kaeys...back to posting real stuff instead of emo stuff..haharx..today was really really fun!!..haharx..started the day off with MT..as usual,i got teased a lot by the cher..had to go stand in front of the class n do sme thgs on the visualizer n she kept smiling at me from da back..i was soooo shy..hees..

after tat was bio2..lab time..might be disgusting to sme ppl but it was damn informative fr me..watched this video of hw the foetus grows in tat place and how the baby comes out frm tat place..haharx..damn interesting aites..the video had answered most of the questions i had in my mind at tat tyme..really really fun..indescribable..FYI,im not n pervert..haharx!..

dhen gt councillor duty..veri veri boring..tout after recess duty can go straightaway to class but the lower sec gt punished n had to go to the parade square..i was like ******..so tired already..after tat,eng..usual stuffs happened..dhen MATHS!!!..

damn fun but my head was cracking at the end of the lesson..it was supper tough..but it was fun larz cracking my head trying to find a way to solve the prob..hahas..me,chu qian n da charity..like so guai..sit at our places n do the wrk together..HOPE my answers are correct when cher mark//nvm..i TRUST myself..haharx..

went home with jonelle n vaigsh..ohya!..kelly joined us halfway..didn tok much coz all thinking of maths i think..haharx..u see?..soo guai..

it was fun being with you..and it always will be..just wish tat tyme didn pass by tat fast..


right nw,juz wanna shout out to you
and say i love you..
feels so terrible
when thgs are bottled inside my heart..
kip getting the wrong signals frm u..
signals tat show u like me..
but yeah..u hve her already..
think the best way is to get away from you..
i'd really appreciate it
if u juz make ureself scarce from my life..
i juz dun wanna see u animore..
coz everytime i see u,
watever promises i've made
to forget u
disappear so suddenly..
coz evrytime i see u,
it hurts for the truth to sink in..
the truth that we're not possible..
n will never be..
so pls....
get away frm me..
u make me so dissapointed with myself..
u make my life so miserable.
if u feel tat u've done smth wrong,
then itz true..u have..
but im so sorry..
coz i juz dun wanna tok to you anymore..
it hurts..
the scar in my heart juz doesn't wanna heal..

Labels: coz u've broken it.., my love can't love u anymore

juz read today's newspaper n there was an article about a sec1 boy who drowned at the end of a swimming lesson.knew tat guy frm my pri sch.a great and awesome guy.feeling sad for his family rite nw.quite weird the way he died coz he knew how to swim.im feeling soo terrible inside...nth we can do.God loves him more..goes to show that life is very precious.wasting just a moment of life feels like a moment canceled by God..feels like he's juz waiting for us up there..there's juz no use thinking bout tis animore..itz happened already..




yeay!!...im back...hw long has it bin since i posted??...erm..dun think it was tt long aites..aniwaes..juz gt the pix developed bYtches..so sorie itz this late..haharx

erm..juz wanna sae sorie to ue guys coz i nvr hang out with u lot at all..bin finding tyme to be able to juz sit ard with u guyz n tok..but quite busy after sch most of the tyme..n im also scared tat i might be left out aites..so sorie..but even though i dun tok tat much to you guyz,i still enjoy being in ure company during the hols..when we went to aruna's hse..it was fun though i didn tok..haha..sorie kaeys..im feeling so sad n guilty rite nw...

sch it getting better..our class is playing tis angel n mortal game..hais..realli realli wanna noe hu's my angel??..my mortal is *******...hahas..kip guessing ppl..itz tat gal..tat gal u noe..hahas..

hais..my head is spinning rite nw..thinking bout that **** person..he's living with innocent ppl rite nw..realli hope he doesn't do anythg to them..omg..this is getting worse..


dun like u at all..
in fact i hate u..
who the hell do u think u are..
u need to learn..
hw to think for others whom
u've bin treating like total shit!..
juz wanna get u outta our lives..
guess its easy uh..
juz have to call up tat number
n hve u in there in seconds..
ure a total maniac u are..
why did they let u out in the first place?!
SHIT.!


okaeys...nw i post for real aites...hahas..erm..ohya i chge my blogskin..hahas..so happy!

