okay.so today i had band prac from 9am-4pm.and we only had a 1hr break!.so during lunchtime,quickly bought smth to eat outside sch then ate on the way back to sch.not much stalls were opened in sch tats why.

the morning session was a killer!.had to really play until the tutor was satisfied.WHICH until the end of the session,he wasn't pleased.grr!.had to play the FP very very loud then suddenly go soft the slowly slowly loud again.wah.he made us play that very long u noe.aft tat,we played all the scales.F major scale was a killer aite!.but nvm.i managed it.the songpiece that we had to play rite..he made us play even all those small small details.by the end of the session,my lips hurting alreadi.realli cnt play already.

aft tat lunch w suriya and aqilah.then back to the afternoon session again.wah!.my hands aching already keep holding the tuba straight.i was very tired already.and my legs turn SUUPER red already!!.i couldn't even play animore.my notes weren't clear.but it was fun bcoz asyraff was very funny.he stand so far yet can still make me laugh.ahahas!.hilmi almost wanted to scold me already.heheh.

by the end of band prac,my lips very very very painful!!.the skin between my mouth and nose hurts damn bad until now.i hope it recovers by fri.i have band prac again): also,shufen and leon didn come today.sooo i had to do the stocktake alone.but its okay lurh.i managed it.wowee!.

okay.im very tired already.stopping here.
goodnight(:


they say friends come and go..
only true friends remain..
so are you a true friend?






my hair looks very messy in the tat pic.ahahas.okay,nvm:D

im having a flu.ive been having it since last fri.i felt very drowsy when i was about to go to sleep ystd.i tot of taking panadol flu but it alreadi ran out.there was only panadol extra.i cnt take panadol extra u noe!.ltr the whole night i cnt sleep.it happened twice alreadi!.ohmy!.

so today i went shopping for sch bks.we went to this j.w bkshop.every year we go there to buy bks.better then buying at sch.always out of stock.haahs.i felt very tired so aft tat we went home.mum went to buy panadol flu.

when we reached hme,i quickly took panadol flu then went to slp.omglah.it felt so good to sleep peacefully!.haharx!.

so now,here i am posting.and i still feel very weak.heheh.

okay.friends are all back frm mount ophir.thank god!.and horny has topup her phne.thank god too!.haharx!.

okay.stopping here.i feel very tired already.gg to rest again.goodbye(:

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alrighty.my mum and i were looking through our old albums and we found these photos of my cuzzins and i.ahahas.ohmy.we've grown up so much.enjoy the pics ppls(:


from left: bibik fidah,me,asyraff,haziq and sis.

bibik fidah,haziq.fatin,.me,asyraff and sis
asyraff,haziq,sis,baby bro,bibik fidah and me

bro,adilah,sis and fatin
bibik chacha,fatin,me,asyraff,sis,haziq and bibik fidah
haziq,sis,asyraff and me

fatin,me and sis

haziq,me,sis and bibik fidah
from left:fatin,grandma,adilah,me,asyraff,granddad,sis
bottom: bro,hadi,haziq,hazim,zafran
COUSINS '08<3
(not including grandparents)=P

omglah!.all of us have grown up so much.sme of them weren't in the pics coz they weren't born yet.haharx!.my cuzzins and i used to live tgt so tats why we've gt alot of pics tgt.ive gt alot mre but i dun wanna bore you guys.ahahas!wowee!.in the past,there only used to be me,sis,haziq,asyraff,adilah and fatin.6 cuzzins only u noe..now u go count the no of ppl in the pic above(excluding my grandparents) 10 cuzzins okay!.waitwait!.there is one mre but she aint in the pic.ahahas(: woah.time flies by really fast aite.i wanna go back to the old times.im thinking of hving a sleepover at my grandma's place.its been a long time since i slept there.heheh.i'll call my cuzzins along too.then we can chat all night(:

hmm.the next few posts will be pics of me when i was young.ahahs.so cute!!.eheh.im nt vain okay.take note of that.=P

hmm.wokay.today i was supposed to follow hamzilah make sc uni for aliyah but turned out i forgot to topup my ezlink and my mum also didn allow soo i didn go out.ahahas.nvm.i was lazy aniwaes.ohya.yesterday mum bought a ppd card fr me.yeay mum!.but i promised her not to overuse my ppd again so a promise is a promise.i will try..heheh.nicholas saed if my ppd is finished,he will buy new one fr me.u say one ah..mke sure u buy fr me asap!.haharx!=P

tmr there's band.lunch break is only 1hr.pathetic!.where do u expect me to go with just 1hr?!.confirm nt all stalls will be opened in sch.last time they gave us 1hr30min.so why nw only 1hr?.we've always been back punctual what!.haiz..weird ppl.nvm.

