Wednesday, June 4, 2008 7:49 AM
my eyes juz cant go to sleep..tried but it wont do as i say..i was surprised at the news..i haven recovered yet frm the shock..cried a hell and i still wanna do it but i noe tat there is no use in doin that..if the situation makes me feel this bad,what about you sweetie?.
he was a great man.though we rarely see each other still..whenever i see him,he doesn't fail to make me laugh..all those times he sent me home after duties..i wont forget it..the thg is..i juz feel so indebted to him..ive already regarded him as a fren..he was friendly..ive nvr seen him angry before..
your death cme so suddenly..i cudn even walk at that moment.i sank down right onto the sofa..my legs were numb..i juz saw you recently..you were healthy at that time..you were still alright.what happened..no words cn truly describe hw i feel right nw..im juz so freakin scared..idk why..maybe im scared of losing another beloved one?
i believe this truly shows that God can jus take away people at any time..young or old..we have to learn to appreciate evrythg and evryone ard us.even those little ths that make ure life beautiful..u have to treasure them
sweetie,i hope u are alright..thgs will get better..i will be there for you..we'll go through this together alright?no worries.im right by your side
Labels: thx mj..aqilah..love you honeys.