hahas.cute aint it?..i mean the pic lah! aiyo.hahahs.

today was a very tiring and hardest marketing day yet. we went to west grove pri sch but we weren't the only sch there.it was like an open house with alot of other sec schs..it was suuper difficult to attract the students to our class.coz the class that they gave us was the most furthest away frm the staircase.so..we had to reaally walk here and walk there to grab some ppl.sue and hamz were awesome lah.haharx!.they actually went to nan hua's place to make a deal with them.i found it very funny but it was a very strategic way of attracting students.soo..hamzilah,i'll juz say this ONCE.i have to agree that u were awesome okay..haharx!.and u too sue.

most of the time,i had to be inside our class to usher and take the students around the panels.i was a good talker okay.ahahs.and i still am.=P some of the visitors were parents.wic was a harder thg and i managed it.yea! i was one of the few who gt their break after a suuper long time! so i was very tired but after my break,i gt my energy back.superwoman!.haharx!

mdm yapp came to west grove to talk about the new president and ex-cos nxt yr.and the good thg is i get to keep my post!.haharx!.my fav job ever.abit disappointed that i wasn't chosen as president but i didn't really want it in the first place.so,its okay.and the best woman won aite.haharx!

hmm.today my flirt partner was nicholas(: hahas.he was my boyfriend for the day.and pls rmbr my sausage sandwich this monday okay? if not,i won't talk to you AT ALL!.=P ahahas.

i have a cut on my index finger.i injured it while trying to pluck a veerrry long leaf.ahahs.this shows that it is a very dangerous world out there.sometime the trees too have their moodswings.haharx!

went home with aqilah,hamzilah and nicholas.(: nicholas was forced to carry my bag all the way to the bus interchge.haharx!.im very evil!!.and he didn mind so heck cares..ahahs.

hmm.will stop here.hve a good weekend ppl<3

1 more day..
i cant stop myself..
from wishing u were back..
haahs.guess what?.
i found your look-alike.
but u look much better<3

Labels: u were such a sweetie..

today we went marketing at Xingnan pri sch again.wahsey!.i tell you.the students there were the hardest to tackle u noe!.but i managed to do it.and since it has been like weeks we hven been doing marketing,its was suuper fun.

but a few ppl didn come.hahas.and someone's uni gt wet in the heavy rain yesterday night.who ah?heheh..also,sue and hamzilah ket laughing bout an incident yesterday when sue almost fell.hahas.i gt tired of laughing about it aites..

today there was band.but i cudn go coz the marketing ended at 1pm.same fr band.and i actualli brought along my sch uni.then it turned out i cudn go fr band parc.haiz..

nth much happened today.i didn go out with suriya and afiq today.coz i gt a scolding frm mum already..she saed ive been gg out alot lately.ahahs.mums.nvm.

alrighty then.stopping here.byebye!(:

everytime ure fading from my mind..
u suddenly come back again..
and u make a difference in my life..
its just like a cycle..
repeating itself..
over and over again..



today i went fr marketing at Xingnan pri sch.we did nth much.coz today we didn hve to interact with students coz interaction section is tmr aite..so,sorta slacked..

according to mr chian,the councillors weren't that active today and we did thgs more slowly than usual.and we weren't supposed to let the teachers carry the panels.but they already carried what!.u want us to carry what? the teachers ah?!.haiyo..usually its us who carry the panels u noe.then the teachers see us work our butts off all the time..and i wasn't in the mood to market anyway.i juz felt so moody okay.so today,i wasn't the 100% me.

afiq wasn't in the mood too.hahas.u shud hve seen him scold these 2 xingnan students.they were running ard this teacher and he found it suuper annoying then he told them to go smewhere else and read a book.haharx!.that was my first laugh for today.

then..went jp with suriya and afiq.we saw iffah and the gang.ahahas.im lazy to name them all u noe..they were gonna watch HSM3.damn it.if my allowance wasn't low,i wud hve gone and watched it too.sme said the movie was nice.some said it wasn't as nice as the last 2 ones..hahas.watever.

