heehee!.tis pic is crap!.coz i was in my crappy mood.haahs.
okay,so i went jogging again.and tis time i ran 4 extra rounds coz i gained 2kg!.ohmy.scarey!!.hve to lose quickly before sch reopen aite):

dad cme home early today so all of us went to jp to find new bags(: as usual,i was the last one to buy a bag coz i cudn decide which one i want.at first i was interested in this bag frm converse u noe.aft that we went to the zinc shop and i fell in love with this zinc bag.its red and black!.so i bought that bag instead.went to eat at banquet then went home.dad kept gg to the toilet.i think his pipe burst lah.HAHARX!.

okayokay.enough.hmm.tmr hve to go back to sch AGAIN for sc stuff.i dun even know why.it was a last minute thgy.im gonna slp late and wake up super early.7.30am.hehehe.coz i wanna watch tis indonesian drama.WAH!.i recommend it to you!.its on Sensasi,channel 40.its called 'suci'.nicenice! hahas:D the three brothers are SUPEER HOT lah.i dun even know who i like most.ahahahas!.i'll find a pic of them asap and post it.haahs.

alrighty.stopping here.goodnight ppl(:



so slept over at grandparents place w my cuzzins since last fri.it was fun.heehee!.aft my parents sent us to grandparents place,aunt took me and cuzzins out to johor.haharx! and it was like 7plus at night but it was very fun.so we went to jusco.wow!.i am a shoeaholic and when i saw so many shoe shops,i went crazy aite!.but i bought a new blouse instead and im very crazy about it.enough shoes to deal with at home at the moment:D will have to brg mum along the next time i go jusco so she cn buy fr me evrthg i want.haahs.

the nxt day,followed grandma to the market.its bin a long time since i went to the shops there.aww!.i miss living there.heheh.aft that went to my aunt's hse which was just a block away.watched a ghost movie.walau!.there were so many ghost movies to choose frm and they had to choose the one with the ghost that i suuper dun like lah!.i screamed alot so i dun blame my cuzzins fr gg deaf aft the movie ended.haharx!=P

the nxt day,more of my cuzzins cme and they also slept over.so today all of us woke up late coz we watched titanic until 12plus then crapped all the way until we slept.hahas!.my parents cme in the evening to pick us up.i didn wanna leave): wah!.if it wasnt fr sch tmr,i wud still be there lah okay!.heheh.

okay so tmr ther is sec1 orientation thgy.mum told me to go buy my exercise bks tmr too.hmm.if i rmbr lah okay?.my memory is nt that good.hahas.

okaylah.jus finished watching the aff suzuki cup final.unfortunately vietnam won): i was sorta rooting fr thailand.hehehe.nvm.the tournament is over aniways.no nid to get emotional.haharx!.

alrighty.im done.goodnight people(:


i saw you today
and i wanted to say,
''Eww!"
three words for you
i despise you
you dun deserve my respect.


today i didn do much.
waitwait!.i revised my maths.woah.miracle lah!.i nvr used to revise during the hols.guess im becoming a good-er girl.heehee!.i only did chap1.it was easy coz i hven gone on to the harder topics yet.ahahas.tmr i tink i will do all those fractions thgy.thats the difficult thgy aite.i cnt see fractions!.even if the quest is easy,makes me think that it is hard.but when i try to do,then its easy.ahahahaha!.

then i watched the 2nd leg semifinal btwn s'pore and vietnam again.aiya!.shudn hve watched it.made me more angrier.haahs.then i went jogging.eversince my knee injury,i nvr ran on my toes again but then today foolish izza:D decided to try and....i hurt my ankle..and knee again):
i can see blueblack at my ankle there.abit painful when i touched it aite.and my knee gave away.ouch!.then gt that 'crack' sound again.ohmy.soo i limped all the way back home.rested fr awhile than nw,my knee is better.but the blueblack on my ankle is still there!): heheh. dear..

i feel like watching twilight.sis already watched it ystd with her frens.and just nw,i watched the preview.argh!.so fun!.will be gg to watch it soon(:

alrighty.im done.wanna watch movie....on the net!.haharx!.byebye:)



ohmy.s'pore lost to vietnam ystd 1-0.argh!.s'pore should have won aite.they played their hearts out and they put in all their effort.they gave all out aite.s'pore dominated the game okay.omglah!.but just one mistake caused s'pore to lose): noh alam shah did a great job.shahril was terrific too in the first half. but they just cudn score.the vietnam goalkeeper was very good.kept all the s'pore goals out.damn.

