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juz played limbo with my siblings..hahas..soo fun..i cudn go realli low coz of my ligament..takes such a long time to heal..hahas..

aniwaes,tis morn my tummy hurt like hell!!..luckily nw okaey..or i wud be in bed...i dun have gastric..and i eat..hahas..

juz nw,go jogging..saw these two bitchy gals and decided to go jogging somewhere else..quite hot ler today...finally...i was with sweat in the end...but i felt gd...hahas..

juz nw,dad saed he might nt be working tmr..wanna brg us out for the day..so realli hopin he doesnt work tmr coz i wanna go out!!!!..hahas..i dunnoe why but there is tis enrgy inside me..juz feel like jumpin ard..hahas..if only i had a trampoline..

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ms ting tong is back!!..hahas..went jogging juz nw and i feel good!!>..actualli,nt tat gd..bin thinking bout a lotta stuff..itz all in my head..and jogging was the only way for me to 4gt bout it..for awhile..

hais...so troubled by this matter..definitely nt bout relationships or such..omg..life just keeps getting harder as i grow up..itz juz so much challenging than before..problems that are harder than ever to solve recently surfaced and i dunnoe how to face it..juz feel like breaking down and cry..

but have to stay strong..evryday,it becomes more tense than ever..juz feel like leaving evryone for a while and go to a peaceful place..

luckily,nw im chatting with someone and i feel better somehow..itz gud to noe tat ppl care for you even if u r facing one of ure darkest moment in life..

i hven told anione yet but im glad tat i have ppl tat cn make me laugh still..hahas


MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVRYONE!!!..yeay!!..hahas...bin waiting for this day coz gt a lot of shows on tv..hahas..i dun even celebrate christmas..haharx!!..

aniwaes,this morn i had a flu...tat's why the roti prata i ate had no taste..hahas..maybe coz islept late yest coz i watched a lot of shows..ella enchanted was soo cool..wish our world was a fairytale..haha.i cn juz wish up a pizza anityme..hahas..

after tat..watch the janice dickinson show..cn believe they actualli went carolling in their bikinis..i wud be sooo embarrassed if it was me!!..and it was freezing cold out there..hahas..

today,i slept most of the time..didn feel realli well..but nw im well but weak....hahs..

sha juz msg asked if i wanted to gym wit her tmr..but i saed i cnt coz i guess i'll still be weak tmr..its a shame..bin wanting to go to the gym..hahas..maybe nxt tyme..

cnt believe sch is opening soon..had a fantastic holiday with my family and frens..there has bin a lotta family gatherings during the hols and i liked it alot..gd times..hahas..

guess when sch reopen,i'll not be blogging tat much..won't have much tyme i guess..hahas..missing my frens badly,esp some in particular..hope to c you soon..

nvm..wanna watch the mr seuss movie...

Sunday, December 23, 2007 11:08 PM

ILY spongebob!!!..hahas..rite now..im in a so-called spongebob mania..bin taking pixs of spongebob since juz nw..wth am i doin??..hahs

aniwaes..hope it doesn't rain..coz ive bin dying to go jogging..my body like very weak coz nvr go exercise for sooo long..

wah..i hven buy any new pen,pencils,wallet and pencil box..hahas..the hols are passing by quite fast aites..but glad tat sch is opening aniwaes..hahas..so sad tat my mum is gonna be alone at home again soon..

since today,the usual thgs happen,the post nt very interesting lor.hahas..

ps:keep my tagboard alive u ppl..dun want it to die of boredom!!

okay..back to posting..omg..the last post was soo emo man..cant believe it was me//maybe someone went inside me or smth..or i got hynotised(correct spelling?)..hahas..enough crap..

seriously..today was the most boring boring boring day ive ever had!!..if sha,vaigsh su didn msg me,i suppose i wud have died man!!..omg..rite after breakfast,my dad went inside the bro's rm,my mom and me n sis were outside watching suria segar..wic wasn't tat interesting aniwaes..

dhen,my mom went to her rm,my sis wen to her rm..n i was like an idiot sitting outside alone..so mad..after that,my mom and dad were watching this tamil movie and i had to move in to my rm..coz why the heck shud i watch tamil movies wen i dun like it??!!hahas..dhen,blah blah blah..boring boring boring....until now..

