today,started the day with FRUITS!!..haharx..yupz ppl..today was fruit day..brought a pear..then after tat,went up to 4th floor with karel and hamz.saw him lookin down..tat was so cute..after tat didn see him anymore..haiz..

had MT first..today's lesson was boring..evrythg was boring except fr da last lesson..MATHS..very difficult but had fun solving it..whew!..i managed it..

after sch,went to the art rm to submit my artpiece..i saw the other students' artpieces and mine looked sooo cartoonish..haharx!then followed vaisgh see mdm aisyah at GO..wah..i tell u arh..ppl nowadays soo rude..i wait fr vaisgh in da GO also cnt man..have to wait outside..wats wrong with waiting inside..ARGH!!..wats wrong with the ppl man??..wat sorta ppl is mr bala recruiting??..aliens man..i hate those peeps werkin in da GO..so RUDE!!!!!..nvm

on the way hme..saw him again..guessing he was gg fr fri prayers aites..but he didn see me..so sad..2 days is like soo long..wanna see him again..wished tat sch lasted longer..hees.

how do i..
get thru one night without you..
if i had to live without you..
wat kinda life wud tat be..
need u in arms need u to hold..


there is juz so much..
i can't say to you..
i've got no choice..
but to hide the feelings..
and look away..

i juz wish tat i hve the chance..
to walk alongside u..
and juz enjoy ure company..
hand in hand..

but i rarely get to see u..
and it hurts..
coz juz the sight of u..
brightens up my day..


Stomp rehearsal juz nw.mr bala was gonna watch it.sooo gave my best shot but if he aint happy,heck cares..haharx.had loads of fun during the prac..fooled ard with sme gals.danced on stage n ole.hees..

he came.but i didn talk to him at ole.neither did he tok to me.haharx.so weired.juz wanted to look at him the whole time.but cudn't.tat wud be very dangerous!.haharx!..idk hw da hell i liked him..i am becumin weirder each day..

after tat,went hme with sha,afiqah,hamz,afiq,suriya.ohya.suriya went to the lib.soo like normal,fooled ard with them.i am always a target of tease-ment.haharx!..but i dun mind..

cant believe u were nvr close with any gals..
juz want it to be different with me..
hey boy..
im putting in an effort here..
so please..
try putting in effort ureself..
coz if not..
we're gonna be in da sme situation
for always..


today was damn fun aites..firstly was MT..i laughed till i cried..mdm aisyah kept on teasing me..those were tears of laughter..haharx!.then after tat,history then recess the eng..fooled ard with karel..didn pay tat much attention mr lee..didn get wat he was tokin bout..rubbish larx!.hees..

erm.dhen after sch..had the sweat it out program..played soccer..im nvr gd at soccer.played so terribly.then after tat,played captain ball.my group consisted of sec1 gals..all of whom were like blur sotongs..haharx..i ask them to pass da ball and they were like givin me tat blur look..pissed me off..but it alrite nw..realised tat it was just a game.haharx!

after tat was band..played a lot of songpieces..band gt scolded by mr han..typical aites..kept on staring at him..

went hme with suriya and joshua..saw him staring at me while i was in da canteen..aiyo..so touch-ed..hees..


HAHARX!!!!..im soooo happy today!...after sch,got sweat it out..then investiture prac..i very touched-ed coz he wanted to wait fr me then we cud go band together..sweet rite?..hahs..seriously very high rite nw..

then i tout he kidding man..tout he wud go without me coz i saed i gg fr band late..but he waited man!!..argh!!..then 5.45..he saed he go first coz very tired wait fr me..dhen veri sad..after 5 min or so after he go..dhen i go..haharx..stoopid rite>??!

then he was outside da hall waiting fr me..aiyo so sweet!!..then we go together..but he didn wanna walk with me..he go walk first..hahas..


today investiture prac was damn fun!!..haharx..didn wanna go hme..but no choice..firstly,when i arrived,only a few councillors ard..juz fooled ard with them as usual..haharx!

