Wednesday, April 2, 2008 6:14 AM
today.lessons as usual.had band.saw him.but i didn feel the way i usually do ard him.disappointed with him.haiz.went hme with leon and sze ling.alighted at the same place as sze ling and walked back home.did some reflecting on the way home.
realise tat i have bin slackin alot.and tats not good.the exams are drawing nearer.u guyz dunnoe hw i feel aites.being too obsessed with band,sc.noe tat i hve to put these thgs aside fr nw.and concentrate more on my studies.hve to stop looking out the window ole the time.haharx.but i also notice a change in me tis week.i am starting to be more diligent.tats the way i wanna be.hahs.
him.erm.i hven be posting bout him.well,guess i hve to leave him aside fr nw.no confessions hve bin made so heck cares.cnt afford to waste time on him any longer.i have to move on.i gotta life to live aites.
and for you.
u dunnoe hw much i hate you.
its bin long since i saw you.
hope it stays tat way
eventhough you r not here,
it feels like u r still here.
why?
coz the troubles you created
are still here.
u left it here
hopin tat we will help clear it up
we're not ure slaves,im not ure slave.
u shud realise by now
that i've bin givin you the cold shoulder
coz i really hate you.
if she cries again coz of you,
imma explode.
n u'll get it.