what else went wrong?.oh,shahril ishak was attacked by 2 vietnam players but he ended up getting the yellow card.wadahell??!!.noh alam shah was too focused on the ball that he kept bumping into the vietnam players and gt the yellow card as well.hmm):

2nd half,indra entered the game.there were also a few chances for him to score but like i said,the vietnam goalkeeper was good.argh!.a mistake in the s'pore defense caused the vietnam player to score a goal.ishq!.precious emuejeraye wasnt paying attention.u ah!.

in conclusion,i feel sad fr the lions): they deserved to win.and the most valuable player should go to noh alam shah!.haahs.he tried his best.tried to score at every opportunity.but just too bad):
seems like we won't see them in the finals this yr aite.better luck next time okay(:

wowee!.i sound like a commentator.heehees!.



okay.today nth happened.ystd was great and damn funny.haahs.i laughed non-stop:D
firstly,we had to assemble at the canteen.then sue told me and yongzhi to go to the sc rm.i forgot take what then brg to the ava rm.let me tell u smth..this guy aite doesn't noe when he is joking or not.if he juz said smth funny,his face like so serious like tat.haharx!

aft tat,nicholas was the clown of the day.made me laugh all the time.ahahas.i did duty at the 1st floor staircase.wah!.the parents were full of questions okay!.luckily i knew hw to answer.chey!!.haahs.when the parents started to buy sch bks,i also started to slack.walked here and there with jolene.nicholas bought me a drink.thanks(:

aft that had a christmas gift exchange.at first,i was supposed to chge with hamz.and i bought a bracelet fr hamzilah.but it turned out that sue will choose the person that we will exchange our gifts with.i had to exchange with siyian.hahas.
hamzilah gave to jolene.then jolene gave it back to me.ohmy.thanks aite(: ily! hamzilah bought fr me a wallet adn it was white blue.omglah!.nicenice.my fav colour.hehe.thankyous.iilyvm! and i also gt a gift frm carel.slippers!.hahas.it was actually kinda cute.i like it alot.tho its too small fr me to wear,imma put it on display okay?.thanks also.ure awesome:D

then went to the lib with hamz and jannah.wowee!.alot of secrets.i lioke!.heehee.but they are safe with me(:

alrighty.im done.will be gg out soon.evryone has bathed but nt me.haharx!.okayokay.byebye(:




ystd i slept quite latebut i still had to wake up early coz my grandparents are still ard and they dun like me waking up late.haiz..haahs.nvm

aft tat,we breakfasted at mcdonalds then we went to visit my other grandparents hse near gekpoh there.bibik jun's baby was there(: ohmy.he is so cute!.i keep forgetting his name aite.i tink it sounds smth like ari?!.he is very cute.he is my cutest baby cuzzin!.i cnt forget his face.argh!.i miss him.his dad was a former football player.i hope he grows up to be one(:

hmm.aft that i went to jp to buy a bk and to buy a gift fr hamzilah.i hope she likes it(: today the sec4s got back their n level results.no wonder i saw a lot of jwss-ians at jp.hahahs.

my dining table is super full!.its filled with food.grandma keeps buying us food.i dun even dare to eat animre.haharx!.

oh,tmr is sec1 registration.will have duties.hve to be in sch by 7.tats very early): nvm

okay.im done.byebye!


i like number 10(:


omglah!.the match today was super scary okay!.s'pore vs vietnam.vietnam was damn good.they run super fast okay!.and their defence.wah!.dun nid to say urh.ohmy): but s'pore defenders were very good.so both teams didn score anythg.but good job bye agu casmir.he was goood.daniel bennet was quite good.he did better than baihakki.did most of the defending frm what i saw.heheh.

indra played the 1st half then he subst with alam shah.indra is hot:D


i am very happy today.hahas!.mum went to the market today and then she gave me a letter.when i checked it,i was like so happy lah!.i got the eagles award!.yeay!!.wowee!.hahas.im so high:D the eagles award means so much to me okay.it shows that all the hard work that i put into the sch paid off.heehee!.and i also received the edusave scholarship.ohmy.bonus.im gonna be rich!.ahahs.i alreadi told my mum that imma take out $100.i wanna spend it on clothing.haharx!.

okay.so sis is making cookies right now.turned out my grandparents are cumin tonight.haahs.so i quickly went jogging again just now.coz the few days that they are staying over,i cnt go jogging.they dun like to see me in shorts.heh.old ppl(: and also,if i didn go jogging again today,wah!.i will gain alot of weight okay!.my grandparents will buy tis and buy that for us to eat.haharx!.woah.but its heaven aite.ahahs.

alrighty.i smell terrible.did i mention i just cme back frm jogging and i stink?.HAHARX!.okay off to bathe!.