todae lessons proceeded as usual..sme r boring sme r amazing..during recess,was very very very very damn furious with ppl doing classrm patrol..i was like a maniac running up n down chasing ppl out of classes..tired u noe..saw a councillor dhen told her to quickly patrol 3rd corridor..after tat,went to check again,missing olredi..sme goes to the rest of the councillors..wth..where did they go man!!...

gt scolded by vignesh for no reasons...coz i was like sitting at the cyber cafe..excuse me?..i was running up and down n u dun expect me to take a rest??...crazy man!damn tired..nvm.

but yeay!!..after sch,there was stomp prac..the thg tat realli gt me pumped up..so fun aites..realli realli!..haharx..gt to play the drums,shakers n erm..this thg lar.idk wat its called..hehes..it was sooo cool seriously..evryone was like sooo attentive..first time i saw tat the guys realli havin sme fun..sme in particular..haharx..so fast 5.30..didn wanna go hme..but no choice..haharx..

dhen nxt wk nt gg fer the stomp prac..gt this erm workshop at juying..wth..why they put it on the sme day man!wanna go for stomp..bt cher didn lemme:(


okaey okaey..before i do da real posting..gotta post this quiz first lar..wanted to copy n paste bt mj's blog gt law..no right clicks..hahas..

1.List out five things /presents that u wish for:
teddy bear
PSP
New Hp
Laptop
New jeans

2.The person who tag u:
MARYJO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..hahas..

3. your 5 impressions of him:
Shuai ge(correct or not i spell??)
loud
awesome
amazing
verrrrrry cute!

4.most memorable thg she or he has done for u:
Carried my bag when i injured my leg!!!..so sweet..

5.if he/she is ure lover,you will:
crazy arh!!!..i married oledi lor!

6. if he/she becomes ure enemy,da reason will be:
erm..i divorce her???..

7.pass this quiz to 5 ppl to know hw they feel bout u:
Germaine
Aisyah
Iffah
Silvanna
Jolene

finish oledi/////...


kaey..firstly,to Nameless,i'll link u soon!.tat's ole..hahas..todae watched a couple of bollywood movies..quite fun...loved it!..dhen..yest msg maryjo for sme reasons and i feel more relieved now..

mom told me smth yest and i feel sooooooo blank!..hahas..i dunnoe hw to react..seriously..ohya..smeone is seriously scaring da hell out of me..dunno wat do to..

busy with hw,band n councillor duties nowadays...soo tiring..but it makes me life much more better..hahas

met liana yest in da lib..talked for so long tat i wasn't aware of da tyme..hahas.erm..guess tats ole..nth much to post..n also smth is wrong with my comp...hve to send servicing yarx..


guess life was better without u..
ure presence is juz not needed..
u r juz ruining our lives..
u shud be grateful for wat we've done..
instead of thinking shit of it..
isit true u've had enough of us..
if it is..
dhen i'd gladly sae gudbye..



long tyme nvr blog..very very busy nowadays...but itz okaey..itz more interesting..ahahas..erm.todae i was very tired at sch although i slept quite early yesterday..10plus..hees.lessons quite the same..a little boring n erm..i dunnoe...im alwaes looking forward to MT coz getting more fun and fun..eng getting boring..juz dun feel as if its interesting..

today quite tired but still,became enthu during recess..haharx..someone sat near someone during recess..HAHARX!!dunnoe who lar..hehes..do duty like normal with jolene..but i didn really do duty lar..coz quite hectic..beatrice wanted to c me dhen wanted to c the whole sec 2 councillors..hahas..but i was still enthu..she gave me this adorable little card that saed erm..well...on the whole she apologised for being hard on me apology accepted..im very kind..n also sme encouragement lar..

after sch,gt more enthu..stayed back with vaisgh to help juni decorate the class..went to the lib to do it..vaisgh went for cca at bout 3plus...so me and juni talked..blah blah blah..quite fun lerz...dhen suddenly,she looked at the clock and like jumped up..coz she had to go hme...dhen augustini cme n sorta shouted at her..coz their dad was waiting for them..but i dun think juni knew he was waiting for her..