then,more ppl started to arrive and sooo we assembled at the hall.checked sc uni..after tat,arranged the chairs then all counc sat down and listened to wat we were supposed to do..goofed ard with aisyah.amirah.atiqah.huda.afiq JAMAK.!ben.joash.a few more..damn hilarious man!..haharx!stoopid ben always teased me..but nvm.i dun mind!.

practiced singing the song i'll rmbr you..da song was soo sweet but i forgot the lyrics man..so juzt lipsync.haharx!then..blahblahblah..still fooled ard alot..hahas..

dhen go hme time..as i saed,aunt getting married todae.so quickly bathed and chged and went straight there..brought along sme stuff..dunnoe watsit called..the couple did the oath and we prayed dhen.....we eat!..haharx..i didn eat//coz da food like not nice..hees..wasey..dhen tmr also hve to go again for da celebration thgy..so early some more..11am lerz!

stayed ard till 6plus..dhen,a few other relatives cme..there was a reason why i stayed..coz wanna c him..and YES!!!!..he did come..

AISYAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..he was damn cute!!...his hair not tat short already..he wear black i wear black..be jealous!..haharx!so cute!!!!..haharz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i lurve him!

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HAPPY BURFDAE PREETHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..hahas..continue to smile always..and i'll give u kitkat evry week..kaey?hahasrx!

decided to continue my hw tmr..so many hw..omg!..tmr and sun like whole day i busy aites..coz my aunt is getting married and i hve to be there..tmr AND sun..wasey!..try larz..maths is getting damn difficult..

tmr gt investiture prac..argh!!..i didn learn da song..diedie!..haharx!.nvm..can lipsync..i dun wanna go but wat to do..aiyo..haharx!..

nth much to post..been busy these few days...band is killing me!..so many songpieces to learn so little time!..


halooz...back to post..
wah..nt many ppl tag man..u guyz better tag or im keeping da blog private..haharx.jkjk..

today,lessons per usual..maths was damn challenging..kept asking PEACE hw to do.haharx!
after sch,was sitting with karel..both of us were deciding whether or not to go for the pre-briefing camp..coz it clashed with stomp prac..

then had an idea..we PON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..haharx..stomp prac was fun..didn get to play snare drum..but agogo bells also quite cute larx..i noe hw to play..u noe i held it upside down..then amirah go laugh at me man..well,no one told me da proper way to hold kaeys!!!...

then..supposed to c afiq but tat idiot was so emoo so didn tok to him..went hme with hamz and huda..SMTH happened on da way hme..very lazy to explain..they laugh at me like hell!!!!....haharx..geez..

nw,at hme//heez..finished all hmeworks except art..aiyo..melvin cheng tell us to find info bout insects aites..but nvm..i can do it..!

u talked to me..
and to the others..
it was a surprise..
but it meant nothing..
coz i felt nothing..


hiehie!..erm.firstly,yest i chge da navigations fr my dad's hp..coz before i chge it was damn complicated u noe..so chged it but forgot to tell him..sooooooooooo today, during breakfast..dad scolded me..erm..not realli scold larx..like tell me 'why u chge without telling me...next time sae first...blahblahblah'..well,it is my fault lar i noe..tats why i put up with him then..haharx!

then..today..my dad at hme..so cnt go mj hse to celebrate CNY..so sad..nvm..then,my mum wanted to make this..erm.thg!..idk wat its called..those tat are put inside pprcups..im guessing itz called apom??!!..haharx..quite nice..lurve it..

then..erm..art assignment..finished it already..not tat nice not tat ugly..at least i get a pass..im not taking art nxt yr!..juz finished revising maths..tmr maths test!!!!!aiyo..i forgot to brg back my textbk..so had to study by da only notebk i had..im sooo scared..but..i deserve it..haharx

tmr..hve to inform mr jaya tat i cnt go band..coz there's councillor thgys..dun tink he will allow..but the councillor thg compulsory aites..and itz only tis once..hoping he will becum human tmr and lemme go..ive got my fingers crossed!..also gt sweat it out program tmr..cant wait..its fun..and the instructors will be cumin..yeay!..hope itz da sme instructors aites..woohoo!!

nth left to post..hahas!