byebye ppl!.






okay.i have just completed my mly project.yeah!.haahs.i noe many ppl say they are not gonna do it, but i did the project just to play safe.coz usually they say they wont do it but they end up doing it aite.hahas.funny ppl:D

i am also keeping myself updated with the current AFF Suzuki Cup 2008.ohmy!.its awesome lah!.ahahs.the pic above was taken during the match btwn s'pore and indonesia.and..baihakki scored the first goal.wowee!.yeah!.hahas.they are now in the semi-finals.this wed,thers another match btwn s'pore and vietnam.i think so..haahs.but i know s'pore is playing aite!.heehees!.

omg.indra seems hotter than before.i got some new pics of him aites.he is like at the most left of the pic above.nxt time,pls take a pic of him standing in the middle okay?.haharx!.

i wanna buy the bk twilight.i realli want it!): i dun want to borrow frm my fren coz in the end ,its not mine aite.i have to give it back.hahahahahs!.

okay.my grandparents are cumin to stay at my hse tmr.my cuzzins frm tampines were supposed to stay over too but on thur and fri they hve to go back to sch): nvm.always a next time(:

okay.im done.goodnight all:D





~"When you lose your hair in front, it means you're a great thinker, while if you lose it in the back, it means you're a great lover."
"Wow! I'm losing it in the front and in the back!"
"Oh, well. That just means you think you're a great lover."~

haahs.okay.nowadays i like to search fr jokes and then laugh to myself.weird but its fun!.haharx!.so my next few posts will include jokes until i get bored of them.ahahas(:

ystd what did i do?.hmm.oh,my mum and i went to jp popular to buy my sch bks.i finally got to walk ard the extended jp area u noe.its nice:D thers alot more shops aite.on our way home,we say this 'little miss' tshirt and i like it very much!.wowee.but i didn get to buy it): nvm.heheh. but the design on the tshirt is very nice,not like those normal little miss tees.hmm.i really want one.will force mum to buy fr me.hahah

today,i went jogging again.there was this group of little boys playing soccer.wah!.they dare to flirt with me sia!.so young!.like pri4 and pri5 like tat alreadi noe how to flirt.i laughed like hell lah!.pls lah!.i onli started to flirt when im in sec sch.haharx!.*red-faced* and they were short okay.only reach my shoulders.haiz..u boys still have a long way to go.don't flirt too much okay?.haahs.

im still wondering where is the sc room keys..its not with mdm yapp,sue,idayu or hamz.i didn even touch it soo im not a suspect(: haharx!.haiya.if its lost,how to go into the room and take the blazers?.hmm.nvm.not my problem.


wokay.im done fr today.goodnight ppl(:



today was super tiring!!.band committee members had to clean the band rm.fun was fun coz get to mix with the other committee members.but we had to wipe the floor u noe.with our hands.coz the mop wasn't tat helpful.we cudn get the stains out using the mop.sooo had to our hands.hahahas.up until now,i seriously cant feel my thumb and index finger on my right hand.hahas.wah!.i scrape untill the stain come out okay!.

when i reached home,i quickly go cut my fingernails coz all the dirt like stuck inside there.haharx!.hmm.there was like tension btwn some ppl in the band rm juz now.wah!.i really cnt stand it lah!.so i just kept quiet.

then i went home with smitha,layting and felicia.layting told me sme thgs..it was hard to disagree aite.coz i think what u said was true.and felicia.wah!.we really never talk about you okay.who tell you one?!.wah!.relax relax!.we dun even have anythg to gossip about you in the first place!.haahs.you are a gd person.u shocked me okay!.suddenly u blow up.i was really scared okay!.dun do that again.hahas.scarey!

i really feel very tired.like no energy aite.haahs.oh,i saw him in sch today(: but the feeling like not really there u noe.i still felt very happy when i saw him.but it didn make me go as 'high' as i wud normally be.hmm.no comment:D

tmr will be gg to the market with mum then off to buy the remaining sch bks tat i dun hve.mum saed hve to wake up early.hmm.i will try lah..hahas.

okay.im done ppl.byebye!(:


you appeared in my dreams
and it was disgusting
just seeing your face
i wish i nvr hve such a dream again
in conclusion,
i despise you.


its abit blur.but i tink u guys get the joke rite?.haahs.i find it funny okay.atleast i know the guy above is more slower than me!.wowee!.hahahas.