she was like hurrying and dhen forgot to brg back sme of her thgs..so juz kept her thgs for her las..im soo kind..when i was packing my back outside lib,peered down at the general office and saw mr gopal,juni's dad,juni n her sis..her dad was shouting at her..I FELT SO BAD..felt like crying..oh god..im so sensitive..coz she stayed back juz to help finish up the decorations dhen she herself gt scolded by her dad..argh!!...i feel so guilty....

dun like him waving at me..prefer him winking at me..more cute..hahas..get it mj?=)


today was super awesome..!!..hahas...first period PE..yeah!!..had to check height and weight and i lose a lotta weight..i luv myself..!!i'm nt tat vain kaeys ppl..haharx..ohya..erm our class same PE period as 2e3..yey..gt to tease boon hui..haharx..we ran a few rounds dhen played games..very very very fun!!..so fast it was time up already..

after tat,lesson proceeded as usual..biology is as always interesting..to smitha..i'm nt pervert okaeys..hahas..dhen,during assembly had to line up on stage..seriously,i was damn pissed with *****..i wasn't sure whether to move frm my place or nt..so juz moved lar..dhen ***** asked me n a few other ppl to decide first where to move..like very annoyingly lerz.,i alreadi soo tired at tat time..hees...pissed me off..but itz okaey..made the day more interesting..haharx!..

erm..after sch,stayed back for band...dhen met up wit **** and **** saed smth tat seriously gt me jealous.hmph!..band was super fun..haharx..right nw,we're playing Venus..n itz damn cool..but hilmi was in a bad mood juz nw so cudn fool ard with him..haharx..after tat,went hme with sze ling and leon..long tyme nvr go hme wit them.fun sia hanging out with them..missed them terribly during da hols..

tat's all i guess..haharx..bin thinking bout wat he saed and im starting to wonder why he decided to sae tat to me...


wowee..at my cuzzin hse todae..erm..quite fun lar actually..hahas..my tagboard is flooded by mj,karel n jonelle...luv them soo much..

karel,yaya..sorie...i noe u volunteer to c mdm yapp..i'll rephrase da sentence..erm.."asked Don to accompany me and dhen KAREL volunteered to follow...sooo sweet of her..."..okay?..hees..pls dun walk away frm me...u are my gd fren...hahas...very very gd fren..

mj,i think i wrote wrongly lar..guess its 8GB..nt 80..hahas..n hw da heck did u noe him?..sarah isit?..hw ure mickey noe one??...hahas...better clarify thgs here arh..haharx..

jonelle,hees..wic sec 4 hur??....hw u noe??....????????.....dun guess anihow..ltr wrong person very ps..haharx..n i noe u enjoyed flooding my blog...itz fun i noe tat..hahas..shud try spamming sometymes...hahas..jkjk..

dun realli hve much to blog..juz nw,saw him..cudnt tok to him coz instructor was toking to us..hais...


wah yest bad day..nvr brg d&t apron n maths bks..todae,i was soo damn clumsy!!...aiya..early morn,assemble outside hall like usual..brought blazer and tie coz sc photo-taking..dhen when it was tyme to go class,forgot to brg along my blazer n tie..OMG..sooooo clumsy..

dhen after recess dhen realised smth was missing..checked under my table..knew what was missing..at tat tyme,it was maths lesson.quickly ask mdm wong for sch pass go search..nvr find at all..i was sooooooooo scared!!!....photo-taking was right after sch and the clock today was like moving damn fast sia..tick tock tick tock..hahas..

after sch,quickly borrowed someone's tie and went..decided to just borrow coz many ppl also borrowing..went inside ava rm..evryone was busy preparing..my heart was like beating freaking fast!!!!////pop pop pop..hahas..

dhen decided to tell Don...he was like..cudn believe i lost it...he more scared dhen me sia..i think..hahas..told me to report..dhen i juz saed tat i'll report after photo-taking coz i was damn scared gt scolded..talk talk talk..suddenly mdm yapp cme in with a blazer..i was like frozen..haharx.followed don ask mdm yapp to gimme back my blazer...