luckily i gt smth to do..blog..i told my dad to take us out today coz itz bin a long tyme since we ole went out together coz he was busy with work..haiz..but he was toooooo tired..so today..nth interesting bout my post...roger out!:(

Friday, December 21, 2007 5:23 AM

feel like crying..he made me so sad
you didn even bother to approach me..
u knew how tat made me feel..
am i invisible to you..
or is there someone else..
i c u staring at me the whole time..
or was it my imagination..
why cudn u juz open ure mouth
and say smth to me..
i realli wanted to noe
if it was possible btwn us..
i realli wanted to noe..
if deep inside..
u felt smth for me..
but now..
its ole too late..
i juz wanna dead tis feeling..
cant take it anymore..
i dun wanna noe
if its possible btwn us..
coz itx over..
i dun wanna noe
if u feel smth for me..
coz i won't feel anythg for you by then
im through with it

Thursday, December 20, 2007 10:32 PM

yeay!!..had a blast at sch juz nw..sec 1 registration..after many many many days at home,finally get to go out and hve some fun:D..i found a new nickname for billy..erm..little kiwi..hahas..

erm..as planned,some of us had to go to the hall to usher the guests in..did the ushering with ben and joash..was laughing like hell the whole tyme..gundu larx those two..then,principal give speech..erm..after that,had to follow 1n1 back to their class..my god..i was carrying a heavy stack of pprs and faisal didn't even bother to help..haiz..supposed to help me man..im not angry..juz find it ridiculous..hahas..

then,in the classroom,found a few familiar faces ya noe..some frm my pri sch..yeah!!..helped to give out some pprs and then juz stood ard..wat's the name arh..ohya faisal..hahas..dunnoe wer he disappear to sey..kept goin missing..hahas..then...sent a few ppl to the general office..

got a short break so went to the ava rm..joash was sooo talking crap the whole time..OMG!!and i was laughing my head off the whole time..after that went for duty again with silvanna and don.didn't really do our duty..chatted a lot..sil kept teasing me man..hahas..but i dun mind:D

su also juz told me that i'll be in charge during the recess break duties..yeay!!...gonna give them hell!!..hahas jkjk..

went home with suzanna and aisyah..talked alot lar..obviously..thn,they told me they noticed someone frm the sc who kept staring at me...walau..soo scary..hope itz nt him:D

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007 4:49 AM

hahas..feeling crazy rite nw..so asked my sis to take pixs of goofing ard..hees..
erm..todae..like any other day..it rained and rained then stopped then continued raining.haharx:D

cnt wait for tmr..itz hari raya again..only itz for a different purpose..its called aidiladha..too lazy to explain so nvm..hahas..juz finished ironing my baju kurung..cnt wait to go my grandma's hse..can eat ketupat!!..woah..yummy!..hahas..

im nt sure if i wanna go to the mosque to see the sheeps be sacrificed..omg..i can cry!!hahas..jkjk..i juz think its disgusting..all the blood oozing and ole tat..but in the end,i'll be eating it aites..hahas..so heck it..

juz checked out the sc blog and viewed the pixs we took at the sc camp..awesome pixs..but there wasn't a lotta me..gonna kill phoebe..hahas..

then,smth on the blog also made me damn mad!!..billy go changed the duty list for tis cumin fri..instead of doing my duty with sue i'll be doing it with faisal..omg..so looking forward to doing it with sue..hais..dhen,no fun lerx..dun even tok to tis guy..how to communicate??..aiya..nvm larx..try try..hahas..i'll juz strangle billy when i c him again...hahas..hope itz not too early to wish all MUSLIMS...SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA:D

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Monday, December 17, 2007 6:39 AM

yes!!!..i successfully managed to change my blogskin and put in a song!!...congratulations izza:D..hahas..

wah..itz bin raining like hell..got no chance to go jogging..dunnoe how my weight still managed to go down..haharx..seriously it did..i nvr took any drugs aite..hahas..

juz now went to sch coz there was a sc meeting..first of all,we started off with a game..dunnoe what its called but itz fun..hahas..was laughing my head off the whole time..hahas..after that,what we do hur??..omg i forgot..lemme think first...erm..

