Monday, December 1, 2008 5:02 AM
today's post will be about friendship.haahs.my friendship/hmm.how do we start?..you are treating me like shit.guess this friendship doesn't mean anythg to you rite?.you said you wanted a break.a long break.alrighty,fine.i gave it to you.but you are just taking too long and i cant wait.nowadays if u see me,all u do is give me the cold shoulder.u don't even dare to look me in the eyes anymore.does having a break means u give a cold shoulder to me?.pls lah!.i dun even want to look at you anymore!.you have changed.what happened to us?.we lost it.u dun even wanna share thgs with me.no more secrets are being shared btwn us anymore.and nowadays,if i dun start the conversation with you,there will be a brief silence.there's even nothing for you to talk to me about anymore!.and now,you are just acting as if nothing happened btwn us.well guess what?.im starting to get used to it and ure fading away from my mind.if u have had it with me,come to me and say it in my face.i wont scold you.in fact imma praise you fr being brave aite.i feel really exhausted.its like everythg btwn us nowadays is fake.i feel like giving up.seriously.severing my ties with you.but im still hanging in there.bcoz it took us almost a yr to create the strong bond that we once had.and we had good memories.but they are just no more now.coz those small lil thgs that u used to do to me dun happen anymore..tho its hard to let go,i find myself letting it slip out of my hands so easily.lets see how long i can hang in there.how long we can hang in there.if i do finally give up hope,im sorry aite.right nw,everytime i try to find a solution,i find myself blocked by the 4 walls..im terribly sorry but what really got me angry is tat u act as if i dun exist!.what u think im a puppet?!.just put up fr display and when it gets ugly,u throw it away?!.wth.i do agree that sometimes i can get very busy and i have no time for you.and for that,i apologise.maybe that is one of the reasons why we are drifting apart..but pls understand.i dun make myself busy!.u shud have thought of that..im not blaming you aite but im merely expressing my feelings.this has been kept inside me for a long time.aft this,imma feel better and even if u are gonna continue ignoring me,imma do just the same to you aite..
friendship..
isn't about whom you've known the longest.
it's about those who came..
and never ledt your side..