seriously,i tout she was gonna nag or smth,..luckily sia..she juz smiled n gave me back my blazer...whew..............relieve..............haharx.dhen the rest of the day proceeded as normal..no more incidents happen...hope nth bad happen tmr during cca open hse..nth must go wrong..

ohya..told mj smth..she was surprised tat i liked tis guy..dunnoe why lerx..why argh mj??>..tell me lar...saw him today n he was hot...he was looking into e2..who was he looking for/??..wanna noe...i kpo...haharx..


my blog's bin looking gd..it's alive..oh yeah!!..hahas..today was a better dhen yest..erm..i tink..when i went to class in da morn,realised tat ole the sitting arrangements had bin settled..at tat tyme was damn angry with ma frens coz didn tink of me at all..had to sit with 2 new gals n charity(luckily)..but nw,i dunnoe..evrytime da cher walks out,quickly stand up n walk ard..cnt stand lar sitting at my place..like very tensed aites..

the gals nvr talk man at my row..juz me and charity..kip laughing..hahas..coz da history like to exaggerate aites..she took a long tyme to explain inferences..i was like reading my history bk dhen 15 min ltr,she still talking bout inferences..omg!!..dhen da whole lesson me n charity cnt stop laughing..hahas..

after sch,met erm..i tink da name is mr ravi...gt sc duty on cca open hse..wasey..i nvr said tat i cud go..i hve to perform for band tat day aites..aiya..dhen hw??...if i dun go,sc short of manpower and if i go,get lectured by ms straaten..erm..................................................

tink better go for sc lar..juz talk nicely to ms straaten and mr kumar..c if dey agree..if dey dun,i'll gladly go for band..dun wanna go sc...aiya..wanna play my instrument dhen cn c him also..hees..


hahas..aruna...seriously,i tink it is da first in da history of jwss tat 2e1 is soo dead..cnt believe all of them nt enthu at ole..bet they will take a a whole yr to bcme enthu..okaey..i am soo bad..hees..

went GPCC to collect the bursary..met a few ppl frm the sme sch but didn talk tat much..ohyar..vaisgh was also there..gt tis person arh give speech until so long tat my leg went numb..dhen when i stood up,i almost fell down sia..veri embarrassing man..

hahas..vaisgh was laughing at me man..luckily der was tis gurl behind me..she helped me lar..seriously embarrassing u noe....

erm yest me n family went west mall..my dad wanted to buy tis new hp..it was soo slim and i was soo jealous..i also wanted a new hp but they didn wanna buy for me sia...so freaking pissed off..hmm!!..coz my hp no memory card..itz phne memory so da memory damn limited man!..

i wanted to buy the sony ericsonn s500i..it was soo damn nice..it was luv at first sight aites..hahas..but i didn get it!!...argh!!...i want it soo badly..

overall da day was nice lar..i nt tat emo sey..for wat dwell on da hp thingy for long2..hahas..


I MISS 1E1!!!!!!!..seriously..2e1 is sooo boring..onli those frm our class las yr were enthu..the rest were like corpses..OMG!!..im soo frustrated..hw to live with them fr one whole yr??!!!>..haisz...

i miss those goofs in our class las yr..without them,like studying in a cemetery..seriously..i miss ALBERT..YU REN..CHAN KAI..PENG SHENG..BOON HUI..no one for me to tease since boon hui is gone..i miss you brother!!..whole yr sit beside me sey..like my brother..both weak in maths..both are gundus..hahas..i miss all of u guys!!..

juz nw,when they ole came to our class for no reasons,like damn happy sia!!..they like sitting ard like their own classrm..hahas..bt it was fun..like being wit da old 1e1 again..cn we juz rewind time and go back to 2007??...it was a better yr..with better frens..again,i mish u 1e1..my family!!..da first ever frens tat i made evr since i cme to sec sch..no so quiet w/o them..

dun understand hw albert gt into 2e2..i tout he stood a chance in our class aites..hais..pe is soo gonna be boring w/o these goofs aites..wish i hadn't gone to e1..

I MISS YOU GUYS TERRIBLY!!>..



alrite tis must be the shortest post i hve ever done..hahas..guess all i've in during the hols is blog blog blog..hahas..nth to do nowhere to go..tat's why..wan go play y8 games lar..haha

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