on the whole,i was quite moody today.haharx(:

u purposely came back late.
i aint stupid.
there is this thought of mine
that keeps haunting me nowadays.



today i had band prac.and today mr han had his moodswing again.haiz..hate it when he gets it aite..

we practised some of the scales.then we played 3 of our marching songs coz according to mr han,we will be performing fr the scdf parade again.omg!i cant wait.that place is super cool okay.ahahs.filled with hot guyz.but sme guyz look very very weird i tell you..then we began practising the syf piece.i like that song very much.but there is this one part wic is suuper fast lah!.the beat is 7/8 u noe..then i play like mad woman like tat.hahas.but seriously,the song is nice..

sabir was very funny today.hahas.there was this one part in the song.trumpets had to play a horse neighing.then the percussion had to play the part where the horse gallops.then after playing that part rite,sabir ask me..'gt sheep in the song ah?'..HAHARX!.wadahell.sheeps dun gallop sabir!.and they dun neigh.haharx!.ohmy.so funny.i was laughing non-stop in the band rm then i forgot who look at me lah then i stop.then i laugh again!.haharx!.nxt prac im gonna sit beside him again.make sure he listens to the sound properly.=D

after that,at 10am.went off fr sec1 orientation rehearsal.didn do much there.me,aisyah,jolene,joan slacked aites.took some pics,tagged some ppls blogs and i flirted with jolene.ehy,jolene.fun right?.remind me to do it again okay?.ahahs.

after tat went to jp with afiq and hamzilah.afiq was looking for..hmm.hahas.nvm.after he went off volleyball prac,i went 7-11 with hamzilah and i bought this packet of brownies!.hahas.super nice.i recommend it to u.ahahas..but will get easily sick of it.so dun eat too much okay?=P..

okay.will stop here.(:


i grabbed this pic from yongjie's friendster.hahas.i completely forgot that we once took this pic.haharx!.aniwaes..introducing...2e1 2008!.hahas.nah.nvm.

tmr is the registration day for streaming class next year.i am very very confused.hahas.shud i take 3e1 or 3e2 aite?..to tell u the truth,3e2 has been my dream class since sec1.i realli like that class..but teachers are expecting me to go 3e1 but i find it difficult.but after listening to some people talking bout 3e1,i suddenly feel abit interested.ABIT only okay ppl..haharx!.im interested in the pure sciences..but im scared if i go 3e1,i wont be able to cope aite.i have been very busy tis yr.i cnt imagine hw my life wud be in 3e1..haharx!

hmm.3e2.among the three sciences,im most interested in bio.but fr my EOY,i scored the lowest fr bio compared to physics and chem.but i did pass okay.quite satisfied with my marks..but i cnt take Amaths.i only gt c6.and im nt interested in the first place.comp studies?.hmm.maybe.but i didn take the suitability test last week.idk if they would still accept me aite.hahars.and ppl have been telling me its hard.so,now i am very very confused.

hmm.will have to think it through the night.hahas.there is band tmr.haiz..u shud see our band schedule.every single week there is 2-3 pracs aite.ohmy.smemre tmr there's sec1 orientation briefing.and thurs and fri.there is still bnd and marketing.wasey.clashclashclash!.haharx.i will be very tired.

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong





ive been thinking bout my sec2 year since yesterday..hahas.i suddenly appreciate all those small thgs that has happened in my life.really..

this has been another wonderful year..no offense but i dun really miss 2e1 as much as i do fr 1e1..but i have made many many wonderful friends this yr..and i am proud i did.(:
for my MT class,we are much closer together than we were last year.i have grown very attached to my MT class.its full of rockin ppl.haharx!.i heard that sme are gonna retain or go NA..i feel abit sad.it juz doesnt feel complete w/o the same group of ppl in the class..