tmr many of my frens are gg to mount ophir expedition.im gonna miss hamzilah.ahahas.and the rest too lah!.dun worry.=P i was supposed to go but then i rejected coz dad seemed reluctant and at first i didn noe many of my frens were gg too.turned out the whole bucnh of them are gg.hahas!.nvm.and he's gg too:( omglah!.i shouldn't hve rejected!.stoopid me!.hehehe.

nvm.have a safe trip my frens.will stop here fr nw/goodbye ppl.



guess what?.karel's party was on yesterday and i tout it was today.ahahs!.luckily suriya reminded me and then i checked her msg and it was sent on saturday.haharx!.i only got her msg only yesterday.smth is seriously wrong with my hp.i keep getting my msges one day ltr.i tink its bcoz i didn top-up my ppd aite.im thinking of topping up like $9 value first.when i've gt enough money,imma top-up $18!!.ahahas!.see first lah..coz i hven even top-up my ezlink card yet!.ohmy!.i hve to work aite!.ahahas.

aniwaes.today i didn go out.i tout of gg out with suriya and his friends but idk his friends that well.so decided not to..smemre sis is away fr camp and my bro was on the comp the WHOLE DAY so there's no one to keep mum company.since im a good girl,i stayed at home(: haharx.

i wanted to start on my malay project today but idk why but i didn!.ahahas.i almost forgot that iffah's my partner.will have to ask her opinion on sme thgs first(: i did some reading juz now.and im done with one book already.will start on another one tmr.ahahs.fast aite?.wowee!.

went jogging juz nw.i saw my neighbour that i don't really like.i feel as if she's like a bitch u noe..but she's not as bad as my other neighbour.haharx!.besides that,the rest of my neighbours are loved by me okay!.=P

tmr again another day at home.im beginning to feel as if home aint that bad.haharx!.coz ive been gg out alot lately okay.wowee!.

hmm.thats all fr today.byebye ppl! (:

i got to know some things..
and just to let u know..
im done with the past..
now all i wanna do is
look ahead to the path
that i've lead myself into..





yesterday dad didn work again so he sent us to grandma's place.it turned out that grandma wasn't aware we were cumin.ahahas.then suddenly my relatives came.wowee!.so happy to see my cuzzins.so since dad wasnt working and he drives a lorry,all of us decided to go out.

so..we went to pasir ris park.our childhood place.ohmy.it was a long time since we went there you noe.it changed alot.but there were some parts of the playground that remained the same.so my cuzzins and i played everythg.omglah!.so fun!.there was this spinner that my cuzzins and i loved to spin on everytime we went there.so all of us sat there and my dad spinned all of us.haharx!.i gt very dizzy.overall,i really miss that place.my cuzzins and i always went there in the past.haiz..good memories

after tat,all of us went to eat at Bedok Market.also long time since we've been there.haharx!.yesterday was very fun.it was like we were retracing our steps.our childhood.wowee!.

but...today is boring.ahahas!.so pls,if anyone wants to go out tmr and wants me to accompany u,dun hesitate to ask aite!.im at ure service 24/6...i need one hr to sleep.haharx!.

will stop here today!.byebye.


one of those boys..
caught my eye..




alrighty then.goodbye and goodnight!


i'm having doubts about us again..
i cried because of you before..
and i'm not ready to do it again..



today was another school day.ahahas.had band prac from 9 to 4.30pm.had a lunch break fr 1 and half hr so went to jp banquet to eat with horny,huini and suriya(: hahas,when we were walking to jp,i was telling horny about a shooting star.but i accidentally said falling star.hahas!.after that i saed wishing star.omg.smth is wrong with me.ahahs!

today band prac was okay,abit bored during the morn session so....i crapped with hilmi!.haharx!.evrytime mr han didn ask us to play our instruments,hilmi and i wud put our insturments down and sing!.we act like rockstars like tat..hahas. and he made me laugh alot!.i was very noisy in the band room juz nw.recently,i hve a knack fr gg noisy in the band rm.heheh(:

alrighty.after band prac went to je lib to return a magazine.it was looooong overdue u noe!.haharx!.and horny paid the fine fr me.wow.thx horny.ily(:

ther was tis indian lady who approached us at the je bus interchge.they were like selling pens to earn money fr charity.wah!.horny so kind give $2 okay!.willingly anot hmm?.=P

waitwait.before i end,i would like to wish again a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAREL !!.WOWEE!.

okay,will stop here fr today(:

I'm gonna miss you
like a child misses their blanket
but i've gotta get a move on with my life
it's time to be a big girl now
and big girls don't cry..