i think after that we all sat down at our places and alif gave a talk on cip work..the whole time he was presenting i was laughing out..omg..i feel so bad now..its nt like he wasn't a gd presenter..juz tat he was making jokes and i cudn't control it..but the cip sounds like fun..looking forward to it..

at the same time,i had to take down notes..i think it is called taking down the minutes??..why the heck do they call it minutes??..isn't the word note better?hahas..after that,mdm yapp introduced the new ex-co..blah blah blah..

we also exchanged gifts..bet it was ms oh's plans..hahas..aniwaes,the row i was in had to exchange with the guys in the last row..so i exchanged it with alif..all the other guys were taken..omg..hahas..

then blah blah blah..collected our sc uni and went home..it was a fun day man..nvr wanted it to end..hais..tired oledi..better go slp..hahas:D

Labels: it felt so right to be next to you

Thursday, December 13, 2007 4:38 AM

haloos..okaey posting again..hais.i tink tat i gained weight u noe..bcoz i ate a lot at my grandma's place..ermm...but i checked yesterday and it went down instead of up..smth wrong with the machine i tink..hahas..

today go to sch for ex-co meeting..dunnoe how to describe it lar..all the ex-co very enthu..i like it..hahas..then,go accompany hamzilah return bks to the library..talked bout a lot of thgs..asked me to go jogging with her at the new stadium..thinking of gg..but its in the morn..how to wake up man..still haven't decide what time to go..maybe we're not even gg anymore..haharx..nvm..

then,just msg aruna..told her won't be able to go tmr..coz wanna go gym with hamzilah..feel very bad ler..is she angry??..hope not..hahas..have to go jogging tmr..since last week nvr jog u noe..bin raining like hell...hate the weather..hees.

on the whole..erm..its bin a very boring day!!...hahas..not one of my best days...haven do hw yet..it doesn't seem like a holiday when there is hw to complete:(

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007 3:25 AM

okaeys...at my cuzzinz hse rite nw..slept over here since last mon..damn fun u noe...tat's why nvr blog for 2 days man..fooyo!!..hahas..aniwaes,don't feel like leaving tis place rite nw if only i didn have to go to sch tmr morning..hais..why can't it be nxt wk?..havin the time of my life over here...dad cumin to pick us up soon:(

okaey..tmr will be trying to fit in into the SC uni..dhen got meeting for new excos..dun realli look forward to tat..hahas..i tink its nt important..wats it gonna bout??...nvm..find out tmr..hees:D

early in the morn woke up and went to the market wit my gran,mom,sis and auntie...bought a lotta thgs..dhen eat roti prata..hahas...yummy!!!..saw this blouse and it was damn nice..but expensive sey...crazy arh if i buy it..hahas..dhen in the afternoon,went to tampines mall with my aunt..finally bought a new shirt..its nice but a bit small for me..but i liked it so bought it lor..

juz finished eating dinner..rite nw,dreading for the arrival of my dad...i veri bad rite??...but seriously,i dun feel like gg back...ARGH!!!...gonna CRY!!!...hahas..jkjk....stopping here....

missing him seriously..tout of him eventhough im here

Saturday, December 8, 2007 4:26 AM

today my mom go bank to check if the school has already put in the $300 that they owed me!!!...but my mom said they haven't put in the money yet...OMG...how long issit gonna take?..i nid that money to buy the harry potter book,new blouse and the gorgeous converse sling bag!!..hahas..i not spendthrift..just been eyeing those thgs for a very long tyme..hees..

today,go sheng siong with my mom n sis..quite fun lers..got a lot of thgs to buy..i stood in front of the sweets shelve for damn long but i didn't buy anithg..the chocs and sweets juz looked tempting but didn't feel like having them..hahas..

then my sis bought a new horror movie..it wasn't realli a ghost story..it's bout this group of ppl called T.A.C that go to these haunted places like an abandoned house to search for thooose thgssss..haharx!!damn scary i tel u.OMG!!..they were flashing their torchlights at the trees..then,got this one tyme saw a pontianak..it tink its called a banshee in english..they also saw toyol and a pocong..i dunnoe what they are called in eng so sorie..hees..i was screaming out loud..right now,they are watching it again coz my dad didn't gt to watch it the first tyme..im joining them later..hahas..

got a msg from aruna..said that the bytches are meeting up tis mon at her house..gonna rent a movie and watch it..yeay!!...cnt wait to go..that is if aisyah goes..no point i go if she nvr go man..yuan ning better rmbr to brg the bk i wanted to borrow..hahas..missing my bytches loads...looking forward to seeing u guys..

okay...gonna join them nw..in the darkness..where evrythg is dark..no lights are on..only the tv..ooh..scary..HAHARX!!....