for the slurpees,u guys are full of CRAP!..hahas.tats why i love u guyz very very much..this yr has been a very stressful yr fr me with alotta thgs gg on..but whenever i feel stressed or sad,all i have to do is sit with you guys and soon,i will be laughing along..u guyz are all great listeners.forever willing to listen to what i have to say.that is very sweet.i might not talk alot but i juz want to say that i really love being with you guyz..coz u guyz can realli make me laugh(: mj,karel,vaish,jonelle,chiew min and siyian.we've been together since last yr.i really cannot imagine and cannot bear being in a different class as all of you..as fr the guyz..anirudh,yongjie and guo hao..w/o u guyz in class,i guess the rest of the guyz wudn tok at all..anirudh,i dun tok to u much but being ure fren has been a pleasure.yongjie,lemme say that u are very cute indeed.hahas.i like ure voice okay.guohao.u are simply funny.ure jokes are quite lame but i will forever laugh at them.=Di love the whole bunch of ya'll!

for my dear horny..hahas.omg.i feel like laughing already.=D i only got to noe u this year but i feel as if ive known u longer than that.u have bin a wonderful friend to me.one of the bestest i have to say..and u are my no.1 source of entertainment!.i can crap with you all day long and i can nvr be bored..i can really talk to you and tell u my secrets.i really like to flirt with u hahas..i like it alot whenever u pluck a leaf and give it to me.very cute okay!.i noe we had a recent misunderstanding but that has been cleared and we are getting along like we did last time..i have this suspicion that u hve been reading my blog secretly..hmm..well,if u do read this,pls feel honoured.haharx!=P and i love you very much okay..

for dearest-test hamzilah..chey!!..we are much closer than we were last yr.and i know u smetimes get annoyed with me for talking bout him at times,but u still listened and i really appreciate that dear..secrets are easily shared among us and i feel at ease with you..i dun have to worry bout what to tok to you about..u are forever there fr me when i need comforting.u are indeed an awesome friend.u come in one whole package!hahas,thx for being a great listener.i love you too okay..

for my darling iffah and aisyah..i am very proud that our friendship has managed to stay this long..two yrs may not seem long but i feel happy being ard both of you..aisyah,u crappy gal.ive bin sitting beside u in MT class fr two yrs.happy to have u as my partner.and u noe wat?i wudn change u for anyone else as my partner.listening to your stories bout the thgs ure family does really makes me laugh.haharx.next time,be a comedian aite?hahas..iffah..we've managed to come this far.we weren't in the same class this yr but we're still very close.and i appreciate that very much..i love both of you damn much..hahas.

friendships really mean alot to me.especially these people..i dunnoe how my life wud be without them.they will forever brighten up my life..but that doesn't mean idc bout my other friends.its those small little things that make ure life very very meaningful.and u guyz are those small little stars that make my life worthwhile.(:

i didn't realise that would really hurt you..


i cant remember when tis pic was taken.hahas.but i still posted it aniway.but i remember tat book!.its reader's digest ppl!.ahahas..

today is the last day of sch.abit sad.received alot of hugs frm ppl.Ooh!.liked it.hahas.horny didn gimme a hug.hmm.im still waiting okay?.=p

on the way back home,i felt that a bit sad coz i realised that i've grown attached to 2e1.ahahas.i will miss their geekiness!.i gt 13th position in class and 15 in level.when i compared my EOY marks with mid-yr,it was quite the same with abit of impovement.my marks maintained okay.but i kept wondering why i gt 13th position when mid-yr i gt top 10.i guess those geeks managed to catch up with me aite.haharx!

i didn realli hve enough time fr myself coz believe me,i was busy almost evry single day aite.i didn hve enough time to improve myself further.abit disappointed in myself.but im grateful that i managed to maintain my grades.hahs..

i juz watched vaish's video.nt many pics of me but nevertheless,i felt touched by what she did.hmm.she also gave this picture of us at Bishan Home i think.u were right mj.i almost cried.it was very very sweet okay.thx vaish..ilyvm<3

today had duties fr meet-the-parent session.had to stand at the sme plce.hahas.staircase leading to classes.bt walked ard once in awhile.coz my legs hurt aite.when it was about 7plus,went to do duty with hamzilah.then went to do duty with afiq.haharx!.i cnt keep still.(:
as usual,afiq had alot of stories to tell me.haharx!.u see ah?.who ask u to overuse ure hp bill?.nw cnt msg rite.haiz..=P

went home with hamzilah(:
guess thats ole aite.i will miss 2e1'ians 2008.
i dun want to be separated from the slurpees.
nvm.hahas.
goodnight ppl.