Labels: i never meant it to get so personal.

ohmy.the kittens are very cute.haahs.currently,i hve an obsession with cats.wowee!.haharx!

today i had a great day.went out fr breakfast with mum and sis.i ate yong tau fu.woah.i was full to the limit aite.haharx!.then in the afternoon,went out with hamz,don,suriya,afiq and mukmin(: met suriya at jp mcdonald.then waited fr the rest to come.hahas.it was very fun okay!.today was the second day i met mukmin and today was the first time i crapped with him.haahs.let me tell u,this guy is very funny.all the way joking ard.ahahs.my entertainer for the day(:

gt the results today.im posted to 3e2(: wowee!.my dream class.feeling abit regretful i didn opt for 3e1.coz its not as if i cudn go,i cud go..but i know my own weaknesses better than anyone else.so i still believe that i hve made the right choice aite(: sry ppl.

alrighty.now can anyone guess why im using green as my text colour?.coz its fr my fren and her birthday is tmr.and also bcoz i wont get to celebrate with her.will be busy.haahs.and her name is karel!.sry if its 1 day in advance but i will be very busy tmr:(

alrighty,
HAPPY advanced BIRTHDAY TO KAREL!.sweet 16!.wowee!.hahas.
it has been a pleasure being your friend for quite a long time.let me see..hmm.i've known you for 6yrs karel.and god was kind to give me such a wonderful friend like you.always making me laugh.jus listening to you laugh makes me laugh too.haharx.words cannot express my gratitude to you for being such an amazing friend.i guess it runs in the family doesn't it?=P alrighty,have a blast on your birthday and do think wisely for your three wishes!.LOL.haharx!.happy birthday again<3>

Sunday, November 9, 2008 8:06 AM

wowee!.singapore night live!(:
night scenery
ohmy.this pic is very nice:D
singapore flyer(:
scenery from marina barrage
marina barrage.
sis and me(:
heheh.im lost=P



the 3 siblings(:





hello people(:
i know its quite late to post but i juz finished watching a movie.its called 'Army Daze'.its a singapore movie and damn funny okay!.i recommend it to you.ahahas.

hmm.juz nw went to IKEA with family(: it was very fun.haharx!.the furnitures damn nicelah!.i wanted to buy a new cupboard but.........my current one is still in perfect condition so better not waste money.haharx!.then i went to almost every single showroom.ahahs!.after tat,we went to marina barrage.the place was very cool!.from the top of the marina barrage,ure able to see a lotta thgs aite.s'pore flyer.the tall tall buildings.haharx!.when its nighttime,wowee!.beautiful okay!.hahas.took a lot of pic.ther was tis one pic lah.i took it it.then my brother die die say he took it u noe!.then he was angry with me then he go delete one of my pics.omglah!.revenge isit?!.ahahs..childish.i am very proud of the pics i took.hahas.but im not vain.i just like it.aniwaes,pics are up aboove(:

Saturday, November 8, 2008 5:19 AM

this pic was taken at the chalet.hahas.big fun aite.

nth much happened lately.went out with hamz and don yesterday.oh!.and i saw aisyah(: she was having cca outing.ahahs.

hmm.today didn go to grandma's place coz dad aint working today.i was sorta looking forward to it aite.haiz..nvm(:

felt quite bored today so I surfed the net for riddles and i found some that really cracked me up.haharx!

1) Why can't you take a picture of a man with a wooden leg?.
2) Why do scuba-divers fall backwards out of a boat?
3) You can carry it wherever you go and it can never get heavy. What is it?
4) 3 robbers robbed a shop.Once they came out, they had totally changed, but they still continued robbing.why?


Answers(:
1) people take pictures with a camera,not a wooden leg!=P
2)if the scuba-divers were to fall forward,they would fall into the boat!:D
3)your name(:
4)the 3 robbers robbed a clothing shop.they stole the clothes and changed into them=D

haharx!.now i feel abit better!.=P

Wednesday, November 5, 2008 3:58 AM

today was a very fun day.hahas.but quite tiring.hamz,don and i went to west coast park to settle the games there.but!!!!..we faced a problem.we didn noe how to get there.haharx!.so at BL bus interchge,don went to ask the passenger service wic bus to take.he came back and told us that we hve to take bus 30 but smart don forgot to ask which stop to alight.ahahas..i was already laughing like crazy already.

