some sc stuff which wasn't completed in the end.haharx!.coz all we did was laugh....laugh...and laugh.heehee(: i didn wanna go home.haahs.
i love that group of people.haharx!.missing them already.

i did smth really horrible just now but im glad i did it anyway(: that group of ppl noe what happened and thx for helping me carry out my plan.haharx!.benjamin was suuper serious!.like what mission impossible like that=p

aft that,went home with ben,si yuan,and more ppl.too much to name.haahs:D aft that,me and hamz sent jannah home and we walked home.woah!.what a talk we had,haharx!.but im not gonna say anythg(:

okay.stopping here aite.byebyez :D

hey,im ready to forgive and forgo alright..

2009-01-15T05:42:00.000-08:00

okay.so i realised that i still have alot of pics of indra sahdan.haahs,nvm.i will just keep them as treasures.=P haharx!

hmm.im dead beat for tis week.ive bin busy,im sick and i haven bin resting well.sc investiture is cumin up.syf as well.i have to manage my time well.i cnt afford to slack in any areas esp studies!.haiz.

i have bin staying back evry single day,aiyo!.idc.tmr i will go home straight aft sch and.....SLEEP!..haahs.im waiting for mr tan who works in the complab1 to come back to sch next wk.i nid his help.idk how to do collage!.i dun wanna ask help from the temporary teacher in-charge.he looks so serious all the time.so scared to tease him.hahas!.

wat else have i bin working on?.hmm.just alot!.being vice-chair in class wasnt as easy as i tot i was): some band members went for rehearsal at SCDF today.i am very jealous!>:( i wanted to perform but i had to pull myself out.coz alot of stuff to worry about already.grr!.

alright alright.i will stop here.coz i wanna go to slp..goodnight ppl(:

help me before i get
used to this guy

2009-01-10T06:12:00.000-08:00

yeah!.im finally blogging.first week of sch has been a killer for me.its fun when im with my frens.but it wasnt the kind of first week that i tot i wud hve.this week i was extremely sensitive.i dont think many ppl noticed and i didn want them to noe.but now im better(:

so today had cca open house.it started out alright but got bad to worse.at the end of the day,i was in a bad mood.i had to take 1e1 again.i took them for sec1 orietation and i nvr tot i wud take them again...bcoz i didn want to): but SOMEONE just had to deploy me in 1e1.those 1e1s really pissed me off lah!.nvr listen to instructions.and they just take their own sweet time to move from one station to anthr when they knew that we had to be done before 11.40.wah damn!.they are indescribable........in a bad way>:( only a few would listen to what i had to say.but they are 1e1s leh.listening to instructions shudn be a prob aite.not initiative at all.GRR!.not that i like to criticize them but then.....THATS JUST HOW THEY ARE LIKE!.i wish gd luck to the ft aite.haiya!.totally indescribable lah okay..i cried for a moment.but thanks aisyahrahyu for trying to comfort me(:

aft that,went to jp mac to eat with nuraisyah.she really did cheer me up with her stories.hahas.i like to listen to her stories.i had a great time.totally forgot my sufferings at the cca open house.hehehe.

went home aft that and slept.i was really tired!.nxt wk will be another tiring week.i hope i have enough energy next week.hahahs.

alrighty.stopping here.goodnight peeps!.

i locked my heart for you long ago.

how i wish i could unlock it again and let him in.

because waiting for you is like

waiting for rain to fall after a drought

its frustrating

2009-01-06T03:05:00.000-08:00

damn you people
im getting very pissed off guys so back off alright!
just because i smile or i laugh,
doesn't mean i find it funny
im reaching my limit soon
so u wont want me to be rude to you..
so u better know your limits too
just because u guyz are my friends,
u should have known when to stop
coz u should have known me very well by now
so stop it
and back off!

2009-01-03T07:31:00.000-08:00

ystd was the first day of sch.hmm.it was okay.i made a new friend already(: haahs.wen chin.i hope i spelt it correctly:D

today went to the bank to withdraw money.while mum queued up,i went to sit down.i was sitting right under the airconditioner so u can imagine how cold it was.haharx!.all the hair on my hand stood okay.no kidding aite!.ahahas.aft tat went home and gt ready to go to the CC near my hse to collect my edusave scholarship.i was so scared that i was lining up in the wrong line u noe!.so i kept asking the girl in front of me whether this was the right line.haharx!,luckily she was friendly.imagine if she was rude to me.ohmy.hahas.

aft that went home and slacked.heheh.i just watched 'suci' and i like the way rendy septino dresses.

alrighty.im done fr now.byebye!

aku hanya ingin kau tahu..
besarnya cintaku..
tingginya hayalku bersamamu..

2009-01-01T05:27:00.000-08:00

Rendy Septino!
okayokay.the drama 'Suci' is super awesome lah okay!.rendy septino is one of the three brothers in the drama.he is hot and very very cute!.ahahas.will find pics of the other 2 bros soon(:

so now,i wanna tok bout ystd.had a quick sc meeting.and i hvent typed out the meeting details for miss azeani yet.haahs.will do it right aft this okay? :D aft that went home.rested for awhile then went to jp with mum and sis.guess who i saw?.i saw precious!.the football guy.u noe u noe?!.the one who plays fr s'pore?.the one his hair like gt beetles tat one?.haharx!.but he looks better in real life than on tv.wow!.he lives near me i didn realise.hahas.

aft that,headed back home again.at about 10plus at night,went to marina bay to watch fireworks.ohmy!.the fireworks were damn nice lah!.i took pictures of it.will put it up real soon.aft that,we went to westcoast to grab a bite.wahsey!.the queue super long lah!.i gt so sleepy queuing up.haharx!.

so today,didn go anywhre..hmm.sch starts tmr.idk if im ready fr sch yet.haahs.seems like stress in cumin my way again.ahahas.i dun like stress.

alrighty.nw im very angry with my brother.he ate my ice-cream! ]:(
he ate alot already u noe since ystd!.and i only ate one.and that last icecream was mine and he ate it.grr!.doesn't he ever get full?!.like MONSTER like tat.

alrighty.enough fr today.goodnight ppl(: hve a good rest fr tmr aite!

my new year resolution is to become more matured.hahas.