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today was great(: many thgs happened to me today.hahas.and i enjoyed it very much.as usual,the day started with morning duty.i kept laughing non-stop okay.coz aisyah was very funny.she didn paste her mly article on a ppr so she pasted it on a cardboard.hahas.hamzilah was very funny too.she can really make me laugh u noe..hmm.ohya.he came to assemble with us outside the gym too.long time i didn see him.

then it was MT.we went to the comp lab.mdm aisyah was in a bad mood.many ppl were like wondering if she was having her ???.(:we got scolded alot.but me and aisyahrayu kept laughing behind our comp.haharx!.she crap lah tat girl..but i cudn continue crapping with her coz had to do some admin work fr mdm aisyah.haiz..

after tat was sci.on my way back to class,saw aisyah and shafia.stopped to talk to them and aisyah was like ''ehk!ehk!i wanna tell u smth''..in the end,she didn tell me anythg and i was late fr class..hahas.headed to the lib to join my class.we watched I Am Legend.i recommend u that movie.very very cool okay.but let me warn you.pls do not watch the movie in a noisy place.hahas!

during recess duty,i had to patrol 3rd floor.saw jia man and his frens inside.haharx!JIA MAN!!..u scared the hell out of me okay!!.he closed the door and held my arms.that was very scary!!.hahas.u pervert.that is one event that i will nvr forget.:D

after recess duty,waited to hear mr kumar make an announcement b4 gg fr to my dutyplace.when he announced that band was cancelled,i was like WOOHOO!... headed up to the dutyplace with don and i saw him again.but i was busy talking to don.after he walked down,i realised it was him!.hahas.=D

after recess,sci lesson again.went to the lab.the comp i used was spoilt.siyian's too..so we ended up sitting at the front and pulling each other.haharx!,quite fun.once in awhile,being a baby is very fun.in the end,anirudh let me use his comp.thx ani...the rest of the lesson was okay.i played this game with suriya,anuja and shaik.idk wats it called but i ended up getting very high!

after sch,waited with suriya fr atiqah,afiq and aisyah.and omglah!i saw him again.hahas.then went home with them.but atiqah,suriya and i went to jp.accompanied atiqah go kfc to eat.we gossiped alot too.hahas.took 242 home.again,i saw him okay.ahahas!i missed my stop 2 times okay!hahas.then had to walk along way back.but its okay(:

today was seriously a great day.abit sad sch's gonna end aite.
today,i kept seeing him lah!.hahas.wat is wrong aite...but seeing him today made me realise how much i missed crapping with him..hope we will get to do that someday..

=P

Labels: today's post is very long..

i forgot when this pic was taken hahas..i find this pic very amusing..after u hve finished rubbing ure eyes and look closely,there are two babies!.hahas.CRAP!..
the one in the blue shirt is hazim.the other is quratu.actuali hazim is trying to annoy quratu coz his mom is holding her..tats why aite.haiz...even among babies,there's jealousy..haharx!

okay.today was alrite.first lesson of the day was geography.we watched No Man's Island.the starting was damn boring aite.but after that,throughout the movie,i kept laughing all the way okay!the 2 guyz were very very funny..but there was alot of vulgarities.haiya!

after tat,kept gg to the comp lab until i was sick of it lah..hmm.during mdm wong's lesson,she spent half an hour talking bout hw great our class was.i was very touched!but this time round,i didn cry.i was strong.ahahas..

hmm.then there was an sc meeting.bout tis friday's duty.im abit sad.coz tis time round,i wasnt put with yong zhi.hahas.tat guy is funny lah okay!nvm.i will be doing staircase leading to classes.if im nt wrong,he is taking sec1 first floor.so i will go inside and disturb him.BOO!haas.

