Tuesday, February 5, 2008 5:29 AM
today started of great but i ended up sad..had lit n PW..councillor duties..blahblahblah..after sch,had stomp which was fun..but didn get to play the snare drum tat much..but its okaey..at least nw,i noe hw to play a shaker properly..do you noe tat there is a correct way of holding a shaker??..hahas..
after sch,afiq told me smth really heartbreaking..mmmmmmm...asked liana fr advice but it didnt really suffice..feeling so hurt rite nw..no use crying over a worthless thg but juz cant stop myself..
since juz nw,my frens have bin asking whether i was alright or not..though its a simple sentence but its nice to noe tat u hve frens tat will be with you thru thick and thin..so thx guys..sme to you too afiq..thx yarx..
juz wanna cry rite nw..dunnoe wat else to do when he saed tat..rite nw,feels like the only right thg to do wud be to cry..
liking it being where i am..
but im guessing
itz nt the right place for me right nw..
wat u saed was so hurtful..
words juz fail to describe it..
i dun want us to suddenly fall apart..
especially nw when we're getting closer..
but i noe it is the right thg to do fr nw..
coz my heart needs time to heal..
juz keep ure distance from me..
and i'll be okay..
