Friday, February 6, 2009 7:27 AM
alrighty.lets say that this has been one the worst weeks of my life.except for a few laughs here and there.the rest of this week has been stressful and just completely terrible.i feel like nothing is going right.evrythg is going left.hehe.nolah.everythg turned out so unexpectedly.trouble has recently cropped up for me.woah.and i dont find myself at fault.before i see her tmr,i thought back about what really did happen ystd.and i called karel and i confirmed it with her.and our stories are the same.so how come YOUR story is different?.i dont recall saying what she thought i did say.now,im thinking of a way of how to confront her and not seem rude.haiz..life is going the wrong way for me at the moment.i just wanna get it done asap and i wanna get the situation right asap!.i dun like being accused.its wrong.the next thg is, i find myself maturing faster than i thought i wud.i dunnoe how to say it lah.hahas,but im still immature in some ways.heh.but i noe im maturing.well,good.tats my goal of the year(:atleast smth good happened today.band went fr syf rehearsal at singapore conference hall.asyraff managed to keep me laughing.kept hitting my head with his drum sticks.u ah..=p i got to talk to him today and it felt so comfortable..i like the letter 'A' (:alright.tmr nid to go back to sch again.will talk to her tmr.whew,wish me luck ppl.goodnight!.
im faltering in my step
but i cant afford to slow down