hmm.today went home with mj,karel,jonelle and vaisgh(: waited for jonelle's fren to come then we went off home.hahas.

i think tats ole.ohya.i recommend the drama 'crimebusters times 2'..it is super awesome!!!



do u guyz noe wat sign this is?..its OkTo!!hahas..im falling in love with this sign.obsession they call it?..hehes..

today went jalan raya with family and also uncle jumat(dunnoe hw to spell)' family tagged along too..didn noe them too well so i tried to act as sophisticated as possiible.haharx!.we went to bibik ita and bibik juli's hse.i noe u dunno them but i felt like naming them.hahas(: after that,we gt to noe that bibik dada wasn't at home so we separated.idk where uncle jumat's went but my family went to eat at banquet!.and i ate yong tau fu.its very nice.ohya.i had a slight flu today but my dad made me laugh alot today.so it went away.but nw,its back.=0.ahahs..

after we ate,mum called bibik dada.she juz cme back frm work so we headed there..the kueh2 all very nice but i onli tasted some coz i was super full okay.hahs..

in conclusion,today was a good day.except fr my flu.
tmr might be gg to the lib to borrow sme mags..im thinking of heading over to jp after tat..its bin a long tyme since i went there.hahas.miss that place :p..

juz took panadol flu.and im getting sleepy already.alrite then.will stop here aite.goodnite people.


missing my cuzzinz terribly.its bin a long time since i saw them.i miss their crap.hahas(:
today was a normal day.asked my sis to accompany me to the lib to borrow a magazine but she was lazy.huh..so,plan was cancelled.guess i'll have to go tmr..or maybe monday.hahs.

watched 3 bollywood movies today.firstly was Just Married.but the image wasnt clear n i gt dizzy watching it.ahahas.so i changed to spongebob squarepants.haharx.then i watched Krish.up till now,it is one of my favourite movies.hees.followed by Namaste London.its quite good u noe..i recommend it to u(:

i helped sis make muffins today.im a good gal.hahas.she made banana muffins and it is super nice.come to my hse lah.then i ask my sis to make it fr you aite.hahs.grandma is cumin todae so have to help mum fill up all the finished kuehs.hahas.guess who ate them?.nolah.nt me.my bro=P...but i did help to eat some too.

nth much happened today.so imma stop here aite.goodbye people.have a wonderful day<3>

Labels: What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

Friday, October 17, 2008 6:48 AM

i dunnoe if u guyz understand the joke above but i do..heh.
aniwaes,today has been a very awful day for me.i have a sore throat.and it was made worse by another problem.

guess all i did today was cry.i was very sad frm the beginning of the day.during recess duty,talked some thgs with divya and i cried.tried to control myself but it was hard.coz the problem was getting much more worse.during after recess duty,i completely broke down.i cudn stop crying.luckily don and kenderick were there aite.stayed by me throughout that time.they kept giving me tissues..hahas.very cute.thx guys..i appreciate it(:

i juz received a msg frm her.made me cry alot.my eyes are getting smaller frm crying the whole day.and my eyes are already small to begin with.i am really at a loss of what to do.

we're hitting rock bottom soon.but i am trying very very hard to stop it frm happening.and i noe ure trying very very hard too.juz nw when u held my hand and suddenly let go and walk away,i was very hurt and i cried like damn.guess that shows smth doesn't it?but i dun wanna think negatively coz no matter what,u mean a lot to me..

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 7:09 AM

very funny aite tis picture..haharx!.typical people..(:
today was okay.i was abit moody after sch..but mj,karel and jonelle were very funny.hahas/i laughed till my sides hurt..hmm..today we went fr sch marketing at BLGPS...the students were okay.but i still think the lakeside pri sch students were much more fun to interact with.the BLGPS students keep walking away frm me..im a GHOST ISIT HAR??...luckily i managed to get them back..haharx!.today was hamzilah's lucky day.she managed to attract a lotta them.hahas.congrats aites..