Friday, December 7, 2007 4:27 AM

no vulgarities todae..hahas...nth frustrating happened aniwaes..hees:D..today woke up early as usual..10.45pm..tat's early for me..then watched this malay drama that mad me soo mad with the main actor..the gurl asked him lar if he love her or not coz she was gonna be engaged soon to another guy and wants to the truth..but that stupid guy go say he don't like her..OMG!!.dunnoe what's happening to adults nowadays..hahas..jkjk..

then go jp with my mom and siblings..saw sze ling on the bus so sat down with her..but as it turns out,the seat that i took was wet coz there was a leakage above it..sze ling had told me bout it but heck cares..but when i did sit there,regretted it babe..so,the whole journey my back was damn wet..hahas..

then,saed gdbye to her and left for jp..ate at banquet..long time nvr eat the chicken rice..tastes heavenly man..yummy!!..after that,walk walk walk..bought this ice-cream that cost 5.50..my god..it tasted like any other ice-cream man..thought it was special..

then,went to popular..actualli,wanted to buy the latest harry potter book..guessed the price shud have went down already since it had been a long time that it was released..but the price was 50plus...gonna die..juz gt my allowance and i wasn't gonna it on smth expensive like tat!!...so looked ard..saw this other book that i liked written by Nora Robberts..very nice book u noe..she was sort of a bestselling author..wanted to buy it but it was $17plus..i already spent $20 on my prepaid card..only $30 left..if i buy that bk..how to survive for the rest of the month man??!!?..so..left the book on the shelve RELUCTANTLY!!!..purposely walked past that shelve when my mom and i wanted to leave the shop...wanted her to buy it for me but she said no..have to save my own money man..hais...life nowadays are sooo hard..hahas..jkjk..i love my life!!!

Thursday, December 6, 2007 4:20 AM

okaey..smth ridiculous but seriously made me hot-tempered happened..nonono..bt bcoz of my bro..it was about 12plus i went to prime with my mom coz she needed to buy smth and use this machine thingy..and i was damn bored at home so just followed..when she finished doing whatever she needed to do with the machine,there had to be a receipt tat came out rite??...but it didn't..so i go put my hand inside but there was nth..so just gave up and walked away..

after we walked and bought some thgs and wanted to go home,we went past the machine again..there was this freaking lady that was using it..she also tried searching for the receipt..she go put her hand inside..then she managed to take this long scroll of receipt..my mum wanted to check if there was her receipt on it..so she go ask kindly lar...she said excuse me..cn i pls have the receipt..i wanna check if my receipt is in there..u wanna what that BITCH did??!!..she heard what my mom said then she go crumple the paper and threw it on the floor...i was like damn angry with that FUCKING BITCH man..

then,i go pick up the paper and gave it to mom..but i nvr said anithg..juz kept quiet..knew if i said smth,one of them might juz kill the other..but my mom was too angry..she said loudly lar..no manners this woman..i juz laughed lor..cnt tahan..then the lady said...wat no manners..my mom go shout..u lar!!..no manners at all..i alreadi asked for the receipt rite..why have to throw it??...then the lady..wer i noe u wanted the receipt??..u nvr said anithg...anihow call ppl no manners...

OMG..i was damn angry alreadi man..my mom jus walked away then no point i also stay there right..my mom come home..she quickly phone my dad..told him what happened..she said that lady made her blood go up..then my dad ask her to sit in the fridge..hahas..wah..seriously..if i see that bitch again..won't let her off the hook i tell u...gonna say bad thgs bout her..but of course not directly lar..pretend like i talking to someone else..hahas....