okay!.so today had the LAST band prac!.woohoo!.i can rest and enjoy my remaining weeks of holiday!.hehe.abit sad lah.coz im alreadi missing ariff.he is very funny lah tat guy.he stand behind me then he will always talk to me.today he had to went off early coz he was gg mlysia.wah!.so weird w/o him okay!.hahas

today mr kumar treated me and sme other students a mcdonald meal.wowee!.hahas.i shared mine w hui ni coz confirm i cant finish it all up.aft tat,karel joined us.i talked through some stuff to her.wah!.finally my chest feels lighter aft telling her about it.hahas.aft tat back to band.

end of band prac,mr han told all of us to brg back our instruments.but.......i DIDN'T!.hahas!.come on lah!.its a BIG tuba!.how do u expect me to drag it all the way home?!.many ppl also didn brg back their instruments so i also didn bother.hahas

had a commitee meeting jus nw.they were talking bout sec3 stuff so me,peishan and jonelle started to crap.wah!.i became very very horny u noe!.then i laugh like crazy lah!.jonelle's face was super duper red.i get horny once in a while only okay.pls do not take it for granted.hahas!.

hmm.so that was the end of my day.haahs.alrighty.im gg off.byebye!(:



okay.im rushing to watch a horror movie rite now.soo..what did i do today?.
i watched alot of movies aite!.different types okay!.hahahas(:

mum and dad went to buy roti prata,rojak and mee kuar fr dinner juz now.so im very very full rite nw,heehee!.

tmr thers band prac.last prac.woohoo!.but im abit scared.i still cant play tis one part of 'saturday night'.if hve to brg home my instrument home,hw?!.wawawa!.die lah!.ahahas.

okay im done.byeez!.


im done thinking.
i have the answer.
the answer is..
whats ure decision?.


okay.so today i had band prac..wow!.it was very tiring.very very torturous.today mr han was very strict on the bass.haahs.the set piece had a lot of changes in the style of playing so when he asked the bass to change our style,i changed!.but then idk why but he kept saying we were playing too loud!...too soft!.not smooth enough..haiz..nvm.im a very good person so i wont insult him.haahs.bcoz nomatter what,i still did improve alot(:

hmm.aft lunch,some students from clementi sec joined us?.okay..i wont elaborate on that coz i didn even tok to them.i had to pump the saxephones aites..i felt very bad but sry.im doing my duty aite:D

aft tat,went home with niswen,suriya,asyraff and theve.asyraff is full of crap lah!.ahahas!.i laughed all the way to the interchange.haharx!.

okay.i wanna watch tv now.so stopping here.byebye!


what's your decision?.



today's post will be about friendship.haahs.my friendship/

hmm.how do we start?..

you are treating me like shit.guess this friendship doesn't mean anythg to you rite?.you said you wanted a break.a long break.alrighty,fine.i gave it to you.but you are just taking too long and i cant wait.nowadays if u see me,all u do is give me the cold shoulder.u don't even dare to look me in the eyes anymore.does having a break means u give a cold shoulder to me?.pls lah!.i dun even want to look at you anymore!.you have changed.

what happened to us?.we lost it.u dun even wanna share thgs with me.no more secrets are being shared btwn us anymore.and nowadays,if i dun start the conversation with you,there will be a brief silence.there's even nothing for you to talk to me about anymore!.and now,you are just acting as if nothing happened btwn us.well guess what?.im starting to get used to it and ure fading away from my mind.if u have had it with me,come to me and say it in my face.i wont scold you.in fact imma praise you fr being brave aite.

i feel really exhausted.its like everythg btwn us nowadays is fake.i feel like giving up.seriously.severing my ties with you.but im still hanging in there.bcoz it took us almost a yr to create the strong bond that we once had.and we had good memories.but they are just no more now.coz those small lil thgs that u used to do to me dun happen anymore..tho its hard to let go,i find myself letting it slip out of my hands so easily.lets see how long i can hang in there.how long we can hang in there.

if i do finally give up hope,im sorry aite.right nw,everytime i try to find a solution,i find myself blocked by the 4 walls..im terribly sorry but what really got me angry is tat u act as if i dun exist!.what u think im a puppet?!.just put up fr display and when it gets ugly,u throw it away?!.wth.

i do agree that sometimes i can get very busy and i have no time for you.and for that,i apologise.maybe that is one of the reasons why we are drifting apart..but pls understand.i dun make myself busy!.u shud have thought of that..

im not blaming you aite but im merely expressing my feelings.this has been kept inside me for a long time.aft this,imma feel better and even if u are gonna continue ignoring me,imma do just the same to you aite..



friendship..
isn't about whom you've known the longest.
it's about those who came..
and never ledt your side..

Izza[:
I'm who i am
Born to love blue
I own converse(:
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