today at school had TDD..quite fun actually..we had to design a poster that shows psychological defence..so my group designed a pic of an army man..and at the end of the lesson,we had paint on our hands and evrythg..damn fun..

then,after that,whole school assembled in the hall..there was tis lieutenant(erm..i tink..idk!) who gave a talk at our sch..firstly it was boring coz cudn't hear wad he say..i falling asleep..then when he chge mike,i cn hear then i pay attention aites..haharx!..quite interesting..i dunnoe bout the rest but i enjoyed his talk..informtive..

i learnt a few lessons..most of us dun take notice but singapore is suupper safe..when we r enjoying ourselves shopping,talking to our frens,studying in a gd environment..other countries are suffering..lots r getting bombed..pakistan is gg haywire..we nvr tout of tat before..wah!..chimp man!..haharx

erm..ohya..after recess, saw the ncc ppl doin smth..idk wat..but in da end,dunnoe wat they do..hahas..when i came out the hall,nth outside..hahas..recess duty was okay..i saw smeone stripping inside da class.,then quickly ask him go toilet and chge..aiyo..no manners lar this ppl..haharx!..

after evrythg went hme..i ate this waffer stick..before i ate it,took 2 waffer sticks and went to my mom's room..used both the sticks to perform like a bit of kungfu lar..but suddenly...WAH!.it broke..haharx!!laughed like hell!..had to clean up da mess..hahs..

ehk..veri tired u noe..all my after sch activities seem to lrash u noe..dhen im damn sick of it..hve to go to tis one first..dhen da nxt one..haiz..complicatedd..but guessing sec3 are worse..hees

today..he finally decided to go near me i tink..sat beside me and we juz sat in silence..but guess what?..it was the most beautiful silence ive ever experienced..neither saying anythg..

i understood your silence..
it meant evrythg to me..
felt so touched..
the way u wanted to express ureself..
nw,i regret ever doubting you..

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HAPPY VALENTINE/FRENSHIP DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!..a special day fr frens and lovebirds..haharx..today i was quite high..gave ppl prez and received quite a lot also..i try to recall..erm..i got aisyah's toblerone..sha's card..boon hui's kitkat..germaine fererocher..chu qian toblerone..charity toblerone.vaisgh prez and cookies..and karel balloon,fererocher and card..aruna & shafia card,preethi card and aisyah card..lovely u noe..

vaisgh did this picture frame of all of us..reaaly sweet..cudn't stop smiling..dhen her cookies quite nice also..karel prez was quite surprising..didn't noe she bought a balloon fr me..wah..dhen i go hme with da balloon,evryone looking man..haharx..the rest of the prez was sweet too..thx guyz..

ohya.." HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE TO DEAREST SI YIAN!!"..haharx..i didn post on ure b'dae ma..hahas..ily so much..

erm..mj..i hven gt tyme to tell u..coz evrytime i wanna,i forget..haharx..i gt memory probs..not enough space lar in de brain..haharx!..

a few more hours until the end of v-dae..so lovebirds out there..hurry hurry!dun waste ure tyme!..hees..to frens.u guyz are special to me..words fail to describe it kaeys..

u nvr said a thg to me..
it hurt at first..
but heck cares..
coz on tis special day..
i realised tat..
even without you..
i can survive..
coz i've got frens who care..


i've finished my mt project..yeay!!..im a happy happy person..bt many ppl hven finished theirs..haharx..gd luck to u guys aites.then smeone juz told me they like me..really really surprised..nvr tout of it before..hahas..but heck cares..i dun like him..

dhen..erm..ohya..MARYJO IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..hahas..got loads to tell her..seriously loads and loads!!..haharx!..gd thgs and bad thgs..so gonna see u tmr mj and tell u evrythg slooooowly..haharx..

bYtches went to watch movie today..man!..i cudn't go coz my mom won't let..mad at first but..nvm..guessing it should be for my own good larx..btw..sorie bYtches..

again im saying..valentine day is cumin..hu's gonna be givin me presents man??..haharx..jkjk..im thinking..will he gimme a present??...