Wednesday, December 5, 2007 12:03 AM

okaey..i am realli frus rite nw..my brother is gg to be the death of me!!..He's always answering back whenever i scold him..i scold him for a reason rite??!!for wat wanna scold if there's no reasons at all..damn it!..

then,my mom go ban him from playing the comp during weekdays..she used to say that if i see him playing the comp,juz tell him to switch the comp off or else threaten to complain to her..this morn,i was already in a bad mood..coz my wrist hurt like hell when i woke up..i saw him playing the comp so i told him to switch it off..he didn't..threatened to tell my mom..he still didn't switch it off..wah.i was like sooo gonna kill him!!!..when he saw mom in the hall,he quickly off it..COWARD!!...then my mom nvr scold him..i ask why nvr scold..then i got scolded man!!!!..she said that im always complaining bout my bro..she also ask why i hate my bro so much.OMG!!

..then wat to do??..i go to his sch during teachers day..all the teachers complained that he was damn naughty and asked if i had family probs..wer got!!..seriously,my bro is freaking naughty..he disturbs me at home so much...he's like breathing down my neck all the tyme..feel like punching his face..evrytime im in my room,he lykes banging on the door...ARGH!!..cnt tahan juz complain to my momlar..like that also kene scolding by my mom..if i don't complain much more worser..itz not good bottling thgs up..

then he's such a scaredycat..OMG!!...in the day..he's like a gangster..always picking a fight with me....at night..want to go to slp go find my mom..slp wit her..MY GOD!!..tout so brave..turns out to be a baby...that's it..i cnt stand always kena scolding by my mom bcoz of my bro..im damn sick of all of this...from now on....i am sooo NOT BOTHERING BOUT MY FREAKING BROTHER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!..damn pissed already..still figuring out how to get inside my mom's gd books again...ARHG!

Monday, December 3, 2007 6:30 AM

heloos....im back!!..don't really feel like being back..coz i had the time of my life there!!kaeys..erm..this is gonna be a long post..hees..

last friday,before going to the chalet,brought us out to eat first..then,sent us straight to the chalet..it was about 11plus..heck cares..coz that's the true meaning of being at the chalet..u sleep late late..in the night..after my parents went home,my cuzzins and i decided to stay out for awhile..talk laugh talk laugh..went inside took some pics then went back outside and played some games..hees..it was bout 3plus..all the lights went out..that was when we knew we HAD to go to sleep..hahas..

next day..woke up at bout 7plus..dunnoe how i managed to get up so early..cudn't sleep well in the night either..aniwaes,all my cuzzins were up already..we decided to go swimming so all of us didn't bathe in the morn..hees..washed up a little,brushed our teeth..that's all..my cuzzins wanted to go take a walk at the shops nearby..so i followed..we bought a lotta card games and we bought twisters..played twisters..hees..all of us were laughing like hell..i even attempted to cheat but was caught..haharx..then at bout 1plus,realised we smelled like hell..haharx..so knew we had HAD to bathe..changed into our swimming costumes and headed to the swimming pool..it was fun..finally,i learnt the correct way to swim..hahas..shud get a medal for this..hees..then after swimming,washed up and got ready for the barbeque..turned out it was the same day as my aunt's b'dae so secretly bought her a present and surprised her!!hahas..so the barbeque continued blah blah blah..had lotsa fun..at bout 2pus..our relatives all went home..felt really tired..coz didn't sleep well the previous night and also was damn active that day!!haharx!!...

last day..again woke up at 7plus..dunnoe why!!..at 8plus..all of us went swimming again..hahas..after that..had lunch..then we went to escape theme park!!..it was kinda boring..took took the spiderman ride,went viking..took the rainbow..wanted to take the inverter..i was already lining up...saw it hang upside-down in the air..wuickly backed out..but as soon as i backed out,the ride was already finished..man..regret not taking it..coz it was only for awhile..haharx!!..then,again we went swimming..HAHARX!!..then it was time to go home..that was when all of us felt really reall tired..hahas..but we didn't wanna go home..reached home..kept thinking bout the fun we had..i even dreamt of them..haharx..hais..

still thinking bout tha 3 days filled with fun and laughter..missing them loads already..i'm thinking of sleeping over at my cuzzins house next week..seriously..i miss them!!..but there was one thing i didn't like bout the bbq..my uncle whom i hated came and he slept over for the first night..i hate him like hell..coz u dunnoe wat happened...but besides that..i enjoyed myself:D

was still thinking bout him even at the chalet..
i imagined how it felt like having him there at the chalet..
caught him staring at me during band practice..
caught me staring at him during band practice..
wishing to know him better if he would give me the chance

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