then we got on the bus and waited until we saw the sea or smth before we alighted.but we saw NO SEA AT ALL!.haharx.then don asked the bus driver but u noe what?.the bus driver go and speak hokkien.hahahas.haiz.if he want to be bus driver,atleast learn some basic english cn?!.ahahs.another funny incident.aft that a commonwealth student boarded the bus.we asked her where is west coast and she said that it is the stop aft her stop.so we waited until she alighted then we dropped off the stop aft hers.

haahs.guess what?.we were nowhere near west coast park okay!.in front of the bus stop was a sch.come on lah!.ive nvr seen a sch right in front of a beach okay!=P ahahas..but there was a park nearby lah.i think tat girl tout we were refering to that park aite.haahs.then we walked and walked and walked...still no sign of west coast park!.ohmy!.:D we walked until the highway there u noe.i think right we broke the world record already lah!.it was SUPEER far lah okay!!.ahahas.finally we saw like a glimpse of west coast park.but we were on the left side and tat place was on the other side.so we had to make a VERRY long u-turn aite.hahas.

but the trip was worthwhile.don was the entertainer.let me say he will make a very 'GOOD TOURGUIDE'.hahas.when we finally reached that place,stopped at mcdonalds first to grab a bite.talked some thgs out then off to settle the games.hahas,i long time nvr go there okay!.so i was very high playing all the games.ahahs.

and that was the end of the day.in conclusion,today was a good day to exercise.ahahs.walked all the way to west coast.ahahahs.ohmy.there are still many places to go to settle the games.will have to do it very quickly.the camp is nxt wk.and there is alot to be done.

alrighty.done(:

Just For You..
cheer up friend..
i felt very sad seeing you like that..
i've never seen that side of you before..
but no matter what..
you do know that
i will always be there for you..
to give a listening ear..
do u know why?.
coz i am your friend.
and i will always be(:

Monday, November 3, 2008 3:38 AM

my neck hurts.ive been copying down alot of admin stuff.this will be a suuper short post.
hmm.what happened today?marketing..aft that went to jp with hamzilah,atiqah,afiq and nicholas.walked ard there and i am interested in a new phne.right nw,im am hp maniac!.haharx!

that's all aite.byebye people!

ohya.thx for the breakfast nicholas(:

Sunday, November 2, 2008 6:39 AM

another random pic?.heheh.i dun want my post to look dull(:

today i went to jp with hamzilah.we found a spot at ljs and discussed bout the sc camp.it was fun.we managed to come up with some new games.but we still dunnoe what to order fr the bbq.haharx!.i could only think of honey chicken wings!.ahahs..aft that,we went looking for cakes.shh!.im not gonna say why=P

then we went to all the hp shops.ohmy.im falling in love with flip phones.esp LG KF750.omglah!its very very nice!and slim aite.and the camera is 5MP!.i can faint lah.i even took the LG brochure!haharx.im very obsessed with it right nw.

aft that we went to this new shop.i tink its called the Blues Shop.that shop sells alot of accesories u noe.and the prices are quite reasonable too aite.i recommend u tat place.haharx!then we went to Chamelon.hahas.my ring finger very sore alreadi.its like we tried on evry single ring lah!.smemre gt this one ring almost cnt cme out okay!.ahahas..

then i went home.hahas.hamz had to wait fr her mom at interchge.then yongjie msg me.he saed he saw me.hahas.nvr say hi isit har?.hahas..

the rest of the day slacked at home.there wasn't much to do.hmm..tmr will be gg for sch mrketing.and i hope someone doesn't forget my breakfast tmr morning.>:( hees!.

please take note:i will be very busy for this whole week.i will not have time to go out.ahahs.

alrighty.im done here aite(:
i miss horny<3

Saturday, November 1, 2008 6:10 AM

the pic quality isnt that good aite.hahas.i was wearing a sch bag and sch tie:D my sis was using the comp so i had nth much to do.tats why i do weird stuff.haharx!

wokay!.today i didn go anywhere.i watched a bollywood movie.ahahs.my favourite!.it was very sweet.the story was about a blind girl.then her mum died.blahblahblah.if i were to tell u the full story,it might take a full day.haharx!

my mum cooked one of my fav dishes today!(: i noe what its called but idk hw to spell it u noe..

hmm.what else?.sec3s are back frm camp.will be msging sme of them.hahas.it felt so different nt msging them.heheh.

i felt abit weird today.as if smth is wrong.

im suddenly thinking of you..
im suddenly missing you terribly..
sometimes when im sad..
u comfort me..
but what worries me is..
will u always be there for me?

Izza[:
I'm who i am
Born to love blue
I own converse(:
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