yesterday i had a terrible flu.but i still went fr marketing.hahas,u see?!dedicated okay!.and nicholas was very funny.hahas!.he made me laugh until my flu went away..hahas.so the moral of the story is,laughter is always the best medicine.haharx!...but after tat,it came back.hahs.damn.aniwaes..frens cme over to my hse to celebrate hari raya.my mum cooked mee soto fr them.then we eat kueh after tat watched horror movie in my bro's rm.the movie gt 4 stories.the last one was suupper scary lah.i covered my eyes all the while u noe..hahas!siyian didn even want to be in the rm..and i dun even noe if chiew min was paying attention to the movie.hahas.she and mj shouted a lot.ohya.jonelle's hp vibrate then she shout like crazy woman like tat u noe!!..hahas..nice one aite..

okay.back to the present.haharx.smth happened after sch.and it gt me thinking alot.in the end,it gt really frustating.so told afiq about it.didn make it less frustrating but it was a relief to be able to tell someone..so thx aite afiq.i will continue tmr afiq.dun worry.hahas.

to you,
day by day,im getting more and more hurt.its because we are becoming more distant and obviously,u've noticed it too aite..i felt terribly hurt today coz u didn want to tell me anythg at all.so hw was i supposed to be able to understand u?..to comfort u?...its as if u didn trust me.i didn wanna show hw hurt i was coz u were already sad enough..i didn want to add to ure burden.but on the way home,i kept thinking about what happened today.wud u have cried the way u did if u knew u hve hurt me?

Sunday, October 12, 2008 7:57 AM

aint she adorable??..she's my cuzzin..Nur Quratu and currently,she is my no.1 cuzzin.haharx!.
i love her<3..her family cme yesterday at ard 11pm?..yea i noe..its late..but tats the spirit of hari raya people!(:

she is super fun to be with okay.she likes to bite thgs..and she also likes to bang the table.haharx!gt rythmn smemre okay..a future musician!..gosh,she's following in my footsteps..haharx!.nah.juz jk..im missing her terribly..yesterday,i kept carrying her evrywhere i went.hees.i juz cudn let her go..cant resist her chubbiness lah!..and she didn mind.in fact,she liked it okay!=P....ahahas...

today,my other baby cuzzin came.hahas.hazim!.and he is also very adorable.his family cme at ard 2plus..he's quite cheeky that little baby!..hahas..and i like it!..heheh.i thought of gg to nyai marliah's hse with their family.mum,sis and bro wanted to go too..but dad was reluctant to go..grrr!..i was abit angry with him coz we haven bin gg aniwhere coz of sch..and it is important that we go to nyai marliah's hse u noe..she is a very important person..VIP kay!hahas...i feel sad fr her.she and her husband live alone u noe..and they are very kind.thats why i lurve them!<3

watched presidents star charity..damn it was good!.haharx!.those who didn watch it,too bad aite..u guyz juz missed out on a great show..gt a mg frm amirah and hamzilah..tmr gt marketing!.hahas.i completely forgot u noe..i tout 13 october was on tues..gundu rite?..hahs..luckily,thers nth wrong with my blazer.then i quickly read thru the notes mr chian gave us..ahahas..last minute study!.hehes!..i juz flipped thru it..as if the pri6 are gonna ask us on core values aite..haharx!..

kaey,stopping here fr nw..goodnite people!(:

Thursday, October 9, 2008 6:53 AM

i juz watched Finding Nemo and ive gotta admit its one of my favourite movies..hahas..its really fun to watch..dory is supper funny lah okay!

these few days bin very busy with meetings and band pracs..very tiring but its fun.at least i have smth to keep my mind off food.hahas..and it really works!..

will be gg for sch marketing frm nxt wk onwards.meaning i wont get to check my exam pprs.omglah.im abit sad.hahas.nvm.

today i gt to noe smth but i aint gonna tell.i juz wanna sae that i love my friends very much and i can nvr do without them.and to you,u hve to understand that i am very busy nowadays.but im still trying to treat you the same way i always do but i feel like ure nt trying animre..its really obvious we're falling apart slowly and i dun like it.i still love you okay..ure one of my treasured ones..

till here people.goodnight(:

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