again...MARYJO IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...haharx=P

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hven even do mt project yet man..shit..im soo dead..nvm..itz CNY..i shud be celebrating..hahas..jkjk..shall try to do it as soon as possible..

at grandma's hse rite nw..ate a lot u noe todae..aiyo..kaeys..blog ltr..gt tis cuzzin so kpo wanna use comp..aiyo..haiz!


i keep, keep bleeding love..
u cut me open..
trying not to hear
but they talk so loud
their piercing sounds fill me ears
try to fill me with doubt..
yet i know tat the goal
is to keep me from falling..

woah..received a few msg frm frens..asking whether i was alright..tat was so sweet of u guyz..ty so much..i'll be okaey..to those who tagged,mj,sil and hope.thx..ure lurved by me..erm..okaeys..yest i didn post coz was very tired..i'd like to take tis opportunity to say..HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST ARUNA!!...may ole ure wishes come true ,playing panther..hahas..n hve u linked me back yet??..haharx..

also wanna sae..*drinks some water and clears throat* HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!..may ure days of celebration be blissed with happiness..i am soooo sweet rite??..i noe i noe//haharx..

valentine is ard the corner..thinkin of making some cute heart-shaped cards for my beloved frens aites..cant possibly buy all my frens chocolates yarz..there'll be a hole in my pocket at the end of the day..haharx.

hmm..turns out my grandma is not staying over coz my aunt who lives near her juz gave birth..soo my grandma has to take care of the baby coz my aunt is scared tat she might drop the baby when she's washing her..hahas..dissapointed but itz okaeys..coz i have a new baby cousin!!..yay!!.haharz..cant really rmbr the name coz its suuppper long man..cnt memorise//haiz..

mj's back in malaysia..hope she has a great time there and also hoping she wud come back soon..but of course she'll be back by monday larz..juz cant wait to see her..haharz..see mj?..im quite nice..hee=)

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today started of great but i ended up sad..had lit n PW..councillor duties..blahblahblah..after sch,had stomp which was fun..but didn get to play the snare drum tat much..but its okaey..at least nw,i noe hw to play a shaker properly..do you noe tat there is a correct way of holding a shaker??..hahas..

after sch,afiq told me smth really heartbreaking..mmmmmmm...asked liana fr advice but it didnt really suffice..feeling so hurt rite nw..no use crying over a worthless thg but juz cant stop myself..

since juz nw,my frens have bin asking whether i was alright or not..though its a simple sentence but its nice to noe tat u hve frens tat will be with you thru thick and thin..so thx guys..sme to you too afiq..thx yarx..

juz wanna cry rite nw..dunnoe wat else to do when he saed tat..rite nw,feels like the only right thg to do wud be to cry..


liking it being where i am..
but im guessing
itz nt the right place for me right nw..
wat u saed was so hurtful..
words juz fail to describe it..
i dun want us to suddenly fall apart..
especially nw when we're getting closer..
but i noe it is the right thg to do fr nw..
coz my heart needs time to heal..
juz keep ure distance from me..
and i'll be okay..


my mom woke me up at 10plus today..coz she saed tat we were going to Queensway..the whole family was already getting ready and i hven even bathed yet..aiyo..nxt tyme,wake me up earlier larz!..haharx..wen i finished bathing.they were all dressed up aites..so quickly dressed,tied my hair..ohya..wore the necklace mj gave me..u shud feel honoured mj..haharx!!..jkjk..

before we went to Queensway,ate at Ayer Rajah..bin a long tyme since we went there and the food still tasted as magnificent as ever!!..hees..dhen off we go to Queensway..
quite cramped aites the place..but still fun..coz my dad bought me a lotta thgs..coz he gt bonus for chinese new yr..hahas..he bought a new converse bag for me consisting of my favourite colours..haharx!..blue n green..yeay..dhen he bought me an adidas bottle..i love my dad!!!!...hahas..

by the time we reached home,it was already 5plus..suuppper!!!..went out at 10plus..reached home at bout 5plus..hahas..juz did some notes fr biology before using da comp..today we seriously went on a shopping spree..haharx..

aniwaez,cnt wait fr chinese new yr..my grandparents will be staying over..cant wait..

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